daily life

Chapter 181

Speaking of this, Ning's expression returned to her usual calm and determined expression, "Even if she is messing things up, we don't need to worry about it. After the beginning, it will not be easy to handle in the future? Naturally, if she sees her own situation clearly, she will always If you won’t continue to do stupid things, then we should treat him kindly.”

"That's what you said."

The two talked for a long time before Ning returned to the main room.

Xiang Zhixuan thought about it, her mother-in-law never mentioned Songhe Hall from the beginning to the end-you know, the maids in Songhe Hall are all selected by her mother-in-law.From the looks of it, it's really all right.

Immediately, she went out of her mind for a while.

Some people dream that the absence of their parents is just a long nightmare, such as her; some people cannot let go of their parents because of the complicated things at home, such as Xilong.

Everyone has their own destiny, as expected.

When her mother died, she was still young, and she didn't even know what death meant.

Later, her father's death let her know that it was a permanent parting, an irreversible parting.

Before Dad passed away, he held her little hand in his big hand and said, Ah Zhi, after Dad left, you are not allowed to cry anymore, because no one will comfort you and take care of you when you cry, you have to learn to take care of yourself.No one treats you well, it doesn't matter, you have to live up to it, and treat yourself better and better.

She foolishly wiped her tears and said, I can wait for Daddy to come back.

Dad said, if I leave, I won't come back.

Because of this sentence, on the day of her father's funeral, she cried heart-rendingly, opened her hands and said that her father should not leave, he would leave later, Ah Zhi was obedient, really obedient, her father would not leave...

On that day, it seemed that all the tears of my life were shed.

Even so, all you get is disappointment and despair.

Death is never something that can be retained or redeemed.

Because she missed her father, she was sick for many days. It was from those days that she began to appreciate how bitter the medicine was, how sweet the sugar was, and how much loss and sadness she felt after waking up with her father in her dream.

Since then, I have rarely cried.

Don't cry when you face the old lady's disgusting eyes and words; don't cry when you are bullied by the three brothers.Start to behave in the world according to your father's words, don't cry, live up to yourself, and be kind to yourself.

In those years, I always felt that my parents were looking at me with a smile and accompanying me.I always thought that if my father's confession is done well, the family can be reunited, and no matter how bad it is, we can meet each other in a dream.

Always thinking silently in my heart: Daddy, Ah Zhi is very obedient, so obedient, why don't you come back?
How stupid do you have to be to do that.

But she was such a silly child.A little silly self that makes her heart ache when she thinks about it.

Year after year, everything is understood.Knowing that what I want can no longer be fulfilled, the way I behave in the world has also been finalized.

Don't blame your hard work for being let down, just blame yourself for being a step late.

What makes people lose confidence in this world most is just that kind of parting.

When the person is gone, everything between you and this person is over.Love, hate, sorrow and joy are no longer meaningful.

This taught her that unless she can approve of someone from the bottom of her heart, she will only get closer to them and cherish them more.

It's not easy to get close, but it's hard to cherish it.

But on the contrary, she is always fuzzy about time, and she can't even remember her parents' birthdays and death dates clearly.

Remember, it's useless.Worship, will not get a response.

In the evening, the old lady told the old man about Boss Luo in front of the second master, second wife, Xixiu, and Xipeng.

The old man just asked: "What does the fourth brother say?"

The old lady said: "He agrees."

The old man said immediately: "That's good, do I need to talk about it here? Naturally, I hope that the whole family will live well."

Everyone present was overjoyed.

(End of this chapter)