Broken marriage and wrong love

Chapter 113

"You, Mingran, are you hating me?" Li Ya tremblingly extended her hand towards Mingran, but suddenly bent her fingers.She really didn't have the courage to hold his hand, she was afraid that he would push her hand away again.

"How is it possible? How could I hate you? You are my sister-in-law, and we are just relatives. You praise me too much, sister-in-law." Mingran didn't look back, he didn't want her to see the fragility on his face and pain.

"Really? Sister-in-law? You are more ruthless than slapping me directly. For what? I can control how things will turn out like this? I don't want to be like this either. Do I have a choice? Forget it, me and You can't tell. It seems that I need to calm down and think about it. It may be a mistake to keep pushing Ou Yiran out of my heart. I'm so tired." Li Ya wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and her miserable smile was recognizable and did not see.Is the originally intimate heart going to be further away?What happened to them?
He turned his head and looked at the lonely back, his heart hurt like a needle, he wanted to call out the thoughts and pain she told him, but he was timid.There has been a crack in the relationship that nothing can separate the two. Could it be that the two are destined to go further and further apart?

Li Ya's heart has been pulled away, but she just walked back to her own actions indifferently. She was just silent about Mo Jing's question, and anyone who saw her depressed appearance felt distressed.Mo Jing knew that she couldn't help her, so she just sighed and left.The best way is to let her figure it out on her own, so she doesn't need to be immersed in pain all day long.Li Ya, why do you let me see through my heart but don't know how to liberate myself?

The downturn has been evident in Li Ya's body. When she returned home, Fu's mother saw her looking distraught and asked anxiously: "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

"Mom Fu, I'm very tired, I'm going up to rest first." She didn't notice how heavy the expression on Yiran's face was when she came in.

Yiran didn't listen to Fu's mother's question, his heart was already filled with anger.When he knew that she was having a big emotional scene with his younger brother at school, all the uneasiness and fear in his heart came to his heart.His intuition instructed him to put everything down and ask her to clarify these things, but at this moment he couldn't suppress the anger in his heart and talk about it with her calmly.

As soon as Li Ya lay down, she was pulled up by a great force, and she could feel the anger contained in it.But she really didn't have the energy to deal with it, so she said impatiently: "What on earth do you want to do? Ou Yiran, it hurts if you let go."

"Do you know it hurts too? Do you know how much my heart hurts when you and Mingran are together? Why can't you think about me? Am I treating you badly? We've only been married for a few days Are you going to do such a thing to make me angry? Why?" Yiran couldn't control his feelings, he just wanted the result.Why can't she settle down after getting married? What exactly does she want from him?Want to drive him crazy?
"No, I have nothing to do with him. He hates me, hates me for marrying you. Haha, it doesn't make any sense anymore." Li Ya struggled to break free from Yiran's shackles and turned over to lie down. She was really tired and she wanted to rest .

"But I feel uncomfortable. Do you know that your behavior is an insult to me? I love you with all my heart and want to give you the best, but you give me this in return. You How can I be embarrassed? I don't want to quarrel with you, I really don't want to. I beg you, can you let me go? Please don't do this again? Li Ya, my heart that loves you will be exhausted one day, can you Do you understand?" Yiran's face was full of pain, yes, they are painful people.But why didn't anyone look back at him?He is also very painful. He has loved so hard for so long but can't walk into her heart.Even with the reputation of being a genius, he never thought that he would fail so completely.Can anyone know the sadness and misery in my heart?Why did he keep guarding for such a long time without any results?The firm heart has finally shaken a little bit in the relationship. Is it right or wrong?
"I don't want to argue with you either, I'm really tired, please let me go."

There was silence between the two for a few seconds, and Yiran turned around: "You should rest." The crack in my heart is expanding infinitely, and maybe it will collapse one day.

For his pain, Li Ya's heart can't be as calm as before, why does she feel chest tightness?The feeling of being out of breath shouldn't happen to her, what's wrong with her?
Li Ya couldn't help being curious, why did Ou Yiran no longer control herself these days?He absolutely cannot allow himself to interact with others, so does his behavior at this moment mean that he has given up?But isn't this what you desire?But why can't I feel a little bit of happiness? It turned out that as Mo Jing said, she had put him in her heart unconsciously, but she refused to admit it.But even if you know your own mind, so what?She can't live up to the affectionate Mingran she has for herself, what should she do?How can she explain all this clearly?Mingran has already decided that he has betrayed him, but Yiran is so weak that he is nothing in his heart.God knows he is true to her, but she misunderstood her feelings, but she really didn't know how to tell him.If he said it, Mingran would hate himself even more, right?
But she didn't expect that the love with all her heart would one day leave her, and her hesitation would be a fatal pain that would change everything.

Although Li Ya tried to strike up a conversation with Mingran many times, but he always talked about his sister-in-law or Li Ya's classmates. Is there anything he doesn't understand?Such a tone really made her not know how to have a conversation with him, so she could only say "um, ah" and it was over.Distressed, she had no time to pay attention to Yiran's face, and was distracted by Mingran's affairs every day.People's patience will always expire one day because they can't bear it. Yiran allowed himself to indulge her just to give himself a chance to think about it, but the final result was that he still couldn't let go.In this case, he will do everything possible to keep her by his side.She pretends in her heart how painful it is for him to be others, but as long as she is by his side, he can ignore these efforts.Although he knew that his actions were just deceiving himself and others.

Li Ya leaned on the side of the road that Mingran must pass in a daze with a depressed expression, she wanted to untie each other's knots no matter what, she didn't want him to keep resenting herself.

Mingran fixed his eyes on the person who made him sad, what could he say?Now that she is the eldest brother's wife, he is destined to have nothing to do with her.Since there is no result, why not give anyone a chance?Both of them don't have to worry about each other anymore, and keeping a distance can also make others not worry.When he was close to her, he forced himself to turn his eyes away. God knows how reluctant he was, but he could only do this for the sake of the two of them.

He is no longer qualified to touch the fair and beautiful face; he is not qualified to smooth the frown for her. He needs to endure such pain for a lifetime.

Li Ya leaned against the tree, and only felt someone passing by her side before she came back to her senses.He actually saw that he didn't say a word, when did he end up in such a situation?A self-deprecating smile spread from her face, but she didn't want to give up. Just when she was about to speak, some people came out from behind her and stopped her: "Madam, the president wants you to go home. School, the president has invited you for a week Time's vacation. Please go back with us!" Their words were so forceful that they didn't have the courage to fight back.That black outfit is going to scare people, right?
"What are you doing? Let me go." Li Ya struggled, the feeling from two years ago came back.Does he want to imprison himself again?He should know that if he does this, he will absolutely hate him to death, absolutely not.She really wanted to stop Mingran who was leaving, but that lonely figure was no longer in her sight, and no one could save her at this moment.

Being put into the car by those people, Ou Yiran was actually at home when he returned to the villa.Shouldn't he be in the company at this time?How come back?
"Thinking about meeting Mingran again? You really enjoy it, and you don't keep my words in your heart at all. You are too much, you go out." Yiran signaled those people to go down in a deep voice, and Li Ya couldn't help but retreat with her cold expression .

"Don't you ignore me? What's more, you also know that I didn't marry you voluntarily. Do you think a forced marriage will be happy? I've had enough." Li Ya didn't know why she said such words Come, maybe because Mingran owes too much.But she couldn't ignore the shock, pain and anger in Yiran's eyes, too, who wouldn't be in pain when hearing such words?But, I'm sorry, she can only tell him from the bottom of her heart.

"Really? Since I can only be a bad guy in your heart, I might as well be the bad guy to the end. What is the thing you are most afraid of? Shall I make it come true?" Yi Ran suddenly approached Li Ya, with Said in an extremely ambiguous tone.Then he changed the subject mercilessly, and his voice was full of anger: "Mom Fu, look at your wife carefully. She is not allowed to step out of the house without my permission, do you understand?"

"Yes, master." Fu's mother sighed and looked at Li Ya helplessly. What is this child thinking?She really didn't understand, how could Yiran treat her badly?Why does she always do things that make everyone unhappy?

Li Ya didn't know what to do, she could have imagined such a result, right?But why piss him off?It's messed up, everything is messed up.

From this day on, Li Ya can only wander in the huge villa, although she really wants to discuss with Fu's mother and ask Fu's mother to forgive her.But she will never forget how Ou Yiran treated Jin Wei who let her go two years ago, the fierce and bloodthirsty eyes feel horrible even thinking about it now.She can't implicate Fu's mother because of her own selfishness, but she really wants to untie the knot between the two of them, what should she do?
At night, just as Li Ya fell asleep, she smelled the smell of alcohol and frowned unconsciously.She didn't pay attention to it but turned around and continued to catch up on sleep, but she didn't know that her actions had seriously hurt Yiran.The originally unhappy heart became angry again, pressed on her fiercely, and said sharply: "Why? You don't even want to look at me? But you and I are already husband and wife, and you have to look if you don't want to."

Li Ya resisted instinctively, but she didn't want to fully arouse Yiran's desire to conquer.Dominated by his own anger, he plundered her body without mercy, and dotted bruises on Li Ya's fair skin without mercy.The nightmares of the past were vivid in her mind, but she was afraid but could only struggle.Knowing that the more he struggled, the more angry he would be, but the stubbornness in her heart made her resist.She doesn't want this kind of love, rough but without any tenderness.

After a decadent night, she couldn't close her eyes and take a good rest even though she was powerless. That feeling was the shame after being insulted, which made her unable to take it as just an expression of love between husband and wife.

There is no temperature over there, it seems that he has been away for a long time, it's ridiculous that she didn't feel it.So what if you feel it?
Yiran stayed in the downstairs living room for a long time in annoyance, he didn't want to see her look like she was abused by him.Although he regretted it very much, as long as he thought of her heart not allowing him to enter at all, he would be very angry.Why did he treat her with all his heart, but she didn't move at all?
Seeing his absent-minded look, Fu's mother walked to him quietly: "You love her, don't you?"

Yiran raised her head, glanced at Fu's mother, and nodded.

"Then have you ever thought that since you love her, you should hope that she can be happy? She is not happy with you, why doesn't she let go? Maybe, she will be very grateful to you for letting go. Letting go is not a good thing." Good thing. For you, for her."

"Really? I will think about it carefully." Let go?He really couldn't do it, how could he just let her go after loving her for so many years?It was really unacceptable to him.However, what Fu's mother said was not wrong, maybe he should really think about it.

"It's good if you can figure it out, but it may backfire if you force it. Think about it yourself, I'll leave first."

He didn't care whether Fu's mother left, he just thought about whether he really wanted to give up?All the way to the company, he was still thinking about this matter, spending all his time in a daze, but he still couldn't think of anything.The people next to him looked at him like this, but they didn't dare to come forward and say anything to him.

Mingran unexpectedly found out that Li Ya didn't come to class. Out of face, he asked someone to inquire and found out that Li Ya's husband had asked her for a week's leave. Why?Could it be that the eldest brother imprisoned her again?Not worrying in his heart is a lie, he is really afraid that she will be hurt.

Full of worries, he came to the villa where the couple lived for the first time.

(End of this chapter)