Reborn spicy little daughter-in-law

Chapter 733 Going Around (Seventeen)
"Did you give me a chance to tell?"

"Is there any use for me to say?"

Doudou smiled wryly and wiped away tears: "I am always wrong, and you are always right. You made a big mistake when you gave birth to me. I am a failure in your life. If you don't have me, you can live Well done. After you and my dad divorced, what I heard the most was "It's not easy for a mother, girl, you have to live up to it." So, so, I think I'm your burden, and I'm the one who caused your misfortune. "

"No, no!" Wang Yazhi's tears were like pearls with broken strings, and she wanted to explain, but those words stuck in her throat and she couldn't utter them at all.

"I don't want to see you, you go out!" DouDou issued a eviction order, and Wang Yazhi couldn't stay in front of her daughter.Wiping a handful of tears, he walked out of the Doudou room, sat on the sofa in the living room, and kept reflecting on whether he had done something wrong all these years.

After thinking about it all night in the living room, Wang Yazhi's ears were full of crying and crying.Those words turned in my mind and pierced my heart.Overnight, Wang Yazhi seemed to have aged ten years.

At dawn, Wang Yazhi got up and left the house.Came to the morning market to buy fresh pork liver, red dates to go home.Boiled a pot of nutritious red dates and wolfberry porridge for DouDou, and fried a plate of pork liver.

Carrying the food into DouDou's room, he put the food on her bedside.Looking at the thin daughter, I couldn't help but burst into tears again.

Looking at DouDou's tightly closed eyes, the eyeballs kept turning, she knew that DouDou had woken up but she didn't want to see herself.

"Mom reflected on it all night, and went back and forth over the past 20 years." Wang Yazhi reached out to touch Doudou's uninjured hand, and the slender fingers did not know when they became rough.There are large and small knife marks on the originally tender skin, which can be seen from the usual cooking wounds.

"Mom has to be strong all her life, and she refuses to let others say no. Back then, because everyone in the family looked down on your father, I held back my strength to live a life that was no worse than others. Your grandpa passed away early, and your grandma was a widow. It’s not easy. I’m in charge of the house once I’m in the house, and I’m all on my own.” Wang Yazhi doesn’t feel sad when talking about the past.Maybe the past that made her feel so painful has been relieved, and maybe those pains are not painful compared with her daughter.

"It's fine for us to live like this, but you can't. The quality of rural education is poor, and people's awareness can't keep up. If you go to school in the countryside, you won't be able to finish junior high school. Even if I force you to pay for your education, you People around you are not willing to make progress, and you will not be able to make progress in that environment." Wang Yazhi sighed: "You may say that I am too one-sided. But your father is like this, and our family's environment at that time was It’s like that. Everyone wants to be safe, and when the farming season is busy, they spend their time farming and making money. At that time, I bought some money for your aunt to make small dried fish, and the neighbors around gossiped a lot. Later, I opened a shop to make Cake, those tongue-twisting women will say that I don’t obey women’s morals. A responsible woman can’t make money, and a rural woman should be around the pot at home.”

Speaking of this, Wang Yazhi sneered: "Other people say so, and your dad just believes it. I went to stock up in winter, and there were pots of fish outside, and my hands were full of chilblains. The fishy smell of eating and sleeping in the open is like To earn a dollar or two. Your father saw it, and he didn’t feel sorry for him, nor did your grandma. They knew that money was hard to earn, but they didn’t want to spend it for us. In the end, I decided to divorce him, or because of you."

Hearing this, DouDou opened his eyes.Looking at her mother's face, she said faintly, "Because grandma wants a boy."

"Yes!" Wang Yazhi nodded, looking at Doudou's expression of displeasure: "I can give birth, the problem is if I give birth, what should I do if they don't love you anymore? There is only a sum of money in the family, should I let you go to school or let me go to school?" Brother goes to school?"

Wang Yazhi's worry is a proverb. After Daming's second marriage, he really stopped paying attention to DouDou.There is almost no living expenses, and I will spend two money for three to five years.Buying a piece of clothing during the Chinese New Year is equivalent to giving lucky money!

Wang Yazhi has always been worried about these things, and feels disgusted every time he sees Yu Daming playing a loving father.Even if she is unwilling to deliberately discredit Yu Daming in front of DouDou, DouDou will never forget the grievances she suffered at Da Ming's place during the Chinese New Year.

"You're with me, mom doesn't do many things well. I don't want you to suffer what I have suffered, and I'm afraid that if you don't suffer, you will suffer in the future. I don't have the courage of your aunt. I can't afford to lose." When Wang Yazhi talked about these years, the corners of her eyes began to moisten.

"Mom is an unlucky person. Mom wants to be as gentle and considerate as your aunt. But mom can't do it!" Wang Yazhi raised her head, her eyes were red: "There is no one behind my mother, no one to support me, no one , None. My aunt has a grandfather, and she at least has a father to protect her. What about the mother? You saw it, the mother took you back to her mother’s house, and the aunts looked down on you, and they threw pots and pans after living for a long time. After my mother has money, today your uncle will borrow money and tomorrow your uncle will borrow money. Your grandma is sick, so call me first and ask me to pay for her to go to the hospital. But what about when mother has no money? My brother , my parents, who will help me? No one cares about my mother!"

Doudou had never seen Wang Yazhi complain, and she never said these words out of her mouth.She always thought that her home was very warm.The uncles love her very much, just like Xiangmi Le's uncles love her.

"Your aunt has no scruples, she can do whatever she wants, because she has the capital. Her natal father spoils her, and her husband is used to it. From the day she got married, Huo An discounted her salary to her. Even if she It's because of her in-laws' anger. Your sister-in-law has never felt sorry for her money. After the man died, her career got better and better. She remarried with two children, and she has the ability to make Gu Chen listen to her. The only one born His son can follow his mother's surname. Your mother doesn't have this ability, your mother really doesn't!"

Wang Yazhi cried and beat the bed board: "Girl, life is different. Mom has been fighting with your aunt in her heart for a lifetime, but I realized early on that I can't walk her way. Mom wants you to live too. Mi Le's days, but you can't go."

She covered her face and cried loudly: "Mom has no skills, and Mom wants to find you a good father, and I also want to have one more person to love you. But, no, he can't love you. I can't let you suffer in that house, I can not!"

Speaking of her second husband, Wang Yazhi wiped away tears.Take a deep breath: "My bottom line is you. If I treat you well, I will live with him. If I treat you badly, I will leave him. It's as simple as that!"

She is also a mother for the first time, and she has no experience to explore all the way.Mothers also have grievances, mothers also have negative energy, mothers are not superhuman, mothers are not perfect at all.

But for such a flawed mother, the child is the armor she dares to overcome.

(End of this chapter)