Contract private pet: Emperor Shao's pillow lover

Chapter 148 Hate me?
She didn't want to break her face at first, but Xie Feifei was so persistent, she had to speak very directly, which was very hurtful.

Now that she and Xie Feifan can no longer be confused, it is better to speak clearly.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

Hurting someone like this now is better than hanging him all the time, making him a spare tire who comes and goes when he is called.

"Thank you Yan..."

He still wanted to speak, but was interrupted directly by Xie Yan.

"Xie Feifan!" Xie Yan cut off his words eagerly, afraid that he would say something provocative again to make her feel soft.

"You are very good, and you are very good to me, but I don't think it is necessary for us to meet now. You also saw that day, Gu Yi and I are together now, and I should be responsible for him. I can't be alone with you It's not fair to him! He trusts me a lot, and I don't want to live up to his trust! No matter what you say, I won't come out!"

As he spoke, he grabbed a small tree in front of him.After a while, there was a pile of broken branches and green leaves on the ground.

There was some dull pain in her heart, as if someone was pinching it hard.

But she still spoke unfeeling words to Xie Feifan in as calm a tone as possible, and even used Gu Yi as a shield in order to make him give up.

As expected, Xie Feifan fell silent again, and after a long while, when Xie Yan thought he couldn't speak and was about to hang up the phone, he chuckled lightly.

When Xie Yan heard his calm smile, his heart was tightened instantly, and his eyes felt a little hot.

Xie Feifei is such a proud man, he can still be so relaxed after being hit by him like this...

Xie Yan instantly felt that he was not human just now...

"Xie Yan, what do you think I will tell you when I find you out?"

Xie Feifan on the other side of the phone was sitting in the office, looking at a photo of himself and Xie Yan, rubbing his fingertips on Xie Yan's face, his eyes were full of tenderness, but what he said made him feel sad.

"...I don't know, and I don't want to hear it!"

After a moment of silence, Xie Yan felt that it was better for him not to guess, who knows if he dug a hole for himself to jump.

"Next Friday, Aunt Shen's birthday! You haven't forgotten it, have you?" He didn't care what Xie Yan said just now that he didn't want to hear it, so he just said softly.

"Hmm!" Seeing that the topic was safe, Xie Yan answered one word lightly.

"This year's situation is special, so my dad is planning to hold a banquet at Xie's house that day. As Aunt Shen's daughter, you will come back that day, right?"

"..." Xie Yan fell silent and did not speak for a long time.

The situation is special, how special can it be?
After all, it was a birthday, a happy day, what would my annoying daughter do back home?

spoil the atmosphere?
That's not bad, I guess she will lose any good mood once she appears, right?
Xinyan was thinking wildly in her heart, but she didn't feel the slightest joy because her mother's birthday was coming.

"My dad just recovered from a serious illness, and the Xie family has just gone through such a turmoil. Now he wants to take advantage of Aunt Shen's birthday to get in touch with the wealthy businessmen and government officials of Baixi City. That's why it was held this year."

Knowing that Xie Yan might have doubts in his heart, Xie Feifei took the initiative to explain to her before she raised it.

Even Xie Yan has to admit that sometimes Xie Feifei really understands what he is thinking.

But it doesn't help.

"I don't want to come back!" Xie Yan said in a muffled voice, "What are you doing when you come back?"

Her voice was a little confused, and it suddenly hurt Xie Feifei's heart.

Thinking of the conflicts between her and her family when she didn't know it, and the way she tried her best to whitewash the peace when facing herself, I feel uncomfortable.

and so……

Because you have already drawn a clear line with yourself, are you not even willing to whitewash the peace?
He suddenly felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

This feeling started from the day he got the investigation report.

I have never felt so incompetent, even protecting the woman I love!

"Xie Yan!" He called her softly, and Xie Yan's heart tightened when he heard it, he held his breath and waited for his next sentence.

"do you hate me?"

Xie Yan didn't understand why he suddenly asked such a question, but when she thought of the proud Xie Feifei asking herself in such a low voice, she felt suffocated for a while, and her eyes were a little sour. After holding back her tears for a long time, she shook her head gently and said: "No !"

How could she hate him?

Apart from seeing him and Wen Ruyi's bed - Zhao really didn't understand him during that time, there was no other dissatisfaction.

"Really? When you got angry because of my sister, didn't you hate me for not being able to vent your anger on you?"

This is a knot in Xie Feifan's heart these days.

"No hate!" Xie Yan still shook his head: "She is your family, and, it's her problem, why should I hate you?"

Xie Yan thought he could tell right from wrong.

"sorry!"

He apologized abruptly.Although Xie Feifei felt that this light and fluffy remark was a kind of hindsight, but he owed it to Xie Yan.

"It's ok!"

She felt a little emotional in her heart, feeling the impermanence of the world!

Back then, it wasn't that I didn't think about asking Xie Feifei for help and asking him to come forward to solve it, but in the end I always gave up because he was Xie Feilin's brother and they were a family.Thinking about it now, I even doubted whether my original idea was correct.

in case……

I didn't choose to be patient at the time, but chose to speak out all the cold violence, what will happen to them now?
Maybe the worst is not worse than being like a stranger like now, right?
"You said... If I pursue you again now, is there any hope?" Although Xie Feifei's tone became relaxed, because he found that after saying those words, he seemed to be relieved, and he was so depressed in his heart. The depression of many days was swept away like that.

He suddenly felt that it was Xie Yan who broke up with him?Isn't it because she is with Gu Yi now?As long as he has the heart, it is not impossible to pursue her again.

After all, the two of them have a whole past that Gu Yi doesn't have.

"Uh..." Xie Yan was speechless!
How would you answer this question?

"I will always regard you as my brother!"

After a long time, she politely rejected Xie Feifan.

These words were like a basin of ice water, and all the enthusiasm of Xie Feifei who was poured on his head disappeared.After a long time, he said silently: "Come back next Friday! Brother wants to see his sister, so it's okay, right?"

He desperately told himself, don't be too radical, don't scare Xie Yan, he doesn't even know what kind of mentality he used to say the words 'brother and sister'.

Xie Yan agreed this time.

(End of this chapter)