I heard you love me

Chapter 41 We can't afford private customization. 1
Well, it's puffed up.

Rolling his eyes, he decided to make a sneak attack!

Leaning forward quietly, he stretched out his arms to wrap her around her.

"Oh, what are you doing!" Zi Manman's hand trembled, almost ruining the painting!

He looked at Song Shaoyuan with wide eyes and complained, "Don't make trouble!"

Song Shaoyuan bumped her on purpose, "It looks delicious."

Qi Manman lost his strength all of a sudden, and looked at Song Shaoyuan with wet eyes, "You, you..."

Song Shaoyuan lowered his head and put his mouth on her earlobe, "Well, it smells like milk."

Song Shaoyuan likes the faint milk scent on Qi Manman's body, so he has long replaced all the skin care products and toiletries at home with the milk scent.Every time I hold Zimanman and kiss Zimanman, the texture of my hair smells like thick toffee.

Song Shaoyuan was very satisfied with this.

"Ah..." Qi Manman couldn't help but let out a soft breath, and the palette in his hand fell to the ground.Originally, her hands were stained with a lot of paint, but because she had no strength in her waist, in order to prevent falling, she didn't care if it would stain Song Shaoyuan's clothes or not, and grabbed his shirt like a stranded fish , take a big breath.

His eyes were a little bit loose, and he couldn't see the scene in front of him clearly.

Song Shaoyuan intensified, slowly moving down along the ear, harassing her neck.

Zimanman only saw the ceiling, which was white and bright, and the big chandelier turned into a sun, dazzling and brilliant.

Looking up, feeling the moist lips and tongue, the whole body trembled.

"Give it to me, okay?" He whispered in her ear.

Zimanman seemed to have lost his ability to speak, and made an unconscious monosyllable, "Huh?"

Song Shaoyuan slowly untied her apron, and poked into her body along the waistline.

Zimanman trembled all over, but he woke up instantly, and pushed the person away with his hands.

"no!"

Song Shaoyuan was stunned for a moment, it was difficult for Qi Manman to show such toughness.

"why?"

Zimanman was also stunned, why?She didn't know why.But she was very conflicted in her heart, and she didn't know why she always felt scared. "Beiqi was almost bullied by Xiao Ting, they, they... I, am not ready yet, and your injury is not healed yet, we, we..."

"Pa-ta", tears fell without warning, Qi Manman stared at Song Shaoyuan with wide eyes, at a loss.

Song Shaoyuan was in a bit of a panic, but looking at Qi Manman who was more flustered than him, and hearing what she said just now, he didn't know why, but he wasn't angry at all.

"I'm sorry." Zimanman cried, "I, I don't know what's wrong with me. I, we are husband and wife, I don't reject you, but, but I'm just... afraid, very afraid..."

Song Shaoyuan stepped forward without saying a word, and gently hugged her in his arms.

"I scare you?"

"No, no, I think, I think that's terrible. I, I don't know..." Qi Manman felt that she was full of fear of life, not because she didn't love Song Shaoyuan, but because she had nothing to do with the future Know.

Ye Beiqi and Xiao Ting were so vigorous back then, but they became what they are now because of their children.Ye Beiqi gave everything to that man, but what did she get in return?
Back then, I was locked in a cabinet, drank a drink that I didn't know what was added, and my whole body seemed to be on fire.But what came from the bed outside was the voices of Gu Ningcheng and other women. She couldn't accept the suffocation and sticky feeling.

The more he thought about it, the more frightened he became, Zimanman even trembled all over, and his body was covered with cold sweat, icy cold.

Song Shaoyuan patted her on the back lightly, thinking about it.

Perhaps, he should find her a psychiatrist?
I'm afraid the Qi family didn't want to publicize what happened back then, so they just checked her health and let it go, but they didn't know how much fear that incident was for a child.

Song Shaoyuan was a little helpless, Qi Manman was still a teacher, didn't he want to study educational psychology? The 16-year-old nightmare has been going on for more than ten years now, and she still can't digest it.

Song Shaoyuan was not angry, but felt a little helpless and a little sour.

He suddenly thought why he didn't know her when he was young. If he had known her when he was very young, he could accompany her to school and watch her grow up.Maybe, even the matter of the year was solved.

Zimanman is very good, and it is not easy to maintain the current xinxing in such an experience.These little problems of hers can only be overcome slowly by him.

Song Shaoyuan carried her to the bathroom, and slowly took off her clothes in her nervousness and fear.

"No, don't..." Qi Manman's eyes were full of pleading, and he was really afraid of that matter.

Song Shaoyuan pinched her nose, "I'm just helping you take a shower. Manman, I'm your husband, and I won't do anything to hurt you."

"I'm sorry, but I really, really can't accept it..." She could touch Song Shaoyuan, enjoy him teasing herself, and even look forward to the first time between the two of them.

But in the end, when you really feel that you want to continue, you will feel fear and can't continue.

Song Shaoyuan kissed her on the cheek, "Don't you believe me?"

Zimanman looked up at him, his eyes full of pleading.

Song Shaoyuan stood up and took off his clothes slowly, revealing his strong body.

"Since you are studying art, you should have seen a lot of models, right?" He raised his eyebrows, as if he wanted Zi Manman to comment on whether his figure was good enough.

Zimanman nodded, "Yes."

Song Shaoyuan took off his jacket to his trousers bit by bit.Expose here and there, but did not touch Zimanman.

At first Zimanman was still nervous and shrank himself at the foot of the bathtub.

But seeing that Song Shaoyuan really didn't intend to touch him, he relaxed a little bit, and began to really appreciate Song Shaoyuan.Thinking of the last time I helped him with my hand, I couldn't help but blushed.

Song Shaoyuan finally squatted down wearing pants, like a huge black shadow from top to bottom, covering Qi Manman in his territory.

"Don't be afraid, get used to me slowly, let me love you slowly. I am your husband, not a bad person. As long as you call stop, I will never hurt you."

Zimanman still shook his head, but he was not as scared as before.

In Song Shaoyuan's soft voice, she gradually relaxed her body.Holding his neck with both hands, Xiao Xiao responded.

The two didn't intend to make it to the end, but the intimate contact and hugs had already made them very satisfied.

Song Shaoyuan hugged Qi Manman, who was all red, and went to bed, and covered her with a quilt.

For the first time, two people slept together frankly, without any fabric barriers, trying to learn to adapt to each other, understand each other, every thread and every inch.

The diamond ordered by Song Shaoyuan was delivered soon. Looking at the platinum flower holder carved into a rose, and seeing the pear-shaped yellow diamond on it, Song Shaoyuan was very satisfied.

Throw away the exquisite box containing it, put it in a plastic bag of decorations from a small stall outside, and put it in the coat pocket.

It was really not easy for him to deceive that little woman...

Zimanman finally finished the oil painting, put it in the room to dry, and cleaned up the house again.Thinking of the shameless "game" with Song Shaoyuan before going to bed recently, she couldn't help but blush and her heart beat.

But thinking about it, I felt sorry for Song Shaoyuan.

She doesn't want to be like this either...

The fear hidden in her heart was like a Pandora's box, usually tightly closed, as long as she got a signal that she really wanted to do that step, she would open it all at once, out of control.

So guilty, Qi Manman looked at Song Shaoyuan's changed shirt, picked it up with both hands, and buried his head in it.

Light and faint, it is his unique smell.

You obviously feel safe when you are by his side, why do you feel that there is no way to do shameful things with him?
Zimanman seems to have installed a bubble machine in his mind, and various fantasies pop up from time to time.After thinking about it, people fell asleep.

Because he slept too deeply, he didn't hear the phone ringing one after another.

"Sister Mi, Mr. Song must give you that diamond!" George told Mi En vividly how rare that diamond was, and how Song Shaoyuan asked Qin Ziqiong to auction it himself. .

Mi En just smiled lightly and didn't speak.

It's just that she was also curious, Song Shaoyuan suddenly bought a diamond for herself?

After careful calculation, it's not her birthday, and there is no special holiday, why did he suddenly give him something?
But of course she is happy to receive the gift, Song Shaoyuan has always spent a lot of money, so she doesn't have to worry about the value of the things.It's just that she vaguely guessed in her heart why Song Shaoyuan gave herself such a thing.

He has been alone for so many years, let alone a partner, and there are very few scandals.The one who can be called a "female companion" is probably myself.

Even the family banquet was accompanied by her. For Mi En, as long as Song Shaoyuan didn't say who he liked, then he would definitely be with him.

Hearing what George said vividly, she also had expectations in her heart.

"How did you decide it was for me?" Mi En said with a fake smile, "Maybe Song always has other female companions."

George rolled his eyes, thinking that Mi En was just putting on a show.Let alone women around Song Shaoyuan, even the female flies are almost extinct.

If it weren't for the occasional flirtation with Mi En, many people would think he is gay.

Knowing that Mien was here waiting for him to praise her, George opened his mouth without thinking.He keeps praising Mi En, hoping that she can say something nice in front of Song Shaoyuan, invest in his new play or something.

However, the facts will definitely surprise everyone.

Song Shaoyuan came home at night, and when he opened the door, the room was pitch black.

"Manman?" Song Shaoyuan frowned, Qi Manman usually just went out for a walk or something, and he wouldn't come back so late.Since the two of them lived together, they had never come back in such a dark place, and Song Shaoyuan couldn't help but worry.

"Huh?" Zimanman was in a daze when he suddenly heard someone calling himself.I couldn't help but opened my eyes, only to find it was pitch black, "Where are you..."

Song Shaoyuan sighed, turned on the light, and saw her lying on the sofa with her white shirt in her arms, "Why are you sleeping here?"

Zimanman yawned and looked at his watch, "What time is it..."

"It's almost eight o'clock, I came back a little late today." Song Shaoyuan went over and took off the shirt on her body, "Why are you sleeping here?"

Qi Manman hugged his waist with both hands as if he was still asleep, and rubbed against Song Shaoyuan's stomach, "I was cleaning up the room in the afternoon, and I accidentally fell asleep."

Song Shaoyuan raised his eyebrows, shaking his shirt with his hands, "You slept with my shirt in your arms?"

Zimanman hummed, "I fell asleep just holding it..."

"Tell me about you, let's see, touch but not eat, and you always do such provocative things!"

"Huh?" Qi Manman raised his head in confusion, and was being caught by Song Shaoyuan, holding her lips in his mouth.

(End of this chapter)