The emperor's plan: to rule the world

Chapter 485 Vulnerability
Is it because Qin Shu was unhappy in his previous life?

Thinking about it now, it is indeed impossible to talk about the word happiness.

She is the jewel in Yudi's palm, the little princess who is held in his arms, protected and doted on in his heart. Her father taught her everything, except that she didn't teach her how to love someone.

When she first fell in love, what she liked was the young man in white who was dressed in snow. He had such a gentle and jade-like temperament, he had a certain amount of advances and retreats, he was modest and polite, and he seemed to be able to bring warmth to everyone around him.

Compared with him, Qin Shu is just an incomprehensible ice cube. When facing her, he will always have rigid and meticulous etiquette, and a sense of presence that seems to be everywhere as if watching her.

She had never realized that Qin Shu didn't dare to do anything presumptuous when the Great Yan Emperor Palace was still in charge of her father and queen mother, and when the former master of the Cangmang Palace was still in the imperial capital.

Once Qin Shu has any behavior beyond the rules, or he shows a little disrespect to her, neither Emperor Yu nor the queen will let him stay with their daughter.

So in her eyes, Qin Shu is really rigid and boring. Compared with the gentle and polite son of aristocratic family, does she have to think more about who to choose?

Her father had also told her over and over again that she would be the supreme emperor of the Yan Kingdom in the future, that she should have her own pride, and that her love must be placed behind Jiangshan Sheji.

If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight.

If one day, Jiangshan Sheji and the one she loves must make a choice, she can't abandon the world and the common people.

This is the responsibility she must bear in this position.

That's why she used to think that no man would make her lose her mind. Even if the Chu family betrayed her back then, she could make false claims with those people. .

Combining all kinds of reasons, this is probably the reason why she didn't like Qin Shu in her previous life and still ignored him or even became hostile to him. She held power and didn't like her. If Qin Shu had a heart of disobedience, she wouldn't fall into that position He died as if he died young, but he didn't. Instead, she became more and more hostile to him in exchange for her loyalty.

After experiencing a lot of betrayal, she refused to trust anyone, and it was even more impossible for her to trust the Lord of the Boundless Palace known as the Great Yan Dark Emperor.

She didn't trust him, so Qin Shu had to endure the hostility and defense of his beloved woman day after day, watching her guard against him as if guarding against a rebellious courtier and thief, forcibly coagulating his blood into ice.

His heart was like a knife, but he couldn't leave her. Not only could he not leave, but he had to guard her day and night, enduring the torment over and over again.

That's why Qin Shu later became so desperate that his heart was ashamed.

Gu Qingyi stood in the yard, looked up at the starry night sky, blinked, and suppressed the sourness in her eyes.

She tried her best not to lose her composure, but the reddish eyes could not deceive anyone.

The harm she caused to Qin Shu was destined to be irreversible, even if she wanted to whitewash the peace, she couldn't do it.

She didn't know if Qin Shu hated her, but she knew that Qin Shu must have hated her.

When the sound of footsteps came from behind her, she froze, but she didn't turn her head and didn't speak again.

After all, Qin Shu still couldn't worry about her. It was because her expression when she left was so wrong. He had never seen His Majesty so vulnerable. Not only had he never seen it, he hadn't even thought about it.

This is the first time she has shown her vulnerability.

(End of this chapter)