Fendai Weiyang

Chapter 144

"Lu'er, I'm your auntie, my god, I can finally meet you, the child I've been thinking about so much, and now she looks so good..."

He rubbed the handkerchief on his face indiscriminately. The tears at this moment were not completely fake. They crawled out of his stomach after all. They were still a small ball when they left, and they might die at any time. He looks like a man now, and he feels reliable when he looks at it.

However, Xu Lu's face was not overly excited. The woman in front of her was young, and although she was dressed plainly, she showed a pampered manner in her gestures, and she didn't look like she had suffered.

Unfamiliar face, slightly unacceptable excitement, Xu Lu seemed to be looking at a stranger, unable to empathize with him.

"Lu'er is still separated from my aunt... I'm afraid that when I was in Jiang's house, when I mentioned my aunt, what I heard was all from my aunt, right..."

He choked, her delicate brows were tightly frowned, and she felt infinitely wronged, "My aunt knows that my aunt's departure has made the madam and the young master feel troubled, so I don't have any complaints about how they arrange me, but Lu Er, you It was born by me, how could I be willing to leave you alone? But I don’t want to drag you down, your life will be easier if you lose one person who can’t do anything..."

He said it miserably, and Lihua mentioned with tears that she also had a very miserable life these years. A weak woman, helpless and bullied, managed to survive, and by chance, she inquired about the situation of Jiang's second wife , went through hardships all the way to find him, just to see his child again in his lifetime.

"I thought, even if I die, I can feel at ease seeing you live well..."

He cried sadly and tearfully, and looked fragile as if he was about to fall down, but she secretly raised her eyes to look at Xu Lu, but saw him standing there blankly, without much emotion.

Could it be that he was raised stupid by the Jiang family?He secretly speculated, but didn't it mean that the two concubine sons of the Jiang family were treated well in the Jiang family?They all take care of a lot of shops for them. If you are really stupid, how can you do these things?
"Lu Er..., you still blame Auntie in your heart?"

He raised his face, frowned and asked anxiously, with a fragile and sad expression on his face.

Xu Lu paused, then slowly shook his head, "Now I don't complain anymore."

The calm and indifferent tone made He's heart suddenly feel uneasy. Why didn't Xu Lu feel close to her at all?It was as if he was facing a stranger, and he was crying like this, but he didn't feel any excitement at all.

"At that time, my aunt really had no choice but to think that if I was gone, Madam would definitely not leave you alone. It would be much better for you to follow Madam than to follow my aunt. Look now, you are Jiang The second young master of the family has a good face when he walks outside, and my aunt swallowed her tears before making the decision."

"Well, I know, my aunt has my aunt's difficulties, but at that time, our life was not easy. The first room of the Jiang family said that the second room instigated my aunt to steal property, and she still had the face to want to separate, so she refused to give anything. We only gave the meaning to two shops that always lose money, we were almost forced to starve to death, and my aunt probably didn't want to know."

"..." Mrs. He opened her mouth, didn't know what to say, and covered her face and started to cry again, "I knew it was right for Madam to say that I should, but Lu Er, Auntie is also desperate, so I can't be alone Is the weak woman going out alone to be sold? Besides, I just took some small things, how could they become the property of the second room... Madam probably didn't say too much..."

"Mother never told me this."

Xu Lu smiled faintly, and for a moment, he looked very similar to Jiang Liran.

"Mother never said these things, she was afraid that Xu Ping and I would feel bad if we heard it, but we were only young at that time, we weren't stupid. Things that we didn't understand at that time, we would figure it out after a while. Mother went to her mother's house. For help, I never dared to let us follow, I was afraid that we would hear something, but we should know, we will always know, after all, it is because of our two aunts that so many people ridiculed our mother and elder brother .”

Xu Lu took a deep breath. There were many things that he didn't say, but he didn't want to say. He was afraid that when he spoke, he would make himself too angry.

Guochao didn't pay much attention to concubines and concubines, not to mention that in such a difficult situation, in such a miserable situation because of their aunt's actions, those with a little temper would choose to sell them. Can make some money.

But Mrs. Jiang didn't. Until now, Xu Lu still has lingering fears. The older he grew up, the more he saw these things, and the more he understood how difficult Mrs. Jiang's decision was.

A woman with three children, Xu Lu didn't dare to think about how those days passed. What kind of merit did he accumulate in his previous life to be lucky enough to be a child of Jiang's family in this life?

So he knew that his talents were limited, so he tried his best to do more and talk less, hoping that he would not let his mother down and make her not regret it.

"Lu Er..., these years, haven't you thought about what will happen to my aunt? It's not easy for my aunt to live alone. I'm thinking about how you are. Have you ever thought about how difficult life is?"

Xu Lu shook his head very honestly, "No, if my aunt hadn't seen that our second room was in a bad mood and left with property, if she was willing to share weal and woe with us, no matter what, I would respect and admire you. Brother is right, no People don't need to be responsible for their own actions, so I will think carefully before doing anything."

"What kind of elder brother is that? I am the aunt who gave birth to you! How could, how could you be taught to be so inhuman and cold-hearted by the Jiang family?!"

He became terrified, gasped and shook his head, "No, this is no, I can't let you continue to follow them, I have to be by your side, Lu Er..., look carefully, you were born by me, how can you Can you say such things to me? Don't be afraid, Auntie will accompany you in the future, and no one in the Jiang family will bully you."

"When I needed my aunt's company the most, my aunt never missed her. Now that I have grown up, I don't need her anymore. Besides, the Jiang family will not let my aunt come into the house."

"Then you just watch Auntie being rejected?" He's voice grew louder, "You just want Auntie to be alone? I don't ask for anything, I just want to be with you and watch you, Is this also wrong?"

Seeing He Shi's face shed tears again, Xu Lu lowered his eyes.

"When I first heard that my aunt appeared, I was not surprised. People are not sages and sages can do nothing? My aunt misses me from the bottom of my heart. How can I be unhappy?"

"That's right, I knew my Lu'er..."

"However, if the eldest son of the Jiang family wasn't involved, perhaps I would still be happy right now."

"..." He seemed to be choked by the throat suddenly, and the kindness on his face didn't even have time to withdraw.

how come?They were already so cautious, the people who came to the big house of the Jiang family were different every time, how could they be known?

"This makes me feel more uncomfortable than my aunt thinking I'm dead from now on. Does my aunt know what I was thinking at that time?"

Xu Lu narrowed his eyes and actually laughed, "I think, that's not as good as my aunt died that year, so I won't rush to break my heart again and again, so I can be safe and sound." He is now the second young master of the Jiang family."

"land……"

He Shi took a step back, the expression on Xu Lu's face seemed to be a different person compared to just now, the slightly sinister smile made the back of her neck sweat profusely.

Xu Lu took a step forward, "Auntie, is she afraid right now? Why are you afraid? Speaking of which, I should be afraid."

"I can call my wife my mother, and I can be treated kindly and told every day. Mother knows how scared I am. Such days will never come back? Auntie thinks that I am honest and honest in the eyes of outsiders, so she wants to come from me." What do you get here?"

Xu Lu sighed for a long time, with a smile on his lips, "It's a pity, I am no longer the child you said you didn't want, I am very satisfied with my life now, if Auntie didn't have other thoughts, I probably will be more respectful to you, after all, I have such a temperament, but it's a pity..."

Xu Lu shook his head, "Does Auntie want to disappear and go back to live by herself, or does my boy help you?"

"..." He met the table behind her, and there was no way to retreat. Her legs were weakening, and she could barely support herself by relying on the table.

who is thisIsn't this the devil?How could he say such things to his aunt who gave birth to him?Why is the smile on his face so terrible? !

"Maybe my aunt doesn't know, but I'm actually very satisfied. In the Jiang family, I have my mother's gentle teaching, my elder brother's strict advice, and my sister-in-law is also easy to get along with. She doesn't talk much, but she always thinks not to be harsh. We, I am very satisfied with this kind of life, so if anyone wants to destroy it, I will not allow it,...Auntie, did you hear me clearly?"

"How could you..., how did you become like this? What kind of ecstasy soup did the Jiang family pour into you?! They are all lying to you, Lu Er! You are a bastard, how can they treat you sincerely? I am the one with you Connected by blood, you..."

He's words later interrupted Xu Lu's movement of reaching out to touch her neck.

The wide palm covered the entire delicate neck, and the knuckles rubbed the fragile neck, He Shi trembled all over, the expression on Xu Lu's face was not cold at all, he actually smiled softly, as if admiring What is the same.

(End of this chapter)