Fendai Weiyang

Chapter 182
Under Gu Xueying's icy gaze, Qian Fei was actually able to laugh.

"It's nothing. I thought my sister had really let go. If that was the case, no matter what I said, my sister would be as stable as a mountain. But now it seems that she doesn't."

Qian Fei bent her eyes, "My sister is just pretending to be arrogant and no longer caring. In my heart, when no one is watching, will I be entangled in endless regret and hatred?"

"..." Gu Xueying took a deep breath, how did Xia Qianfei know?How could she know her dissatisfaction?
In order not to worry her parents, Gu Xueying pretended to be calm and unrestrained, but she couldn't ignore the Song family's news, and she couldn't be indifferent when she heard Song Wenxuan's name.

All of her youthful years were dedicated to Song Wenxuan. She thought that her efforts would be touching and rewarding, but what happened?It was just a farce, and she was the only one who made a fool of herself...

Gu Xueying asked herself that she was not kind and innocent, she was the eldest lady of the Gu family, she was born to be superior to others, and it was easy to get what she wanted, that's how she grew up.

That's why at the beginning of Song Wenxuan's engagement with Xie Shucheng, she was so devastated and desperate, only thinking of dragging them into hell together.

Later, although she also wanted to understand, it was just such a huge pain, how could she, Gu Xueying, forget it?This is a shame, a failure, a mockery of her arrogance after living for so many years!

However, Gu Xueying always thought that she was covering up very well. You see, even her parents believed it, and she was relieved, and she would not have any scruples when mentioning the Song family. Their expressions of relief were not fake at all. In my heart, I felt that I was really open-minded and let go, and I really grew up and became sensible.

Gu Xueying didn't want to live up to her parents' expectations, but she couldn't swallow her anger and pretend that this matter no longer existed, it would always be a dead knot in her heart, stuck in her heart, and only when no one saw it would she let the rot in her heart. The breath inside was released quietly.

"I do not understand what you are saying."

"Sister understands," Qian Fei tilted her head, "Didn't my sister hear such a sentence, the person who knows you best is not your friend, but your enemy, even though I never regard my sister as an enemy, comparable From those people who flatter you because of the Gu family's reputation, I know maybe more."

"If this happened to me today, I would probably ignore it and want to live a better life to make Song Wenxuan regret it. It's just that this happened to my sister. With my sister's heart, if I keep burying it, I won't let it go. For the rest of my sister's life, I'm afraid she will be eaten away by such emotions little by little."

Gu Xueying's heart was shaken, and an inexplicable panic invaded her head. It was the first time Gu Xueying had tasted this kind of fear that was almost overwhelming.

She really wanted to yell "ridiculous!" at Xia Qianfei, and wanted to mock back with a sneer, but Gu Xueying found that she couldn't think of how to fight back fiercely.

Because she suddenly felt that maybe what Xia Qianfei said was true, maybe she would really be like this, and would be ruined bit by bit by the anger and hatred suppressed in her heart.

But why did she come to this realization after Xia Qianfei said these words?Why does Xia Qianfei seem to really understand herself better than herself?How is this possible……!
Gu Xueying left Qian Fei's yard with a white face, Qian Fei didn't stop her, she didn't intend to let Gu Xueying figure it out all at once.

The yard was empty, and Qian Fei stared at Gu Xueying's cup of tea on the table that was still emitting smoke...

Is it right for me to act like this?

She didn't want the Song family and the Xie family to get married so smoothly. Song Wenting and Xie Shucheng had conflicts, but in front of the future, they always seemed a little weak. Qian Fei hoped that the gap between the Xie and Song families would be bigger, so she thought of Gu Xueying .

Qian Fei will know that Gu Xueying is not reconciled, because she has never been reconciled in her previous life. From the time Qian Fei married into the Song family, Gu Xueying will find opportunities to trip her up, even if other people can see her purpose at a glance , I disdain her behavior in my heart, and Gu Xueying doesn't care at all.

Later, later, Gu Xueying married an ordinary family who was not at all equal to the Gu family. Almost everyone knew why, but Qian Fei hadn't seen her restrain herself.

In fact, the chances for the two of them to meet are quite rare. There was only one time, when Qian Fei supported the Song family, and frequently went to Jinxi for various banquets, and only once, she and Gu Xueying met by chance.

I don't know if Gu Xueying knew that she would meet her, her clothes were not in the usual attire, it felt a bit abrupt.

Still glaring, still using harsh words, but at that time, Qian Fei had already tasted all the hardships in the Song family, and the tribulations slowly wiped away her little love for Song Wenxuan.

"Sister Gu, can you see that I have gotten a little favor? I really don't understand why Sister Gu is so obsessed with it. You don't think about your current reputation, don't you think about the child under your knees?"

As if she didn't expect Qian Fei to say such a thing, Gu Xueying froze for a moment, "You don't need to worry about these things, Xia Qian Fei, that's what I've been doing all my life, but I'm not reconciled, the longer I live, the more I am not reconciled, I hate all of this, especially you, without you..."

"Without me, I'm afraid there will be other people..."

Qian Fei lightly interrupted, her complexion was no longer that of the lady of the Song family who was elegant and graceful in front of others, her expression was gloomy, not much better than that of Gu Xueying who had deep resentment in front of her.

"Sister Gu, the world is impermanent. We are only alive for decades. Why don't you let go and focus on managing your own life? Isn't it a pity to waste energy on these things?"

"What a pity?" Gu Xueying slowly opened her eyes wide, and the smile on her face didn't know whether she was laughing at Qian Fei or herself, "What a pity? Can I still be called a pity? Is there anything I don't have a pity about?" ?”

Qian Fei couldn't forget the smile that appeared on Gu Xueying's face at that moment, with resignation and unwillingness, "Xia Qianfei, I'm already like this, I can't go back, but if I do it all over again, I will still be like this, How can I be reconciled, how can I be reconciled if I don't see you falling into a situation worse than mine!"

……

"Miss, the girl from the Gu family is out of the house, and my uncle sent someone to pass the message that he will be back later today, and told the lady not to wait for him to eat, but to warm it up on the stove."

Bai Ling's message brought Qian Fei back to her senses, and she nodded to show that she understood.

Jiang Liran has more and more entertainments nowadays, but he never eats out, even if it is late, he will wait until he returns home to eat.

Qian Fei didn't know if this was Jiang Liran's habit, but she was very useful, Jiang Liran came back late, sometimes she would use some soup to make a cushion, and wait for Jiang Liran to come back before eating together.

Qian Fei has always been very happy to be able to eat with her family. She has eaten too many meals alone, and she doesn't want to look up and be alone.

Inviting Gu Xueying over today, Qian Fei just wanted to test it first, based on her previous impression of Gu Xueying, she knew that Gu Xueying would not let go easily, this is also a poor person.

It's just that whether to drag Gu Xueying into the water and let her release the darkness in her heart, to be honest, Qian Fei hasn't made up her mind yet.

Let's just wait, if Gu Xueying doesn't take it seriously, Qian Fei will find another way, if she comes to the door by herself... Qian Fei held her head, everyone is not the daughter of the Seven Fairies of the Virgin Mary, the two of them discussed and caused trouble , probably... would be more interesting?
……

"I told you to eat first?"

After Jiang Liran returned to the mansion, he learned that Qian Fei hadn't eaten yet, so he frowned, and went to the back room to change his clothes first, so as not to infect Qian Fei with the cold air all over his body.

Qian Fei followed up and said, "I ate some sweet soup first, and I won't be hungry for a while. Why don't I wait for you to join me. It's really boring to eat alone."

"Aren't you really hungry? I came back a bit late today, Mr. Fu refused to let me go, and finally got away. If I knew you didn't eat, I would have come back earlier."

"It doesn't matter, I'm really not hungry."

Jiang Liran changed his clothes, led the smiling Qian Fei to the outer room, the girls had already prepared the food.

Sighing, Jiang Liran sat down with Qian Fei on his back, "Even if you're not hungry, your body needs to be recuperated, how can you wait like this? You won't be allowed to do this in the future, you have to eat when the time comes, see You haven't grown much meat for such a long time, and your father-in-law and mother-in-law think I've treated you harshly."

"..., I've gained a lot of weight."

"Really? I didn't see it."

Qian Fei was about to refute, when Jiang Liran clicked her tongue again, "It seems to be a little fleshy, but it's still too thin."

"..." Qian Fei's face became hot in an instant. This person, this person is too careless. Fortunately, the servants who serve him are far away, so why does he dare to say anything!

Jiang Liran was in a very good mood, and put her favorite dish into Qian Fei's bowl with the corner of his mouth turned up. He liked to make Qian Fei blush. Could it be a disease?

"I just... I like to eat with my husband. I can't eat anything by myself..."

Jiang Liran's chopsticks trembled, and a piece of crispy stuffed eggplant fell from above, and the tip of the chopsticks pinched it twice in vain, but it still fell into the plate.

Qian Fei saw it with sharp eyes, and rolled her eyes as if she didn't see it. Her cheeks were still hot, and she had the urge to bury herself.

Obviously facing Gu Xueying in the daytime, she was full of stability and fierceness, and Qian Fei could be as calm, wise and unmoved as a mountain when facing other people, but these were just floating clouds in front of Jiang Liran.

Qian Fei didn't know why she blushed so easily and was so hot, could Jiang Liran be a stove spirit?

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