Fake play is true love, the president's substitute ex-wife

Chapter 181 I Have Already Lost the Courage to Face It
Since he didn't want to let go, he had no choice but to force him to let go.Letting Baoquan behind him control Xiaoying, Xiao Muran gently hugged Xiaoxue back into his arms.

"Xiaoying, Xiaoxue and I are a family, and you, an outsider, can't interfere with our housework. You, it's better to stay out of your own business." I can't get used to Xiaoying's self-righteous way of standing beside Xiaoxue for a long time. , Xiao Muran said bluntly.

"Yes, I'm an outsider. But don't forget, it's me, an outsider, who has been taking care of your wife for three years." Xiaoying stared at Xiao Muran with wide eyes. "You said you were Xiaoxue's husband, so let me ask you, where have you been these three years?" Knowing that Xiaoxue left to avoid Xiao Muran back then, Xiaoying thought she had the chance to win.

Feeling that Xiaoxue in his arms was getting more and more wrong, Xiao Muran naturally didn't want to talk nonsense with Xiaoying anymore. "I have been taking care of Xiaoxue for the past three years, thank you. Xiaoxue, I took it away."

"No! Xiao Muran, stop. Xiaoxue won't want to go with you." Xiaoying struggled hard.

Suddenly remembering what Luo Chengxue said today, Xiao Muran had to admit that Lin Lang's words were correct.However, even if Luo Chengxue really didn't want to go with her, he couldn't leave her anymore.Luo Chengxue, even if it's hard work, just be patient, for now, just for now, stay by my side, okay?

"No, Xiao Muran, go away!" Luo Chengxue suddenly said anxiously because she was dreaming of something, her brows were deeply locked together, and her whole body began to tremble.

Her footsteps stopped abruptly, Xiao Muran knew that Luo Chengxue was afraid and resisting herself.Turning around, carrying Luo Chengxue into her house, and putting her away.Sitting beside her and waiting for her to sleep more peacefully, Xiao Muran walked out of the room.

I took a closer look at this shabby-looking small house, as if the roof would be blown off by a little bit of wind and rain.Suddenly he became curious about how Xiaoxue lived these three years, so Xiao Muran found the landlord and listened to her talk for a long time.

He walked back to the room with heavy steps, and looked carefully. Although the room was small, it was very warm.Sitting on the edge of the bed, watching her.It's been three years, and this is the first time I've looked at you so closely and carefully, and you've been obedient, neither moving nor running.

The landlord said just now that three years ago, Xiaoxue passed out on the side of the road because of lack of money and starvation. Later, she finally found a job and was able to afford to rent this small dilapidated house.Because of the money, she will repair the roof when it rains heavily, and she can't say anything if she is bullied while working part-time.

"Even though life is so hard, you still haven't come back to me. Luo Chengxue, is it so unbearable to be by my side?" Holding Luo Chengxue's hand, her hand grew long because of doing too much rough work. Cocooned and rough.

Think about all those years, I have been holding her in the palm of my hand, letting her live in the castle I carefully built.She has never experienced hardship or fatigue, and she has never even done the most common housework.But these three years have ruined nothing left of his careful protection, Xiao Muran couldn't help but feel distressed.

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, Luo Chengxue suddenly opened her eyes and sat up.Looking around, it turned out that she had already gone home, Luo Chengxue rubbed her throbbing temples, and got out of bed to drink a glass of water.

He walked out of the bedroom in a daze, but was startled by Xiao Muran who was leaning against the corner and fell asleep.Looking again and again, Luo Chengxue couldn't believe her eyes.Xiao Muran, who was normally picky, fell asleep while sitting on the ground.

He squatted down and looked at Xiao Muran's face carefully.I used to think he was cute even when he was angry, but now I feel scared even when he is asleep.Three years, in fact, we have all changed.

Suddenly remembering the dream she had just had, Luo Chengxue couldn't help feeling a little ridiculous and sad.In the dream, he and Xiao Muran were still in the year when they met.Thinking about it now, at that time I simply didn't know anything, even Xiao Muran at that time made me think that I was just a simple boy.Like ordinary young couples, the two sat on the hillside and watched the sunrise.

Suddenly, he picked up a pen and drew something on the paper, looking at himself mysteriously while drawing.At that time, what he saw in his eyes was his happy smiling face. "For you." Like a child, he handed over the paper proudly.

He took the paper and looked at it carefully.In the painting, she has long hair, a veil, and a sky blue evening dress.At first glance, this dress looks like a whole piece of forget-me-not.

"Forget-me-not represents eternal love, so I like it." I said it inadvertently when I first met.

Looking at the painting, the breeze is blowing, the flowers are swaying with the wind, the veil is slightly raised, everything is so beautiful that it is breathtaking.

"Why did you send me?" Asking knowingly may be the way all couples like to speak.

"Because I like you." After finishing speaking, he leaned down and kissed himself gently.So tender, so sweet.

At that moment, I really believed in love, and thought that I would be happy in the future.

Thinking about it now, the memories are so beautiful, so beautiful that I don’t want to forget even if I am scarred.It is said that memory does not have any power, but it is an eternal existence, deep into the bone marrow, lingering.

Wanting to touch Xiao Muran's face, he raised his hand only to realize that he no longer had that courage.Looking at the hands hanging in the air, how ridiculous. "Xiao Muran, you accompanied me through those painful years. All my precious memories are related to you. How do you want me to forget?" Forgetting Xiao Muran is tantamount to forgetting herself. Luo Chengxue never denied this.

Take a small blanket and cover him gently.His right shoulder was still faintly red, it must be where he stabbed it today.I wanted to wake him up and go to the hospital, but I was afraid of facing him after he woke up. In the end, I just took the medicine box and put it on the ground.

Back in the room, I opened the drawer, only one of the photos was yellowed.That was a photo of myself and Fang Juncheng when I was a child, but now that I have grown up, Fang Juncheng has left.

"Juncheng, what should I do?" Looking at Fang Juncheng who was smiling happily in the photo, Luo Chengxue couldn't help feeling sorry.Originally, he wanted to help him take care of the children, but later, Fang Bo knew what he had done, and because he hated himself for killing Juncheng, he kicked him out. At that time, only Xia Tian, ​​​​who took care of himself when he was a baby, followed him After leaving, the other children lived happily and carefree in the hospital as before.

Unable to sleep all night, Luo Chengxue tossed and turned, and finally got up altogether.Even though it was still dark outside, Luo Chengxue went out.

As soon as she walked out the door, she met Uncle Xu. Luo Chengxue was so embarrassed that she didn't know if she should say hello.

"Miss Luo, are you going out? Do you want me to see you off?" Uncle Xu smiled politely.

"Then thank you." After thinking for a while, Luo Chengxue nodded.

He didn't expect that she would really let him give it away, but Lao Xu didn't know what was wrong.Seeing Luo Chengxue get into the car calmly, Lao Xu quickly recovered and returned to the car.

At first, neither of them spoke, and even the sound of breathing in the car was extremely harsh.

"Miss Luo." Old Xu opened his mouth first, "May I ask you a question." He asked cautiously.

"I want to know why I left back then." Luo Chengxue still knew Uncle Xu very well, after all, she had known him for many years.Moreover, during the years when he stayed in Xiao's house, he was still his best friend.

Nod.Old Xu still can't understand this matter. "The young master is so kind to the lady, but the lady suddenly disappeared. No matter how I think about it, I can't think of a reason."

Looking out the window, Luo Chengxue didn't speak.Some things are not said because they cannot be said, and some are because they do not want to say them.

"If it's inconvenient, just pretend I didn't ask." Old Xu hurriedly said to avoid embarrassment.

"Because it's not suitable." Luo Chengxue thought for a while before answering.

Hearing Luo Chengxue's words, Lao Xu turned his head and saw Luo Chengxue's helpless and painful eyes.

"Since we met, Xiao Muran and I have been together. At that time, we were too young, and naively thought that as long as we fell in love, we could ignore everything. But later, I slowly discovered that there are too many things that are more important than love." It's like to Xiao Muran, the Xiao Group is more important.But for me, family is more important.

"Perhaps, Miss Luo can face it with the young master. Is leaving really the only option?" asked puzzled.

Nodding, Luo Chengxue answered firmly.If you don't leave, there are bound to be only two outcomes, either you die, or Xiao Muran dies.This point is unwilling to admit, it is also a fact.

"Miss, we're here." Old Xu's voice brought Luo Chengxue's thoughts back.

Silently got out of the car, took out the lilies that she just bought and placed in the back seat, Luo Chengxue walked up the stairs step by step.That was three years ago, and that day was like today, the sky was gray and it was drizzling.

"Juncheng, miss me." Putting down the flowers, Luo Chengxue squatted down. "Juncheng, it's been three years. It's the first time I've seen you. You must be very angry. Xiao Muran also saw me for the first time in three years. He looks very angry."

Recalling Xiao Muran's face yesterday, Luo Chengxue knew very well that Xiao Muran was very upset, but he was trying to bear it.

"Juncheng, I promised you to sever all ties with the Xiao family, so I can never meet them. But if I want to forget Xiao Muran, I'm afraid I can't do it even if I spend my whole life. I'm sorry, Juncheng!" I couldn't help crying, it's useless to be angry with myself, why I can't forget Xiao Muran who hurt me so badly.

The image of Juncheng telling himself with tears in his eyes at the end is still clearly engraved in his mind, Luo Chengxue is really dying of pain!After crying for a long time, turning all her sadness and regret into tears, Luo Chengxue stood up weakly.

Old Xu was still waiting, seeing Luo Chengxue's eyes were red and swollen, and his complexion was bad, so he hurried forward.

"Why do you still care about me? Shouldn't you hate me?" Looking at Uncle Xu who was worried about her, Luo Chengxue couldn't help teasing.When he stabbed Xiao Muran yesterday, Uncle Xu looked at him as if he wanted to kill someone.

"If there is anything wrong with Miss Luo, the young master will definitely be worried." Old Xu thought about it comprehensively.

Looking at him, Luo Chengxue suddenly felt relieved.I still remember that in the past, Xiao Muran often said that because of his special status, he had no one he could trust, but now it seems that at least Uncle Xu is still there.

(End of this chapter)