Fake play is true love, the president's substitute ex-wife

Chapter 187 She's All Right

Seeing that it was already dark outside and it was still raining, the humidity made my mood messy.

Walking out of the church, all the passers-by outside looked in a hurry, only Luo Chengxue, although she didn't have an umbrella, she was still walking on the street indifferently, one step at a time, following the original route, but she couldn't regain her original mood up.

When Xiao Muran arrived, he saw Luo Chengxue standing in the rain, his face couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears.Holding up the umbrella, Xiao Muran quickly ran over and hugged her. "Sorry, I'm late." Xiao Muran said.

Whether it was every time I was thrown away before, the day of the fire, or today, I am sorry, if we could have walked to you earlier, we would not have come to where we are today.

"What's the use of being sorry?" Luo Chengxue asked. "The child is gone, and Juncheng has left. Is it useful for you to say sorry? Can they come back?" Luo Chengxue asked.If this sentence of sorry can cancel everything, then what will become of Juncheng and the child. "Forgetting you is already my biggest concession. Forgiving you is impossible, unless they can be resurrected, unless you can turn back time." However, both of these are impossible.

Xiao Muran's face turned pale in an instant, "What do you mean, Fang Juncheng left?" All I knew was that someone rescued Xiaoxue, but I never knew that there were still people who died in the fire.

"If it wasn't for me, if it wasn't for saving me, how could Fang Juncheng die! Do you know that he is the one who has been with me since I was a child. Do you know how many words I have left to say?" Was he doing well after he left? It seemed to tell him that he didn't hate him anymore and wanted him to be well, but he didn't have time to say it.He saved himself, but he sent him away without even seeing him for the last time, "Do you know how heartbroken I was when I saw Uncle Fang sending Fang Juncheng away with his white hair. "The white-haired person sending the black-haired person is considered the greatest pain. Luo Chengxue will never forget Fang Bo's desperate eyes at that time, and the regret and guilt in her heart are tormenting her heart every day.

Xiao Muran was shocked, and always thought that Luo Chengxue's departure was an elopement she had agreed with Fang Juncheng, but he didn't know that Fang Juncheng had already left, so it was impossible for him and Luo Chengxue to be together. "I can't get back the past, I know this, but why do we have to live in the past? Are you happy like this?" I prayed.The impact of Fang Juncheng's death is great, but is it really going to make everyone suffer?Could it be that those who survived deserved it? Should they bear everything?

"Happiness no longer belongs to me. When I killed so many people who I care about and care about me, I am no longer qualified to be happy. Do you still expect yourself to be happy? Xiao Muran, I beg you How about a little conscience? You have taken away so many people’s happiness, and you are no longer worthy.” Do you really think that you can be happy by stepping on other people’s lives?
Xiao Muran knows what he did wrong, but has he really gone so wrong?He has never murdered or set fire, nor has he intentionally harmed anyone. All he has done is to protect Xiaoxue alone.Although I sent away the child and Fang Juncheng under my own protection, but, don't I feel heartbroken?That was Xiaoxue's child, and it was also her own child!

Luo Chengxue raised her hand and wiped her face carelessly, then left Xiao Muran with a smile.At the beginning, she chose to regard herself as his wife after Juncheng left, because she hoped that even if he had already left, she would fulfill his wish for him.

I remember that he once said that since he was a child, he only hoped that one day he could meet himself again, get married, have a child, and be together forever.Although it didn't come and be realized for him while he was alive.

It was already very late when I returned to the hotel, and my whole body was wet, but Luo Chengxue didn't have the energy to wash up anymore, so she lay down on the bed.He stared at the ceiling with his eyes open, and refused to close his eyes no matter what.

Because I was afraid that when I closed my eyes, I would see Juncheng's smiling face and his painful yet forced smile when he was pressed under the cabinet at the end.Juncheng, if it wasn't you who had the accident at that time, it would be great if it was me.

The phone started ringing at some point, Luo Chengxue waited for Luo Chengxue to realize it, reached for it but hung up.Seeing that it was Xiaoying's call, he returned the call, probably because the child was making a fuss and wanted to find him.

"Xiaoying, what's the matter?" Feeling weak and dizzy, Luo Chengxue got up and wanted to drink a glass of water.

"I'm sick in Xia Tian, ​​it's very serious, when will you come back?" Xiaoying looked very anxious, speaking very fast and short of breath.

The teacup in her hand fell to the ground with a bang, Luo Chengxue couldn't imagine, if something happened to Xia Tian, ​​would she really be able to survive. "What's wrong with him? Did he go to the hospital? What's the matter?" Instinctively, he started to pack his luggage.

"Well, anyway, come back quickly." Xiaoying's voice sounded flustered, and she cut off the phone just after she finished speaking. Luo Chengxue's mind was in a mess, and she was unable to think. At this moment, she just wanted to go home and watch own children.

Carrying her bag, Luo Chengxue hurried to the elevator while calling Xiaoying.The moment the elevator door closed, she just bent down because the things in her bag fell, and she didn't see Xiao Muran passing by the elevator door.

When they arrived at the airport, they happened to have a plane ticket, so Luo Chengxue boarded the plane and returned home.But what she didn't know was that Xiao Muran was looking for her all over the world.He thought that she went out for a walk by herself because of the sad thing just now, and a road idiot like her would get lost wherever she went, and it would be bad if something happened to her. "Uncle Xu, did you find it?" Xiao Muran asked anxiously after searching for more than an hour.Xiao Muran couldn't help getting angry when he heard they said they couldn't find it.

"Master, your current physical condition must go to the United States for treatment. How can you run on the road like this? Master, I beg you. You should take care of yourself." Old Xu looked at his young master's expression Pai Bai couldn't even stand still, but he still wanted to find someone on the rainy street, could he not be worried?

"It's too dangerous for her to walk around alone, we must find her!" Xiao Muran seemed to have not heard, his mind was full of Luo Chengxue.I have already lost it once, if I lose it again, I really will not be able to live. "Uncle Xu, I, I must find Xiaoxue. I can't go through those three years anymore. You know how painful I was in those three years."

Those three years were like living in hell, living like a walking dead.Xiao Muran is unwilling to live that kind of life again, and the only person who can get him out of that kind of life is Luo Chengxue.

Old Xu sighed deeply, why is his young master so infatuated and stupid.All the things I did back then were all for Miss Luo, but as for Miss Luo, she didn't know anything, she only knew suspicion and blame.

"Young master, I will send more people to look for it now, but young master, please go back and rest. You don't want Miss Luo to know about your illness. If Miss Luo returns and sees you like this, she will know Ah." Even this illness, the young master has been concealing it.If it weren't for the news that Miss Luo's fake death made the young master too tormented, the young master wouldn't be sick.

Xiao Muran thought about it, and felt it made sense, so he agreed to go back to the hotel, but he couldn't do rest.I kept contacting her on the phone, but I couldn't find Luo Chengxue.This crowd is vast, and she is still in a foreign country, where will she go?

The headache became more and more serious, and Xiao Muran collapsed uncontrollably.At the last moment when she closed her eyes, she seemed to see Luo Chengxue, she looked at her so helplessly, she stretched out her hand as if to hold her hand.

That's right, this is the real Luo Chengxue, timid and cowardly.Having experienced too much abandonment since she was a child, what she fears most is being alone. She habitually wants to be alone by her side, and habitually needs to confirm the existence of others.

So she couldn't have gone out by herself, maybe something happened.Breaking out in a cold sweat, Xiao Muran pulled himself together and ran out again, while calling Uncle Xu. "Luo Chengxue, don't worry." Xiao Muran said to himself.

He ran all possible places, but Luo Chengxue seemed to have evaporated from the world, and could not be found. Xiao Muran really had no strength, and fell down on the streets of France.Feeling really tired, Xiao Muran looked helplessly at those passing by, it turned out that he was such a small and incompetent person, this was the first time Xiao Muran knew.

When Lao Xu arrived, he saw his young master lying on the street, miserable like a beggar.Quickly walked over to help her up, "Silly young master, you have done so much for her here, even your own life and self-esteem have been abandoned, but do you really know what she is doing?" Thinking of the call just received, the old man Xu couldn't help but get angry.

The heavy eyelids seemed to be hung with some iron, Xiao Muran managed to open his eyes. "Did you find it?"

"Yes, Miss Luo has already returned to China. Before returning to China, she talked with Xia Ziying on the phone. It was probably for him to return to China." Lao Xu said sadly, "Master, you are here to find her in such a hurry, but she is for other people's sake." The man left without even saying a word, how could you say she would do this, young master, why did you pay so stupidly?"

Xiao Muran didn't want to get angry like before, but smiled instead.It seems that after three years, she has indeed changed her mind. After all, her hatred for herself cannot be eliminated forever. It is better to let her walk to someone else, at least she will be happier. "It's good that she's fine, it's good that she's fine." Letting go, it's better to bear all the pain by yourself.

Relaxed, the whole body felt tired, the eyelids closed automatically, and Xiao Muran completely lost consciousness.Old Xu saw that the young master was not right, so he rushed the young master to the hospital.

As soon as the plane landed, Luo Chengxue hurried home, and saw Luo Lingya standing at the door as soon as she got there.Did she do something to Xia Tian?How did she know it was here?Luo Chengxue's heart gradually became uneasy.

"I tell you, as long as it has something to do with Luo Chengxue, I will definitely destroy it!" Luo Lingya pointed at the door and laughed wildly, shouting like a patient who escaped from a mental hospital.

Instantly realizing that something had happened to the child, Luo Chengxue hurried over, unable to control Luo Lingya, Luo Chengxue directly pushed the door open.

(End of this chapter)