Fake play is true love, the president's substitute ex-wife

Chapter 42 Have You Been Abandoned?
After sitting in his room for a long time, Xiao Muran was still a little worried about whether he would do something stupid or have an accident.

He walked quietly to the door of his room, but it was very quiet inside, even the lights were not turned on, as if no one was there.After walking around the door for several times, Luo Chengxue finally summoned up the courage to knock on the door, but just after knocking, the door opened.

Inside the door, Xiao Muran stood as if nothing happened, but Luo Chengxue's eyes widened, as if she had seen a ghost.

"What's the matter?" Xiao Muran asked with a hoarse voice.

Shaking her head, Luo Chengxue was determined not to speak.He must be very sensitive now, as long as he says a wrong sentence, he may lose control of his emotions like before.Taking a few steps back, Luo Chengxue retreated while looking at her.

"Go down and eat." Xiao Muran suddenly strode out of the room, and dragged Luo Chengxue who was about to escape by the way.

Just as Luo Chengxue expected, the dinner table was really awkward. Xiao Muran seemed to have a good appetite, but Luo Chengxue felt like chewing wax.What he is going to do, his mind is really harder to guess than a woman.

"No appetite?" Xiao Muran raised his head and asked during the meal break.

"No." Luo Chengxue responded in a low voice, and continued to remain silent, this time even her eyes were completely submerged in the bowl.

Probably due to the fact that she was doing two things at once, Luo Chengxue choked on the soup after eating, so she turned around quickly, Luo Chengxue coughed badly.

Xiao Muran got up, walked behind Luo Chengxue, and patted her on the back lightly.It wasn't until she got better that she returned to her seat and sat down. "Aunt Lin, pour water." Looking at Luo Chengxue's water glass, Xiao Muran ordered.

She also didn't know why Aunt Lin gave herself a bowl of such spicy soup, her whole tongue was already numb, Luo Chengxue stuck out her tongue after drinking a glass of water, and slapped her wildly with her hands.

Glancing at Xiao Muran's soup, it is clearly the same as his own, so he is fine. "Xiao Muran, do you like spicy food so much?" But the family has never seen spicy food before.

Xiao Muran lowered his head and didn't say anything, just poured down the whole bowl of soup like drinking plain water, then got up without frowning and went to the living room to watch TV, the more Luo Chengxue watched, the more incredible he felt.

So, Luo Chengxue cleaned up the bowls on the table and ran to the kitchen to find Aunt Lin. "Aunt Lin, Xiao Muran seems to like spicy food very much. Xiao Muran drank this bowl of soup without blinking his eyes." Can't help but sigh.

"Young master only eats spicy food occasionally, and generally doesn't." Aunt Lin's tone sounded a bit awkward.

"Then he is today." Before Luo Chengxue finished speaking, Aunt Lin stopped her.

After taking the bowl from Luo Chengxue's hand, Aunt Lin said politely, "Young Madam, the kitchen is messy, you should hurry out."

Of course, Luo Chengxue would not go out obediently, she hadn't found out what she wanted to know.Rolling up her sleeves, Luo Chengxue skillfully helped Aunt Lin clean up the kitchen.

"Is it because he is in a bad mood today?" He asked tentatively.

Aunt Lin paused and didn't say anything, but Luo Chengxue could tell that it was her fault this time.Seeing Aunt Lin looking at her worriedly, Luo Chengxue quickly changed the subject. "Aunt Lin has worked really hard for such a big kitchen. So is Xiao Muran. He is too petty to find someone to help him." He grumbled while tidying up.

"The young master doesn't like strangers in the family, that's why he hasn't looked for anyone. The young lady is the only newcomer in this family in the past few years." Aunt Lin said with a smile. "Before the young lady, no one lived in this house."

"Then what if Xiao Muran's friends are coming." Actually, Luo Chengxue didn't quite believe it.

"The young master will arrange for them to live in a villa in the suburbs. There is no one else here except the young master, Lao Xu and me." Aunt Lin obviously hesitated when she said that there was no one else.

Gu Yue should have lived there before. The reason why no one is allowed in here is because this is the place where Xiao Muran and Gu Yue used to live together. He did this only because he didn't want others to break in because of the memory of the two of them.

"It seems that I am very special to Xiao Muran." Luo Chengxue said bitterly.

"Of course, the young lady is the future wife of the young master, so it's naturally different." Aunt Lin answered quickly.

It would be great if it was really special. I really envy Gu Yue. Even after death, Xiao Muran still cares about her. It is estimated that Gu Yue's position in Xiao Muran's heart will never change in this lifetime.

It's almost done, wash your hands, Luo Chengxue took the fruit and went to the living room.Xiao Muran looked like he was watching TV seriously, but what was shown on the TV was an advertisement, he must be called absent-minded.

"Xiao Muran, I was wrong about what happened today, but you have scolded and scolded and got angry, so we can even out, shall we?" Handing Xiao Muran an apple, Luo Chengxue bowed her head first.There must always be a subdued one between two people, after all, they will still live under the same roof in the future, if they become stiff now, then they will not have to live in the future.

After taking the apple, Xiao Muran's expression didn't change much, and he couldn't tell if he was angry or not.

Talking to him afterwards, he always had such a zombie face, Luo Chengxue swallowed, it seemed that she had a hot face on someone's cold ass. "Xiao Muran, watch TV, I won't bother you, go up first." Maybe he needed time to calm down, Luo Chengxue wanted to avoid it, but he spoke.

"Sit down." Two words, simple, without emotion or emotion.

Xiao Muran didn't see Luo Chengxue come back, so he patted the place beside him. "Come here and sit down."

Although I was a little worried, I sat down beside him.He just sat quietly like this, his eyes looking forward, without any expression, just like a sculpture.

"Xiao Muran, are you okay? You haven't been quite right today." I couldn't help reaching out to touch his haggard cheeks, but his hand was held by him. I thought he was going to get angry, but I didn't expect it What's more, he just held it.

This night, both of them were silent, but even though they didn't say anything, Luo Chengxue could still feel Xiao Muran's helplessness.He seemed to be trying hard to suppress his negative emotions, so he held his hand so hard.

It was already early morning, and it was the first time Luo Chengxue remembered that she was still awake so late.Looking at Xiao Muran beside him, he was the same, he just opened his bloodshot eyes and stared blankly ahead.

"Muran, is something wrong?" There must be a reason for him to look like this, and it's a very serious reason.

He sighed and pondered for a while, but he never spoke.

Knowing that he wanted to speak out but it was difficult to speak, Luo Chengxue didn't rush, but just held his hand back and waited quietly.

"The feeling of being abandoned is really uncomfortable." After a while, he lowered his head and said.

Hearing his sudden acquisition like this, Luo Chengxue wanted to cry even more.Luo Chengxue felt the feeling of being abandoned deeply. Since she was a child, she experienced abandonment not once or twice.

"When I was young, probably when I was two years old, my mother and I were kicked out of the house by my father. That was the first time I felt the feeling of being abandoned by the people closest to me. It was like the sky had collapsed. Later, my mother found a man to remarry. I thought I could finally have a complete family, but I didn't expect that the stepfather wanted my life wholeheartedly, but my mother just pretended not to see it. Guess what my stepfather did afterwards?" Luo Chengxue seemed to be talking about other people's affairs, her tone was as calm as a calm lake.

"Did he kick you out of the house? Or did he lose you?" Xiao Muran frowned and asked.

"He lost me, in the sea. I was seven years old at the time, and I couldn't swim. Do you know how it feels when I'm alone in the water? I just feel cold and tired, and I complain I hate it, how I wish he could save me with conscience, as long as he is willing to save me, I can forget everything before. Because a complete family is more important to me than anything." At that time, stepfather's ugly face.

"Unfortunately, he still didn't come to save you in the end, did he?" Xiao Muran guessed part of the ending.

Lowering her head, Luo Chengxue smiled bloodthirsty. "He came back, he saw me struggling, but he smiled, he smiled so happily, even, he picked up a stone and threw it towards me, and unfortunately I was hit. My body fell a little bit Sinking, before I lost consciousness, I saw my mother, and she was just standing there watching." The tears never fell, they just rolled in the eyes, crying for them, it's not worth it.

Holding her in his arms, this was the first time Xiao Muran knew about Luo Chengxue's wound.I used to think that she was an orphan who lost her parents, but she didn't think that she was actually a child who was abandoned by her parents or even killed.

"That's why you are so afraid of water, isn't it?" When she was in the Blue Coast, she only fell in the water once before, and her face turned pale, which is probably why.But Xiao Muran couldn't figure it out, since she knew that she was so afraid of water, why she dragged herself to play in water when she was in France. "Then why did you go to the beach in the first place?" asked suspiciously.

"Because you like it. I think, maybe if I run with you, you will be happy, but I didn't expect that I would fall." Luo Chengxue smiled wryly.Regarding the fear of water, I am much better now, as long as the water does not flood my neck, it will be fine. "Of course it's not just for you. After all, I can't live in fear all my life. Isn't that too useless?" Luo Chengxue pretended to be relaxed because she was afraid that Xiao Muran would be burdened.

"How could you be so stupid, Luo Chengxue, Luo Chengxue." Xiao Muran felt something stuck in his throat, unable to speak.

That memory was the dark past that Luo Chengxue least wanted to think about in her life.On that day, she lost her good friend who had always been with her, and also lost her biological mother. The most desperate thing was that Luo Chengxue lost her most extravagant dream in her life, which was to have a home.

"Xiao Muran, I just hope to have a complete family. I don't need to be rich or harmonious, as long as it is a family, but why is it so difficult?" Luo Cheng's voice became crying. Snow asked.

Gently kissing away the tears on her face, Xiao Muran just hugged Luo Chengxue tightly.At this moment, there are two wounded hearts cuddling each other.They've all lost the people closest to them, and they've all lost the people they love the most.

The next day, when Aunt Lin got up to make breakfast, she saw the young master sitting on the sofa with his wife in his arms. The two hugged each other tightly. They were still asleep at the moment, so she didn't bother her, and went to the kitchen to prepare It's breakfast.

(End of this chapter)