Princess Golden Phoenix

Chapter 243 When will you be able to face your own heart (1)
Yuqi was silent and did not speak.

"Brother, you know how happy I was when I saw you that day. But I saw my sister-in-law in your arms, enjoying all your doting. You never smiled, but only to her, you smiled, That's the most beautiful smile I've ever seen. But it wasn't for me. My heart hurts, but I can't tell you that I still love you. Brother Yuqi, you are so cruel that you kissed her in front of me. At that time, I kept telling myself that I loved Lin Feng, and I wanted to be like Lin Fengye. I watched obsessively, but you didn’t know how painful my heart was at that time, but I couldn’t show it. I smiled, so much Sweet and passionate. I'm afraid you just wanted to test whether I still have feelings for you. If you still have feelings for you, you will definitely throw me back to northern Xinjiang, and we may not see each other again in this life." Huang Puxue cried, her voice hoarse.

"But brother Yuqi, do you know that when I heard that you threw my rubies into the warehouse at will, my heart ached so much. When I saw that exquisite brocade box wrapped in it that day, I thought, at least you cherish it. Although my token of love is just my wishful thinking. But it is not like that. If you want me to fall in love with Lin Feng, then I will love him fiercely, and tell myself in my heart to love hard, to love hard. Not for any reason, just because I am willing to do what you say. That day when I was dancing, I suddenly felt murderous. I was looking at my sister-in-law because of Lin Feng, because I found out that Lin Feng loved my sister-in-law. I was jealous and angry, but I was even more angry, you, then I couldn't control myself when I hugged her so pitifully. I told myself that it was because of Lin Feng, so I was jealous, that's all." Huang Puxue's tears had already wet the front of his clothes.After so many years of pretending, because of his words, don't pretend anymore, she will stop pretending.

"Brother Yuqi, you found me out because of my sister-in-law, to heal your sister-in-law's guilt. I know, I have always known. But brother Yuqi, you don't know that the mask in my heart, Wearing it for too long, I can't tell which is me and which is me in disguise? Lin Feng is right, I lost myself." Huang Puxue cried out, so desolate and sad, she had long wanted to Crying loudly, now, she no longer has to hold back.

"My brother must not understand how much my heart hurts when I see my beloved being kind to others. When I heard that you and your sister-in-law both fell off the cliff, I can hardly pretend anymore. My heart hurts so much. I do so much just to keep your gaze, even for a moment, I am willing. You are gone, and I feel that life has lost its meaning. But I don’t want to believe that you just died. Until I learned that you were Sent to Tianshan for healing, my heart finally fell. You won't understand, I have never been so happy. Brother Yuqi, you know that I didn't know what I wanted at that time. You want me to stay in Lin Feng By my side, to give him happiness. But at that time, I wanted to fly to you and stay by your side. But I couldn’t, I would not listen to you. I chose to stay by Lin Feng’s side. My happiness, my I can hardly tell which ones are real and which ones are fake. I love him, but I don’t know if you want me to love him, so I love him, or if I really love him. Brother Yuqi, you must I think I'm crazy. I also feel that I'm crazy, so crazy that I don't even know who I am." Huang Puxue clenched her fists fiercely, cried, and hugged her knees tightly.

Yuqi looked at her quietly, he never thought that she would be like this.He was really cruel. He told a child that he didn't like tears, and she learned to laugh. She smiled so beautifully, deceiving everyone and his eyes.He didn't like her, so she told herself that she had given up on herself, just for the sake of not hating her.

"Brother doesn't know, that day in your mansion, I saw you playing chess with Xiao Zishu, and you fell asleep. I remembered what my sister-in-law said. She had a hard pregnancy, and everything made you suffer, so I couldn't sleep peacefully. So I I always go to give my sister-in-law a massage, and occasionally beg for things. What I want is to cover up myself and cover up. I do all this in hope, I hope you can sleep well. I feel so humble. When my sister-in-law has a difficult labor, I see you I'm so scared, I love you more than anyone else. I've been looking for Lin Feng for a long time, and I'm afraid that you will lose your sister-in-law, because I don't want to see your frightened and sad expression." Huang Puxue took a breath and continued.

"My brother doesn't know too many things. I know that Gui Jianchou assassinated my sister-in-law, and I also know that you have lost your memory about her. If your sister-in-law dies, you shouldn't be so sad, so I didn't stop it. It's selfish. Because you don't remember your sister-in-law anymore, and my sister-in-law is just a stranger to you and me, so I chose to let it go. But my sister-in-law disappeared, but you looked around like crazy, I know, I was wrong. I Watching your every move, and knowing that you are going to Bauhinia City, I am sure that you know the whereabouts of my sister-in-law. Then your whereabouts will definitely attract the attention of Gui Jianshou, and Gui Jianshou will definitely come to Bauhinia City. And I , originally wanted to stop it, but found out that it's over, the father has already handed over the power of the Ghost Sorrow gang to that person. Everyone in the Ghost Sorrow only obeys orders. But the Ghost Face only obeys me. I can If you want to go back to the ghost face, but if you want to deal with the whole gang, you have to go to that person. Brother, I know that I have said so much today, you may not be willing to see me again, and I will not make you feel guilty about living. Just tell brother you One thing, there is a person named Li Meiji and another person named Xiaotianba, I am afraid that they will come to Bauhinia City every day, and I am afraid that Bauhinia City will not be peaceful. Be careful, brother, Xueer bid farewell." Huang Puxue stood up and wiped Drying the tears, smiled lightly.Seeing Yuqi still frowning slightly, her face was indifferent, but with a hint of guilt, she knew she shouldn't say it, but she said it all, she didn't want anything, and it was good to keep him in her heart.

As soon as the door was opened, Lin Feng was still standing at the door in that pure white brocade robe.His eyes were sad but filled with resentment and anger.I thought she was at least in love with me, but I didn't know that she had been deceiving herself, everyone, and herself.

"It turns out that you never really loved me." Lin Feng took a deep breath and said, but he could feel his anger and sadness, and he would almost collapse in the next second.But bravely endured the turbulent waves in his heart.

"Feng, I..." Huang Puxue spoke again, but she didn't know what to say, because she didn't know either.

"Okay, very good, Huang Puxue, your mission is completed, as you wish." Lin Feng said angrily, turned and left.His heart twitched violently, aching, aching.

Huang Puxue instinctively took a step after her, but stopped, and finally chose to leave.

Huang Puxue returned to Northern Xinjiang with her guards, and the first thing she did when she entered the mansion was to rush into Prince Yi's study.

"Father, why did you hand over the rights of Gui Jianchou to Chen Xi?" Master Huang Pu Xue Xing asked.

"Baby, are you back? Why did you have such a stinky face when you came back? Who messed with you? Chen Xi? She just wanted to practice her hands, so let her play. Didn't you do the same before? Otherwise, she would say father and king It's biased." Prince Yi smiled suspiciously.

(End of this chapter)