Princess Golden Phoenix

Chapter 294 Intermittent memory (4)
Princess Jinghua smiled so happily, tears of happiness rolled in her eyes, "I am so lucky to be your wife."

"How lucky am I to marry such a good wife. Ziwei, you make it impossible for me not to like you. I promise you, that day will come soon." Lin Feng gently squeezed her hand, which was a promise .

"I believe in you." Princess Jinghua said with a smile.

After a while, Huang Puxue came in, and there were only the two of them left in the room.

"She told me that she is the only one you have, so what am I yours?" Huang Puxue asked Lin Feng.

Lin Feng closed his eyes, sighed and said, "If I tell you that you used to be the sun in my life, melting my frozen heart, would you believe me?"

"Trust." Huang Puxue said firmly.

"But do you know that you are also the one who made my heart full of holes. I can't tell when you were real to me, or if you were always pretending." Lin Feng opened his eyes and saw It's a pity that the old face lacked the carefree look, and more sad and sad.

"I know, I was pretending at the beginning, but I really fell in love with you without knowing it. I kept telling myself that I love you, but when I really fell in love with you, I didn't know it. Forgive how am I?"

"I have forgiven you a long time ago. I thank you even more, at least you accompanied me through the bleakest days of my life. You will not understand that I came here and saw Xia'er. We loved each other so much in our previous life, only One step into the palace of happiness. But I turned my back on Xia Er for my country and responsibilities. But at that moment, my heart was so painful, you don’t know how thin you killed your beloved and pretended not to care, What a difficult thing. Xia’er endured such heavy injuries in this world. In the end, Yuqi saved her heart, gave her happiness, and led her out of the shadow I left her. I When I saw her again, I still loved her and regarded her as everything. Even now, I still love her, but I can only love her in another way, that is, to maintain her happiness." Lin Feng said, There is a layer of mist in the eyes.

Huang Puxue listened quietly, knowing that it was Lin Feng's biggest secret. It turned out that he was still in love with Lan Xia.

"When I heard that she lost her memory, her chance returned to the moment when we were passionately in love. I was full of joy and ran to her, but she didn't love me. At that moment, I was very desperate, thinking that we could go back to the beginning, but instead I still passed by. I vented all my anger on the battlefield until Xiliang was destroyed, and I suddenly became confused. My initial thought was to seize the throne and Xia'er. But Xia'er's heart has no place for me. What's the point of winning the world and not getting back her heart? In my previous life, I betrayed her because of my mission. In this life, I gave up all my glory and rights just to calm my mind." Lin Feng looked Seeing Huangpu Xue, his gaze became much gentler.

"And you, Huangpuxue, are the people I've met in this world that most resemble our world. You are not dull at all, so active. If you say that the most beautiful person in the world is you, it must be you. Of course, Xia'er is not like you. people in the world." Lin Feng smiled slightly, because in his heart, Lan Xia was always the most beautiful and best woman.

Huang Puxue smiled lightly, but with tears in her eyes.

"Your every move, every word and deed is against the world's women, but it is so beautiful. You are like the sun, in my world, melting my world of ice and snow, and let me see spring. That night, you I didn't want to listen to what Zuixianlou said, but I still didn't hold back, but I heard that you have so much affection for Yuqi. My heart is hurt, your smile is so beautiful, but I don't want to, actually It's a disguise, it's a deception. I don't know how I spent that night, and I don't know what I was doing, but when I was awake, I stood in a desert, so desolate." Lin Feng said, reaching out to wipe Huangpu The tears on Xue's face were so gentle and distressed.

"That night, you plotted against Yuqi. At that moment, do you know how sad I was? I wish I could kill Yuqi, but I feel that Yuqi can't do that. There is only one explanation, you plotted against him. At that moment, I hated you, hated you for not loving me. I hated you for actually loving Yuqi. I know that I may really have no place in your heart. I explained to Xia'er that after all, there is always some small relationship between husband and wife. Interlude, otherwise life would be ordinary. So I went to northern Xinjiang to help you put down the chaos. I thought, even if you don’t love me, at least don’t let you trample on happiness. But you still want to marry Xiao Zishu, I just returned to Nanhai, and when I received this news, I turned back to the northern border without even entering the gate of the palace. I thought you loved me, and I told myself that you loved me, but your indifference and unfeeling made me I gave you the opportunity again and again to tell me that you love me, even if you lie to me, I will accept it. But you didn’t, and you were unwilling to lie to me again. After that, I told myself, you must There are too many things that I can’t let go of, so I waited, but I still didn’t get it. I put you in my heart, and in return, I was riddled with holes, and finally released you. Do you think it’s ridiculous?” Lin Feng lightly Laughing, but so bleak.So beautiful, so painfully beautiful.

"I'm sorry, I've been avoiding this question. I always thought that Yuqi, whom I love, should not be such a passionate person." Huang Puxue cried and apologized, lying in Lin Feng's arms, tears wet Lin Feng's skirt.

"Passionateness is not a shameful thing. I love Xia'er, but I know I can't give her happiness. I choose to protect her love and fulfill her happiness. I love you, but you say you want to marry Xiao Zishu. Xiao Zi The friendship between Shu and you, after returning from northern Xinjiang, I realized that his love is no less than mine. Ziwei, I just like her more than I like her, but she is more suitable for me than anyone else. And you, although You are a princess, but you are more delicate than a princess. You are used to accepting everything around you, and if you lose it, you will want to grab it. You married Xiao Zishu, how many troubles and difficulties you caused him, but you It feels natural, this is you, you are used to ignoring and accepting others' kindness to you, but you care about what you lose around you." Lin Feng patted her on the back lightly to calm her mood.

"No, I love you, I just want to stay by your side." Huang Puxue whispered.

"In that case, you can stay, but don't hurt Ziwei anymore, because if something happens to her, my life in this world will become meaningless." Lin Feng sighed softly.

"Then what if something happens to me?" Huang Puxue looked up at Lin Feng and asked.

"If something happens to you, I'm afraid that half of Xiao Zishu's life will be gone, but I will still be fine." Lin Feng told a fact.

Huang Puxue was a little displeased, but only slightly angry.

"Okay, get up when you've cried enough, and call Ziwei in." Lin Feng pointed to the door.

(End of this chapter)