Meeting my ex-husband again, warm to the bone

Chapter 110 Intensive Care Unit 2
Lu Qingli quickly winked at Mu Wenshu, and Mu Wenshu smiled faintly, "Uncle Lu."

Lu Jinghao nodded slightly as a greeting, and then led Lu Qingli into the house.

Jian Yang came up to meet him and said with a smile: "Dad, long time no see. I have prepared the chessboard, how many games shall we play?"

Lu Jinghao replied with wide-eyed smiles, "Okay! Okay!"

Lu Qingli quickly said: "Wen Shu's chess skills are also good, ask him to accompany you for a few games."

Lu Jinghao nodded, glanced at the decorations in the villa, tilted his head to Lu Qingli's ear, and said softly, "Where is Qing Huan?"

Lu Qingli glanced around the room, and teased, "You want to find my mother, right? She's upstairs, and she said she was taking something, but she hasn't come down yet. I'll go and have a look."

Lu Qingli gently pushed Mu Wenshu forward, "Play chess first, dinner at nine o'clock!"

When Lu Qingli pushed away Fu Huiya's room, Lu Qinghuan was sitting by the bed, but Fu Huiya was lying on the bed.

Lu Qingli groaned secretly, Fu Huiya wouldn't repent temporarily, and planned to just lie down for the New Year.

Lu Qingli walked over slowly, sat on the other side of the bed, and gently held Fu Huiya's hand, "Mom, are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Fu Huiya replied in a low voice: "No, I'm just a little tired. You and Qing Huan go down first, isn't Wen Shu here?"

Qingli glanced at Lu Qinghuan, who shrugged helplessly.

"Well, Wen Shu is here, and my dad is following him. My dad is really funny. The family has a New Year's Eve dinner. After the new year, he comes in a suit and makes it so formal, as if attending a dinner party."

Qing Huan opened her eyes wide, and said excitedly: "Really? Dad is so funny, no, I have to go and see, it's rare to see him make mistakes like this!"

Qing Huan trotted out, Fu Huiya hurriedly warned: "Run slower, be careful of the stairs!"

Qingli walked over, closed the door, and sat back beside Fu Huiya.After pondering for a moment, Lu Qingli said slowly, "Mom, I actually wanted to persuade Mu Wenshu not to come today, do you know why I changed my mind?"

Fu Huiya looked at her fixedly. She had a knot in her heart, so she knew she shouldn't hide upstairs, but she didn't know how to meet Lu Jinghao.

"Let me tell a story. Mom!" Lu Qingli took off his slippers, got into Fu Huiya's bed, hugged the quilt and looked at Fu Huiya.

"Shadows are so annoying!" The two kittens couldn't get rid of their own shadow, and they vowed to get rid of it.

However, no matter where they go, the two kittens find that as long as there is sunlight, they will see their own shadow that drives them crazy.

However, the two kittens finally found their own solutions. The first kitten's solution was to close their eyes forever, and the other kitten's solution was to stay in the shadow of others forever.

"Mom, we are those two kittens." Lu Qingli pointed to himself, and then to Fu Huiya, "You hid under other shadows, but I chose to close my eyes."

"Because we have had painful memories, we are unwilling to face this negative event. However, once it happens, such negative events are destined to accompany us throughout our lives. The most we can do is to suppress them to the subconscious mind, which is called forgetting. But in the subconscious mind, they still function as they always have. And, no matter how badly we forget facts, the pain associated with those facts still hits us, making us feel inexplicably It's sad and unbearable."

"You should understand these truths more deeply than I do. But it is precisely because you see too deeply, too thoroughly but not completely.

No one in the world can escape from the world of mortals. Even if they die, they will turn into a speck of dust in the secular world of mortals.Those so-called people who have escaped from the world of mortals just stand on the edge of the world of mortals and watch the struggles of those who are deeply trapped in it. "

"Even if they are monks, they say they don't care about world affairs, but ask for alms from the world. Aren't those sesame oil money and offerings all from the world of mortals?"

"There is nothing that can be solved by running away. Pain makes us try harder to avoid. In the end, the usual solution is to be like these two kittens, or we completely distort our experience. Either we turn a blind eye to all the important negative facts in our life; or we simply turn to the pain and make everything about ourselves so bad that the original event that hurt us the most doesn’t hurt so much.”

"Before yesterday, I made up my mind to stay away from Mu Wenshu. He is a good man, and he has waited for me for so long. It seems that everyone thinks that I should be with him. But I have my own hesitation and worry.

I am afraid.

The last broken marriage left deep scars in my heart, like deep ruts on a muddy dirt road that split my heart.

I was thinking, no matter how deep and vigorous your love was before, and you were dependent on life and death, you could not escape the palm of time and fate. In the end, all love and passion will be worn away, and all that is left is endless love. torture and blame each other.

Such a life is scary to think about. "

Fu Huiya sighed for a long time, "Silly girl, when time takes away your things, you will make up for it with other good things. Don't you feel that the setting sun is late, and you will grow old forever, walking hand in hand in the warm and dim afterglow Is it also a kind of beauty? Time is like water, which is sand and which is gold, he can distinguish clearly, what can’t be left is the gravel in your life, even if its shape is not so beautiful, it is still shining of gold."

Lu Qingli nodded and breathed a sigh of relief, "Yesterday, as soon as I went out, I was taken to his villa by Xi Muyao. His eyes were gloomy and cold, and the aura he exuded was terrifying like hell. At that moment, I was full of emotion. The appearance of Mu Wenshu flashes in my mind. He is sunny, clean and bright."

There was a smile on Lu Qingli's lips. Mu Wenshu once held her cold hand, walked through the bustling street, detoured into a quiet path, lay on the soft grass, and sat on the railing of the playground.He injected a jumping sunshine into her cold and quiet world, and taught her to learn to look at the world with enthusiasm.

"He is the beauty that I am most grateful that God has bestowed on me. A year ago, we met for the first time at the airport. With just one glance, my eyes crossed the rows of people who were walking side by side, from the multi-colored and messy clothes, I found him accurately. I disappeared for three years. Even if I blame him again, I still don’t want to hate him. I touch him reluctantly. I have my new world. I thought I didn’t need him anymore. When I got used to having his warmth shining, he quietly left again, leaving me alone."

Fu Huiya was silent, she could understand Lu Qingli's feelings.Back then she left Lu Jinghao because she had no choice but to do so.

Even knowing that he was married, she willingly gave birth to a pair of little daughters for him.

Even when her parents didn't understand and didn't accept it, even when her gentle and gentle father trembled with anger and pointed at her and yelled at her, Fu Huiya never regretted falling in love with Lu Jinghao and was willing to be his injustice. Shun's wife.

She was kicked out of the house by her father, and she still remembers her father's eyes that hated iron and steel, and her mother's deep pity, pity and sorrow when she supported her father who was not standing still.

The red-painted door was shut heavily in front of her eyes, separating her from her parents.

During Lu Qingli's full moon days, she was kicked out of the house.

Fortunately, there is Lu Jinghao by her side, she feels very happy, thinking that as long as she waits, Lu Jinghao will always give her a wedding that is upright and recognized by the world, and as long as she waits, her parents will reopen the door to welcome her one day.

She thought, everything was what she thought.

When she saw her parents again, she left her two little daughters at home and ran to the hospital desperately.

My father suffers from heart disease and high blood pressure.When she entered the ward, her father couldn't even stand up and scold her, he couldn't even say "I don't want to see her".

When the father saw her and glanced at his mother, he closed his eyes as if exhausted.

Heart failure.

intensive care unit.

Even going in and out had to be changed into sterile hospital gowns. Countless tubes were inserted all over my father's body. The ventilator was working 24 hours a day, and the machine could not be turned off.

Such an intensive care unit costs thousands of dollars a day.At that time, my mother had already sold all of my father's salable collection of paintings and calligraphy, and Lu Qingli had spent all his savings.

It happened that Lu Jinghao was not by his side, and it happened that when Lu Jinghao was participating in the election campaign, Lu Jinghao hadn't been home for a long time.

The mother sold the old courtyard house in her family, but she couldn't resist the expense of the ward, swallowing up everything they owned like a bottomless black hole.

Before Fu Huiya found Lu Jinghao, the old lady Lu came to the door first. The so-called wife of Lu Jinghao's matchmaker beside her, Mrs. Lu, was dressed in bright clothes, with her curly hair carefully arranged behind her head.

Mrs. Lu waved her hand, Mrs. Lu gave her a sideways glance and walked aside.

Fu Huiya raised her chin slightly, she won't lose if she loses.Even if she was asked to leave, it was Lu Jinghao's responsibility.

Just a few words, Fu Huiya's already haggard face from exhaustion turned paler.

"Your father is sick, and you have nowhere to go." Mrs. Lu smiled kindly and kindly.

But if it wasn't for her, Lu Jinghao wouldn't have married another woman.

Fu Huiya hung her neck, neither humble nor overbearing, "Yes. But this is my family's business and has nothing to do with you. If you are here to see a doctor, please go to the doctor. If you are here to see me, then no need, please leave."

The old lady Lu smiled, "No wonder Jing Hao likes you, your personality is really...cute."

Mrs. Lu took out a check and a real estate certificate from her bag.

"You have nothing to do with me. But your two daughters are my own granddaughters. Your father is like this, and the children have been left at home for a long time. The older one is four years old, and the younger daughter is two years old. Don't worry about me. .”

A check, a villa, I have to say, Mrs. Lu is very generous.

Fu Huiya shook her head and sighed.The hero bowed down for five buckets of rice, not to mention that it was her biological father who was lying in the intensive care unit at that time, and the mother who gave birth to her and raised her was standing beside the hospital bed.

Fu Huiya finally accepted what Old Madam Lu gave her.From then on, it was a clean break with Lu Jinghao.

The old lady Lu asked Fu Huiya not to have any more contact with Lu Jinghao, and never set foot in Lu's house again.Her two daughters are the flesh and blood of the Lu family, and they cannot be left outside. They will take good care of them and never treat them badly.The old lady Lu did not prevent Fu Huiya from meeting her child, her only request was that she should not have any further entanglements with Lu Jinghao.

"Hey..." Fu Huiya's eyes dimmed, filled with deep helplessness.

(End of this chapter)