Meeting my ex-husband again, warm to the bone

Chapter 63 Mu Wenshu is an irrelevant person 2
Xi Muyao whispered Lu Qingli's name in Qingli's ear, his voice almost approaching his breath, full of his own feelings, and unwillingness...

That voice lingered in her ears one after another, disturbing Lu Qingli a little flustered, she glanced at Xi Muyao, then immediately turned her gaze away, feeling a little heavy in her heart, as if a big rock was pressed on her, and her voice was a little choked up. , said: "I know, I know that I should be aware of current affairs and the general situation, and I should also be considerate of my father's painstaking efforts. I am his most well-behaved and sensible daughter. I am not like Qingge who can fight like a man, nor can I be like Qinghuan. Follow Jian Yang without hesitation!
But, no matter how well-behaved I am!No matter how sensible!I can't let go of the past as if nothing happened.There's no way I'm going to be free of any grievances after all that has happened!

I can't immediately forget and let go of those things.We can't go back to the past, because too many unforgettable things happened during this period, baby, Lin Yeyan, and many, many things.

You asked me such a question at the Lu family before, and I said I didn't understand it at the time, but after so many days, I still haven't figured it out or understood it, but now, I only know one thing... Mu Yao, I can't let go of the matter between you and Lin Yeyan at all.Because this incident hurt me too much... I can't forgive, how can you let me accept you? "

Yes, Lu Qingli couldn't forgive Lin Yeyan, nor Xi Muyao, nor could she forgive herself that her husband had an affair with someone else.After she knew this fact for the first time, she was so angry that she almost wanted to set herself on fire...

In the past few days, she kept thinking about the past. Sometimes, seeing the happy appearance of the old man and Xi Muyao, she even thought, forget it, just agree to them.Endure it for a while, let the old man be happy, and everyone will be happy!

But she really couldn't bear it, why did she keep sacrificing herself and ignoring her own feelings to satisfy everyone!
She thought of a roommate in the dormitory in the past, who was so in love with her boyfriend that he even vowed to love her for the rest of his life, but in the end they were forced to break up because the boyfriend moved on and the roommate had to go to the hospital for an abortion , From now on, depressed and unhappy, even if a good-looking girl is completely ruined...

That man hurt Lu Qingli's roommate, but the roommate finally forgave him.Obviously it was the man who betrayed the girl, but the girl was thinking about how to restore the relationship that had deteriorated.The man doesn't love her at all, but she lowers her head with a sincere and humble heart to please him...

Lu Qingli saw her roommate silently depressed because of this, she would always think, why bother to wrong herself for the sake of love?
The roommate's experience made Lu Qingli fully understand that when you dedicate yourself wholeheartedly to a man you have admired for a long time, the man you are willing to devote yourself to becomes stronger and stronger, but you lose yourself in the trivialities.When that successful man looks back at the ordinary woman in his family who is even aging in the years, he will often dislike and even betray this woman who is willing to give up her dream for his career and silently support him behind his back.His wife has lost the brilliance she once had, and she is nothing like the glamorous women who surround men today. Naturally, his own woman is mud.

The woman has already paid for him completely, but for him, the woman has no novelty and use value.He can't see the importance of women and ignores the importance of you in his life. Maybe men think women are not important at all!He can choose one of the women around him as his new wife!
Human nature is an extremely hateful thing, and it often doesn't cherish what it gets.So, women, if you are hurt by that person, first think about whether you have paid too much and spoiled the man.When a woman lowers her status and tramples on her feelings, others will not cherish her.Because he didn't have to look back, and he also knew that his stupid woman would foolishly follow behind him.

If you want others to love you sincerely, you must first love yourself.If you don't even love yourself, how can you ask others to love you.What is noble is precious.

There is such a person, if he really loves you, he will never be hot and cold towards you, and always abandon you; if a person really wants to pursue you, he will never flirt with you; If a person really wants to marry you, he will never make promises indiscriminately.

In this world, there is no kind of love that requires you to give up your dignity and practice yourself.

Instead of humble love, it is better to choose to be single and love yourself by yourself, which is also a kind of happiness.

"Although we have been married once before, this time, I need to think carefully. Before marrying you, I thought about it for a long time..." Lu Qingli's voice became lower and lower, and finally fell silent.

Xi Muyao leaned closer to Lu Qingli and listened carefully, the more he listened, the more lonely his expression became.

When chatting with Yunhu, Lu Qingli once asked her casually, what kind of love is called love?What kind of man is suitable to be a husband?

She still remembered that Yunhu told herself this while staring at the small snacks in the glass case of Starbucks:

"You ask me! I think the best love doesn't need to be vigorous, but it definitely makes you feel happy. Think about it, there is such a man, no matter what you do, he can put forward effective opinions just right, and he also Let you be convinced. If you did something wrong and didn't reprimand you, that man will stand up and tell you in the most gentle voice, it's okay, I'll handle it!

He will dry your wet long hair for you, and run his slender and warm fingertips through your hair.And ah!Watch the sunrise and sunset with you, pick you up and go home from get off work, remind you to add or remove clothes when the weather changes suddenly, and wrap you in his own generous down jacket in the cold winter streets, holding your most beautiful clothes in his hands. My favorite milk tea...haha! "Yunhu couldn't help laughing as he fantasized, "My man doesn't have to be the best and most successful man in the world, but he must be the man who satisfies all my fantasies, otherwise why would I marry him? !It's better to be alone and happy!I will definitely wait until the man who treats me like a treasure, holding me in his palm for fear of falling, and holding me in his mouth for fear of melting will come to marry me on a white horse!Well, dark horses are fine too! "She was completely in a state of fantasy like a little woman, while drinking a big mouthful of vanilla chocolate, she smiled very sweetly, and her happy mood was beyond words.

Qingli silently blacklines, secretly slandering, are you sure you are looking for a male friend and not a male girlfriend or pet owner? Why don't you find a male nanny!

Qing Li pouted, well, it's hard to find a good male nanny with a lantern these days.

"Be realistic, okay! Can such a man exist in the world? A man can do anything, what do you want a woman to do! What you are talking about feels like a robot boyfriend that has been programmed. You can just let someone create one. what!"

However, Yunhu didn't get angry when she heard her reminding herself of the reality so rationally, but heartlessly followed Lu Qingli's voice and laughed loudly: "Pfft hahaha, so I can only say that this is my ideal type." , how can there be such a perfect man in the world! But Qingli, you have to remember that women are used to pamper and men are used to control! No matter what you do, men will be spoiled!"

However, in the end, Yunhu really met such a man, who can be relied on by her, can handle everything for her, does housework and cooking skills in an orderly manner, can accompany her wholeheartedly, and regards her as his favorite Even though they are not rich, they are so sweet that they seem to own the whole world... So there are still such men in the world.He may not be outstanding in other aspects, but he is the most stalwart man and the safest harbor in front of his lover.

Perhaps, love is willing to do things for the one you love that you don't want or have never done...

The love between Qing Huan and Jian Yang should belong to the ninth wonder of the world.

Because the old man Lu Jinghao didn't agree with the third son-in-law at all. In the past, Jian Yang would not be allowed to go home with Qing Huan to visit relatives, and he would never recognize Jian Yang as the little son-in-law!Because of this, the father and daughter have been in a cold war for so many years, neither of them is willing to bow their heads, and the relationship has not eased.

The precious daughter Lu Qingge recognized this foolish boy, and followed him.Every time Lu Jinghao thought of it, he would sigh!
Before Jian Yang, an old classmate of Lu Jinghao also took a fancy to Qing Huan and insisted on introducing his little nephew to Qing Huan.Qing Huan was not with Jian Yang at the time, and she was single anyway, not to mention that the other party was the old man's old classmate and good comrade-in-arms, so it was not easy to refute her face, so she agreed.

The boy fell in love with Qing Huan at first sight, and after he chased him closely, Qing Huan agreed to be with him.I have been together as a boyfriend and girlfriend for a while, but I have no feeling for him, faintly.It even feels dispensable.Qing Huan never knew that she would take the initiative to contact that boy, and would not think about it if she didn't meet. She would make phone calls or make an appointment to watch a movie on weekdays.Because he didn't go to college in the same school, sometimes the boy didn't call Qing Huan for a day, and Qing Huan wouldn't feel anything, let alone think about calling the boy to ask about the situation.

Until she herself met Jian Yang.

At that time, Jian Yang looked like a scholar, high-spirited, just accepted the teacher's national scientific research project, and took a full scholarship to stand on the top of the school's unobtrusive mountain. Jian Yang was a meek and slow person with a good temper. Those extroverted and lively students shouted loudly.He stood on the top of the mountain with his arms outstretched in a gesture of embracing the air, and he opened his mouth silently, but didn't say a word.All the words and all the announcements are buried in the heart and become motivation.

Qing Huan happened to be sitting with her classmates in the pavilion on the top of the mountain, and saw Jian Yang.Qing Huan's fiery temper is just interested in the gentle and refined Jian Yang, she became playful, immediately got up and rushed out of the pavilion, threw herself in front of Jian Yang, wrapped her thin arms around Jian Yang's waist, and shouted: "Student! Is there anything you can't think about! It can't be solved properly! I have to jump off a cliff and commit suicide! Look at this beautiful river and mountain! There is no place for you!"

Jian Yang was taken aback by Qing Li who suddenly rushed out and hugged him. Even if he had no suicidal thoughts, he looked like he was going to commit suicide after being treated like this by Qing Li. The surrounding students surrounded Jian Yang and Qing Huan Surround in the middle.

Jian Yang blushed, and said to Qing Huan: "Student, I'm standing more than one meter away from the edge of the cliff!"

Have you ever seen a person jumping off a cliff stand so far!

This is Qing Huan and Jian Yang's first acquaintance.

At that time in the academy, everyone could tell that Jian Yang fell in love with Lu Qinghuan, but he didn't have the capital of a rich second generation, so he was always apprehensive about his future father-in-law.Just kidding, who would dare to launch a love offensive against the mayor's daughter who is so stupid!
When Lu Qinghuan sat proudly in front of Jian Yang and complained about this matter to Lu Qingli with disgust, Lu Qingli clearly saw the love in Qinghuan's eyes.Looking at her younger sister who threw herself out so quickly, she couldn't help feeling a little emotional. Sure enough, this sensory world is so unfair. What is love at first sight? This is love at first sight.

(End of this chapter)