Meeting my ex-husband again, warm to the bone

Chapter 98 Leave Xi Muyao and follow me back to Hong Kong 1
The father doesn't love her, her husband doesn't love her, and she still has to worry that her child will be snatched away at any time.

This heavy sense of powerlessness pressed over like a mountain, pressing her under the mountain, and she felt suffocated even to breathe, let alone want to turn over.

The cold tears slid slowly and slowly across the cheeks, like an ice knife slowly cutting through the heart.Lu Qingli grabbed the corner of the quilt tightly, held it tightly in his palm, and let the tears flow down silently.

leave!This thought flashed across Lu Qingli's mind like lightning, white light shone, and his mind was instantly clear.

She is leaving!immediately!immediately!

Lu Qingli threw off the quilt abruptly, before he could even put on his slippers, he stepped on the soft wool carpet, opened the closet, threw clothes on the bed in a hurry, put them on indiscriminately, then opened the door and walked to the next room.

Mama Liu sleeps in the baby room at night, in case BOBO wakes up in the middle of the night.Lu Qingli tiptoed to the crib, messed up some of BOBO's supplies, stuffed them into the bag, put it on her back, threw the bag behind her back, bent down to hug BOBO, coaxing softly, Almost speaking in an angry voice, "BOBO, be good, mom will take you away."

BOBO pouted, babbled twice, and moved his little hands, but he didn't wake up.

Lu Qingli held his breath in his chest, not daring to relax a bit, hugged BOBO in his arms, bent his legs, lifted up the small blanket in the crib, walked a few steps, and threw himself on the table, wanting to BOBO was tightly wrapped, but when he was putting BOBO on the thin blanket, BOBO suddenly made two sounds.The faint sound made Lu Qingli's heart beat up and down, and he heard his own heartbeat clearly in his ears, his blood surged up, and his whole body began to feel hot immediately.

Liu's mother is getting old, her sleep quality is already poor, and she is easy to wake up, even more so, she takes care of BOBO very attentively, just now Lu Qingli's movement did not wake her up, but BOBO only gave two soft "woo hoo" Mom immediately opened her eyes and rolled over to sit up.

Liu Ma was shocked when she saw Lu Qingli fully dressed and appeared in the nursery in the middle of the night, and asked in surprise, "Second Miss, why are you here?"

Lu Qingli panicked for a moment, then calmed herself down as quickly as possible. She stroked the broken hair on her cheeks, tried to calm down her voice, and replied, "It's okay. I just want to hug BOBO to the In my room, sleep with me..."

Liu Ma looked at her little movements of arranging her hair, and knew that Lu Qingli was lying, "Then you are so neatly dressed, it looks like you are going out."

Liu Ma glanced at the small alarm clock next to the bed, "It's only three o'clock, why did Miss get up?"

Lu Qingli stroked BOBO's belly back and forth, to make BOBO sleep more comfortably, and also to make herself less nervous.

She patted her forehead with the other hand, looking suddenly enlightened, "What do you think I am wearing clothes for? I had a dream and I haven't woken up yet. I miss BOBO, I'll take him back to my room to sleep."

Lu Qingli wrapped BOBO in a thin blanket, pretending to take BOBO away.

"Second Miss," Liu Ma got up, turned on the light in the room,
"Don't turn on the light!" Lu Qingli wanted to stop her, but she was a step too late. Liu Ma walked up to Lu Qingli, shook her head and said, "What did you dream about? You're so scared?"

Lu Qingli smiled unnaturally, touched his brow bone, "I don't remember. I'm not afraid. I just miss BOBO."

"Okay, you dressed like this in the middle of the night, and you packed BOBO's things to take BOBO away? What happened, you got up in the middle of the night and wanted to leave? You forgot that the Lu family has a rule that prohibits random entry and exit in the middle of the night What?" Liu Ma was aggressive, because Lu Qingli's panic was so deep that she could see it from her face.

Lu Qingli picked up BOBO, hugged her tightly in his arms, rubbed his face against BOBO's small face, silently not knowing how to respond.

Liu Ma pulled her to sit by the table, and sighed a long time, "Didn't you have a good time with my uncle? Do you want to take BOBO away from home again?"

Lu Qingli bit her lower lip, and did not deny her intention to leave with BOBO.

"Second miss, you know that running away from home is not a good idea. Last time you ran away from home and hid outside for more than half a year. Didn't you get caught by the master in the end? Old people often say, what is a husband and wife? It is a person who can live a lifetime of quarreling. There are no two people who are perfectly suitable in the world, only two people who accommodate each other. What can't be solved between a husband and wife? Do you still like that Mu Wenshu? Don't talk about the master I don't agree, and I don't agree with you being with him." Lu Qingli shook his head, and said, "Mama Liu, it has nothing to do with Mu Wenshu. It's because I don't want to live with Xi Muyao anymore. I'm tired of this Life."

"Hey," Liu Ma shook her head, "I'm old, and I don't know what you young people are thinking. Let me give you an example. When you first bought a pair of shoes, if you rubbed them with a little dust, you would squat down and wipe them. It is clean, and even if someone steps on it after wearing it for a long time, it may seldom bow its head. Most people are like this, no matter for things or for love. At first, maybe a man feels distressed when you frown, but later, he doesn’t care if you shed tears Nervous... After a long time, the two have become accustomed to everything about each other. It's not that the relationship has faded away, but that the relationship has transformed into other forms and melted into the bones. You can't see the blood flowing in the body, but you can't It means the blood in your body has stopped flowing."

"Liu Ma, it's not what you said. Between us, he really doesn't love me anymore." Lu Qingli stood up holding BOBO, glanced at Liu Ma, saw that she didn't respond, and walked out .

"Second Miss..." Mama Liu called her in a drawn-out tone, "Are you going to take BOBO and leave now? Not to mention it's midnight, and it's still snowing outside! BOBO just had a fever and a cold, so he's better now." , you just take him out like this, what if he catches a cold and catches fire again? You have to calm down!"

Lu Qingli paused, froze on the spot, holding BOBO tightly, for fear that someone would snatch BOBO from her arms.

She was really reckless and out of control.Because the dream was too real, and the reality made her too terrified.

Lu Qingli squatted on the ground holding BOBO, and the bag on her back slid down and hung on her arm. She choked up and complained, "Why can other people's parents live with their own children. But I can't have a warm family. ?Even if it’s ordinary, even if it’s poor, my father loves me, my mother loves me, I can stay with the person I like and do what I want, why can’t I do it when others can!”

In the last sentence, Lu Qingli almost suppressed his voice and whined like a trapped bird.

Liu Ma walked over, squatted beside her, hugged her and BOBO in her arms, silent.There are some things that she can say, but there are some things that even if she says it, it won't help.Because she is not in the game, she can't solve the mystery in the game and can't get rid of the thick fog in Lu Qingxin's mind.

"Why are you in a hurry? The boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge. If you really... don't want to live with my uncle anymore, you must get a divorce. There will always be a way to solve it. It's not impossible for the master to change his mind. At least I know that the master will definitely consider what someone said..."

Lu Qingli's eyes widened and he turned to look at Mama Liu, his eyes were extraordinarily bright because of the moisture from the tears. "Who? Who can persuade him?"

"Just pretend that nothing happened tonight. You should go back and think carefully about the matter between you and uncle. After you think it through, go to that person." Liu Ma said seriously, after Lu Qingli nodded , attached to Lu Qingli's ear and whispered a name.

"How is it possible!" Lu Qingli straightened up in disbelief, his legs softened, and he almost fell to the ground holding BOBO.She shook her head vigorously, "Impossible, how is this possible? In my memory, the two of them have never met before."

Liu Ma looked at Lu Qingli firmly, her eyes were extremely determined and certain.

She dragged Lu Qingli to stand up from the ground, "Go back to sleep. BOBO, I'll watch for you."

Lu Qingli was still reluctant to let go of BOBO, and was still immersed in the news he just learned, unable to fully recover, "Mother Liu, I'll sleep with you. I can't lose sight of BOBO, I'm afraid."

"Okay!" Liu Ma gently stroked her back, making Lu Qingli relax, "I'll go to your room and get your pillow."

BOBO was sleeping peacefully in the crib, while Lu Qingli was quietly in Mama Liu's arms, smelling the faint smell of laundry detergent on Mama Liu's pajamas, she felt much more at ease, "Mama Liu, how long have you been in Lu's house?"

"I don't remember." Liu Ma shook her head, "I came to Lu's house from my hometown in the countryside when I was a teenager. At that time, the old lady was still there, and the master was about my age, and he was still a young man."

Lu Qingli pouted, "My dad must have had a bad temper when he was a child! It's like a stone in the toilet, smelly and hard, professional and cold! It's not human!"

Mama Liu patted Lu Qingli's back lightly, and said softly, "No. Master De has a good temper. Whether it's a guest or a servant to us, he always greets you with a smile. When I first came to Lu's house, Master was there Playing the piano in the living room. That sound is really nice, much better than the bird on the tree!"

"Pfft!" Lu Qingli couldn't help laughing, "My father can also play the piano? Are you sure it's him playing the piano and not my uncles who died young?"

"Silly girl!" Liu Ma said angrily, "Master is the only son of the Lu family. The old lady loves him like a treasure in the palm of her hand, and she considers everything carefully for the master. The master knows a lot. Plays well, writes calligraphy with one hand, and writes carefully, like a scholar!"

Lu Qingli smiled, "I really can't imagine what an elegant scholar-like old man looks like. You see, he is authoritarian now, and he just keeps a straight face when he has nothing to do."

"I remember the master had a big fight with the old lady, and it became like this that he doesn't like to laugh very much." Liu Ma said with a frown.

"Why? Isn't grandma doting on dad?" Lu Qingli asked puzzled.

Liu Ma thought for a moment, and then replied: "It seems to be a matter of work. I don't know why the master is going abroad. The old lady forbids him, and wants him to work in a government office. There are quarrels and quarrels, and the master is still away from home." I ran away, and finally listened to the old lady's advice and became an official."

Lu Qingli pursed her lips, pondered for a long time, and then hesitated to speak, "Mother Liu, I'm asking you something."

"Just ask!"

"How did my mother and my father meet?"

Mama Liu recalled carefully, "It seems to be a college classmate, yes! At that time, it seemed that I was going to go abroad with your mother, but was stopped by the old lady."

Lu Qingli was slightly surprised, and intermittently said what was in his heart, "Isn't my mother a third party inserted into my father's marriage..."

Liu Ma's words were astonishing, breaking a point of view that Lu Qingli had established in her heart since she was a child, "The marriage between the wife and the master is also decided by the old lady. The master and your mother are lovers who are happy with each other."

Lu Qingli's lips parted slightly, her throat was stuck, she couldn't speak, she slipped into Liu Ma's arms, she still had a lot of questions in her mind, but after knowing the answer, she never wanted to ask again.

(End of this chapter)