designed to marry

Chapter 44

Lin Xi went to the study room, but saw Lin Yaojian standing alone in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, smoking, his back actually looked a little lonely, the smell of smoke filled the whole room, a bit choking, but Lin Xi didn't feel disgusted, because she was already familiar with this smell To the bone, I will never forget it.

In City Z, there is not even a single acquaintance in the whole city, only mother and daughter depend on each other.My mother has never suffered, but she has tried countless jobs to make a living. In those days, she was pregnant before marriage and suffered countless cold looks.

My mother didn't have any work experience. At first, she worked as an assistant accountant in a small accounting company. In a second-tier city, the salary was not high, about 3000 yuan a month.But it costs a lot of money to raise Lin Xi alone, and she will be tired, tired, and cry since she has never felt the hardships of life since she was a child.

In the end, my mother let go of her arrogance to make a living and went to work in a nightclub, where she fell in love with Tip Gao.The mother who does not eat fireworks in the world has learned to drink and smoke.My mother seemed to enjoy this kind of depravity, and she would smoke cigarettes like no one else when she came home at night. Lin Xi smelled the smoke and coughed non-stop, but her mother sneered: "Who is so delicate? You have to get used to this smell sooner or later."

Lin Yaojian heard footsteps and turned to look at his daughter.

Ever since Lin Xi was brought back to this home, he never seemed to have had a good communication with his daughter.As a father, I usually only ask one question: "Is the money enough? If it is not enough, tell Dad, and Dad will send you the money."

It can be said that he didn't even know how to talk to his daughter, nor how to face her, so he chose to escape.He thought that taking her back to Lin's family would at least make her think that she still had a father in this world and would not be alone, but he never considered her thoughts.

Does she like the Lin family?Does she... hate him?
Lin Yaojian said bluntly: "Sit down."

"Dad, what do you want from me?" Lin Xi was a little impatient, and felt like sitting on pins and needles after staying in this house for three hours.

"Father heard that you misunderstood your Uncle Yu because of your mother's affairs."

Lin Xi sneered: "Uncle Yu? Dad, none of my uncles has the surname Yu." The word uncle is too affectionate.

Lin Yaojian's attitude towards his daughter was very helpless: "You know I'm referring to Yu Guoping."

Lin Xi shrugged her shoulders as a tacit consent, knowing that Lin Zhi must be playing tricks behind her back, she made her position clear: "Dad, you don't have to worry about what I will do, how can a little girl like me beat all of you guys?" ? I just want to vent my anger for my mother, I am not reconciled!"

"Excuse your mother? Then you come to me. Yu Guoping didn't feel sorry for your mother. I was the one who hurt your mother from the beginning to the end!"

Lin Xi's eyes froze for a moment, and she was a little dazed. She rarely saw such a hysterical father.She calmly said: "Dad, of course you can't shirk your responsibility, but if it weren't for him, Yu Guoping, would my mother have a one-night stand with you? Would my mother go away alone after she became pregnant? Would my mother be so depressed? and die?"

Lin Yaojian never knew that his daughter's resentment would be so deep, and she was so obsessed with her mother.When Yuan Yue was mentioned, his eyes concealed the labor pain.

He tried another way to calmly talk to his daughter: "Xiaoxi, do you think love can be forced?"

Lin Xi opened his mouth to speak but stopped, and remained silent.

"Yes, according to your deep-rooted concept, your mother has been unrequitedly in love with Yu Guoping for so many years without reciprocating, and because of him, your mother has something to do with me, and even died with hatred. But Xiaoxi, Yu Guoping has never What has he promised your mother, except that he can't love your mother, what's wrong with him?"

Lin Xi bit her lips tightly, and retorted: "If Li Xin hadn't intervened, Mom would definitely be able to get her own love."

Lin Yaojian choked with anger, why did her daughter get stuck in a dead end and couldn't get out?
"You and Yu Jin are friends, and you have also been in contact with Li Xin. Can't your eyes see? Can't your heart feel it? With Li Xin as a person, is she a third party?"

Lin Xi couldn't find evidence to refute it.Yes, she had been to Yu Jin's house before, and Li Xin was a perfect example of gentleness and virtuousness, completely different from Sun Yun's pretentiousness.But in her heart, she decided that this woman was the chief culprit that made her mother unhappy in her life.

"But... Brother also insisted on idioms at first, didn't he? Now idioms are very happy and happy."

Lin Yaojian didn't expect that Lin Xi would still have feelings for Lin Zhi and idiom.

"I don't ask much about their husband and wife. But Xiaoxi, you should know that even if Lin Zhi is domineering towards idioms, if idioms don't have that kind of thought for him, let him forcefully keep them in the I can't keep idioms by my side. They are so happy now, just because they love each other."

Lin Xi was actually choked up by Lin Yaojian's answers one by one.She believed in her mother, and she could not accept that her mother lied to her.In the mother's diary, it is clearly stated that Li Xin intervened, otherwise she and Yu Guoping would be together happily.

She whispered, "Dad, do you love my mother?"

Lin Yaojian sighed, a little disappointed: "I didn't meet your mother at the right time, but because of my married status, I hurt your mother. Your mother doesn't like me, and only Yu Guoping is in her heart. Won't tell me."

"Xiaoxi, where is love right or wrong? Your mother only has Yu Guoping in her eyes, but I fell in love with your mother at the wrong time. How can you tell right from wrong?"

"I don't know...I don't know...I have to think about it."

Lin Xi got up and walked out of the study, staggering a little, with tears in his eyes.When she saw Sun Yun in the living room, she went out without even saying hello, her expression flickering.

When walking out, she vaguely heard her reprimand softly: "There is no tutor."

When Lin Xi entered the room, she immediately threw herself on the bedside table, opened the drawer and took out her mother's diary.She slumped on the floor in some embarrassment, flipping through pages of paper, looking at the words in the diary, tears dripping down on the paper, leaving a blurred trace.

"Today at the company, Yu Guoping pulled an employee and told me that they were already together. I looked at the picture of the two of them embracing each other in disbelief, and there was a dazzling match. I went to the company's personnel department to check, and that woman, It's Li Xin."

"I made a big mistake. I drank alcohol and had a relationship with Lin Yaojian. How should I face Yu Guoping? I'm dirty, what will he think of me?"

"I'm actually pregnant. I'm actually...pregnant with Lin Yaojian's child. The doctor said that if I abort it, I won't be able to have a child for the rest of my life. I can't let Yu Guoping find out about this. I want to move out of Yu's house as soon as possible."

"I'm looking for a job, but I don't have any work experience, and big companies don't want me. I feel like I'm worthless. No wonder Yu Guoping doesn't like me. Li Xin looks like a strong woman."

"Why? Why can't Yu Guoping love me? Why? Why do I have a relationship with Lin Yaojian? Why? Why do I have children? Why? Why can't I be happy?"

Lin Xi flipped through her mother's diary, her nose sore that she couldn't cry.Are these words, these words from the heart, really just mother's one-sided words?Have you added personal emotional complaints?Mom, can you tell me?You teach me what to do?
Yu Jin woke up in the morning, feeling sore all over, this person... I don't know how many times I asked for it last night!
She looked sideways at Xu Weimu, only to find that he was propping his chin, staring at her with interest, his bright eyes seemed to attack prey again.

Yu Jin punched him in shame: "Why are you so ruthless? Do you know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade?"

Just waking up, and after the affair again, her voice is extraordinarily sexy and provocative.Xu Weimu raised his eyebrows, held her fist and kissed her lips, looking at the ring on her ring finger, feeling inexplicably at ease.

"I remember...someone said that when Lin Zhi and Idiom were in Phuket yesterday, they spent most of their time in the hotel room. I thought...this was a hint from you."

Yu Jin wished she could find a hole in the ground and go in, and he remembered so clearly what she said to tease him on the spur of the moment.

"Hint your size!"

Xu Weimu leaned down and kissed her lightly on the forehead, and said softly, "I'll take you to take a bath."

Yu Jin's face was flushed, and she stopped and said, "I can wash it myself."

"That means you're not in pain anymore? I'm going to take it as your hint again."

Yu Jin was silenced by him, she didn't admit it, and she didn't admit it, so she stopped being reserved and let him go.

(End of this chapter)