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Chapter 112 Who in the Cloud Sends Brocade Letters ([-])

Dear Park Anho:

A person has troubles because his memory is too good. If you can forget everything, then every day will be a new beginning.

If you want to move forward, you must let go of the burden of the past.

Buddha said, there is no love and no fear.

We understand so many truths in our hearts, and we can even enlighten others.But once I do it myself, I always feel powerless.It’s not just An Hao who thinks so, I do too, and many people in life feel the same way.

I also believe like you, more than once: time is the greatest magician.There are many things in life that I thought I had to work hard to forget, but in the end they are forgotten without any effort.

How could it not be lost?
Sitting in the classroom, seeing the yellow ginkgo outside the window, I suddenly remembered a long-time friend from the past.I really miss those friends who talked about everything in the past and the pure and beautiful childhood.

But these are things that are gone forever, they disappear in the flow of time, they cannot be grasped, they can only be traced back, and even traced back is in vain, because you don't know where you lost it in the shadow of the tree at dusk .

So, it's really not that you are not strong, but that everyone will be vulnerable at times.

The only thing we can do is: keep walking forward against the pace of time, resolutely.
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Lu Jinnian

Dear Park Anho:

Why didn't you send it to me?

Do you have to wait until it's all written?But when is it all written?
I was thinking too much.In fact, to keep yourself safe is because you plan to never reply again.

……

I said you are not allowed to play disappear, it is true.You don't want to be like that?This is not disappointment, but despair.

So, don't not reply, don't disappear suddenly.
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Lu Jinnian

Dear Park Anho:

No matter what you do, someone will be dissatisfied.This is what you told me, Anhao, from the very beginning.At that time, I thought you didn't care about these things at all.It turns out that I was too plain to understand the meaning of your words.How could it be possible not to care about it? No matter how indifferent people are, they still have their own ideas about thousands of opinions.It's just that some people choose to turn a blind eye and listen to it.I, too, go in one ear and out the other for the unavoidable conversation.Anyway, not everyone can understand our hearts.Too many people are looking at the surface.

Who would know that my heart was bleeding when I laughed, and who would understand that my sudden silence was just indifference rather than displeasure?

From beginning to end we just need to be ourselves, my dear, don't put too much pressure on yourself.
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Lu Jinnian

(End of this chapter)