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Chapter 125
Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe
I did a very stupid thing today: I cleared my QQ friends, and deleted my address book as well, leaving only a few very close friends and family members.

Alas, I told you, you must be scolding me.

Everyone on QQ doesn't talk, everyone is very busy, and the pace of life is so fast, you will fall behind if you are not careful.

I have also been quiet on QQ, but Space Weibo is very lively.I no longer tell people how I feel, but I am used to putting my emotions in my heart and writing them into sentences.Living alone, spending many lonely and helpless days in my own way.

Still simple and naive, some people say that it is something to be proud of when you grow up with a childlike innocence.

I don't feel proud, but it is indeed a happy thing.

In fact, it is also a double-edged sword. Too naive and simple, it is actually very dangerous in life.

I've been in a predicament recently, feeling very pale and powerless.

I want to tell you, but I can't.Keep cutting and straightening out chaos.Don't feel bad about it.

Probably I can only carry it by myself.

Don't worry, I'm fine.

I am getting calmer and calmer, and my personality is more peaceful, sometimes it is very cold; I occasionally think about my past self, when I was reckless, straightforward and unreservedly sincere, always smiling brightly; I am very good to everyone; 20 years old Are you satisfied with me now?

Those past will eventually become a touch of gorgeous blue in memory, occasionally warm, occasionally sad; but it becomes a part of our life after all.All the things that have passed have become our exclusive stories, which will accompany us for a lifetime.

How lucky I am to have met you.

Thank you, Jinnian.

As for yours, I'm not so naive.

I know your elementary school girls are everywhere, hum.

Still, I believe you.

I'm going to do the test paper.I'm currently preparing for an exam.
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

Thank you for the flowers Thank you for the postcards Thank you for the marshmallows Thank you for the chocolates Thank you for your thoughts.

When the courier delivered the pile of things to me, Xia Weiliang and I were playing chess.Actually, I'm not very good at it, but Xia Weiliang is a master.Based on the principle of selling by force, she forced me to call her master.For the sake of her being a master, I reluctantly accepted it.Jinnian, you seem to be a chess master too.If I have a chance, I really want to watch the game between you and Xia Weiliang.

The courier asked me if it was my birthday today.I was about to say no.Miss Xia threw out a sentence: People celebrate Valentine's Day.The courier boy racked his brains and couldn't remember which of the 24 Valentine's Days is today, so he looked at us with a depressed face. "A lover celebrates Valentine's Day every day!" Xia Weiliang was really patient and thoughtful.Hearing what she said, the courier brother grinned.I said thank you while staring at Xia Weiliang.

……

I have been laughing while writing this, very happy.

Everything seems to be there in an instant, the life of the person who loves me, the person I love, suddenly takes on a new look.

Such a real feeling.
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

I finally know that overwork is not enough, you see, I have a cold again.feeling bad.

The biological clock is still out of order.Work and rest diet is also extremely irregular.but.There is a good habit I have to mention: I am no longer a mobile phone control.Every day before going to bed, I will read an article and write a reading note.When resting at home, I choose to watch CCTVnews. The English broadcast is very atmospheric.

I don't know when I stopped watching variety shows, and I even feel a little disgusted.Still locked on Golden Eagle Cartoon TV as before, but refused to watch "Tom and Jerry".

The mood is actually still cloudy and rainy.But more often than not it's indifferent.Some things become clearer the more you encounter them.Maruko said that even children have times when they are helpless.What's more, I am no longer a child.Gradually understand that persistence and bluntness are not always good.People's hearts are not old, that's all.

I really want to be as outspoken as I used to be, I really want to believe some people and things like I used to.

In fact, I still believe it.

That's why I was always comforted by others and spoke the truth.In the middle of the conversation, it finally stopped abruptly, as if it was unnecessary.So, with a smile, he ended with a sentence of nothing.There was a long silence.

Finally, it became more and more indifferent.Everything paled.smile.speech.

There's nothing wrong with it, it's just that there's no going back.

Ahhh, I am lamenting life like a granny in her twilight years, I really can't stand myself.

Dear Jinnian, thank you so much.
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

(End of this chapter)