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Chapter 293 Love Song Half Que (Part [-])
Maybe he shouldn't have known his password in the first place.

Maybe even if you know, you shouldn't really log in.

Even if he logged in, he shouldn't have nothing to do when he is full and wants to look at his notepad.

It turned out that the person she had to worry about was the person who should make her feel the most crisis.Not Su Xiaoxiao.It was the girl mentioned in Lu Jinnian's eloquent love letter.

This article is for the most important person in my life, Xiao Wu.

——Lu Jinnian·2012
We will meet each other on a narrow road in our lifetime, and we will not be spared in the end.And I just want you to be happy.

【1】
Many years ago I met a girl.

At that time, she was a bit baby fat, her skin was very fair, and her face was pink.I always laugh at her for putting on such a thick powder every day, it's so ugly.In fact, she has always been plain.

【2】
When I met her last year, she still had no makeup.

It looks very flimsy.Still looks like a cute girl.She sees that I still need to look up. "You haven't grown taller yet." But I thought 160cm is enough for a little girl.

"You are still the same when you grow taller." Just like a long time ago, we will never talk properly when we meet.It seems that if you don't raise the bar and fight against it, you will feel very uncomfortable.

"Miss, you are really not a lady."

"Sir, you are not a gentleman."

……

The two sides in a conversation must be evenly matched to continue, she said.So are we such equal conversationalists?I really wanted to ask her, but finally gave up.What I can do in front of her is only for a moment, and I am the one who loses in the end.I am most afraid of looking at her eyes, like too bright stars, even more unattainable than the sky.

【3】

I have met many girls, many are prettier and better than her.But only she gave me the feeling that she has always been very, very special.When I graduated from the third year of junior high school, I wrote down three of my favorite words in the classmate book she handed me:
Different unique special
Then I saw transparent tears welling up in her eyes, like the continuous downpour of that summer day.My heart was so moist a little bit, and finally became a vast ocean.I know she was very confused at that time, she stood at the fork in life and hesitated.One side is the ardent hope of parents and parents, one side is their own inner desire, and the other side is the realism of this world.It seems to go either way.It doesn't seem to be the right way to go.That was the only time I've ever seen her look overwhelmed.So many people around me have found their own direction, even though it is not what they originally wanted.So many people throw themselves into the torrent of time and drift with it.Even myself is no exception.I went to Sihe according to my mother's wish.When I left this city, my heart ached so much, I always thought that I would live according to my inner voice no matter what.

【4】

She likes to write and read books and go to far places by herself, but in the end she can't go far. She went to university in a city close to her home.Once asked her to come with me, she refused.In fact, I knew in my heart that she would never.She is such a stubborn girl.That summer, I still did not give up and continued to ask her if she would go with me.She giggled on the phone.She said, how is it possible, I have grown up, I know where my future is.

I am speechless.She's my weakness, always has been.

The biggest problem is that I still can't keep up with you, I'm still where I was.But you are so far away.Good people should be with better people, if not at least people of the same level.I'm not good enough.

Even if there are thousands of words in my heart, I can't squeeze out a single word.It's just that the eyes are sore and swollen, so I can only keep rubbing and rubbing.

I email her at night and she responds quickly.

(End of this chapter)