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Chapter 493 I Think I'm In Love With You
【56】Sometimes being soft-hearted is a kind of tragedy, pushing yourself into the abyss of sadness, and lying to yourself that it's okay.

After the college entrance examination... At that time, Wang Siqi and I were probably in love.But I didn't know anything about it.

"Wang Siqi, you will always be the one who surprises me the most." I said.

Wang Siqi remained silent.

"Ha, I was just joking. Isn't it just a meeting? It's normal. I have a sense of propriety." I know that Wang Siqi's most unbearable is my unconscious irony, but the water that is thrown out when I say it, since I have received it If you don't come back, you have to whitewash it again.Why is the relationship different today? Even though I still love him, my reason is still there.

"Clover, you have changed, you have become gentle. You used to not easily bow your head. No matter what is right or wrong, you will never admit it." I really don't know if Wang Siqi's words are complimenting me or just saying taunt me.

Change?
Have I really changed?In fact, I am still the original me.It's just that I'm no longer the same to you.Because we are no longer the original relationship.

Wang Siqi, have you really forgotten everything?I've always been angry only at people I care about, and so is my waywardness.Don't you think I'm acting like a spoiled child to everyone?Do you really think I treat you as I treat everyone else?
There are countless questions in my heart, but even if I get the answer, so what?The old feelings are gone, and further investigation will only increase the sadness and ridiculousness.

I really admire myself, when it started, I really became so calm.You must know that when facing Wang Siqi, my heart is always pounding.

Facing the person you love the most and care about the most, you always worry about gains and losses unconsciously.Maybe it's really not that he doesn't care about you, but that you care too much yourself.Until then you don't know how to deal with yourself.

"Wang Siqi, you have also changed. You have become a nonsense talker. You never commented on other people before." I spoke with a bit of sting.

"..." I believe that Wang Siqi will still look the same, you see, he is still not good at arguing with me, or it can be said that he still doesn't want me to argue with me.

He let me.If he still loves me.

He doesn't bother to talk to me.If he doesn't love me anymore.

These are two possible scenarios.

"I'm going to wash the dishes. You can stay in the living room." Wang Siqi rolled up his sleeves and prepared to go to the kitchen.

"Wait a minute." I called to him.

He looked back at me, not knowing what I was going to do.

I just prepared that apron for him. "Here." In fact, I really wanted to surround him, but I still didn't want it.

"Oh." He took the apron and put it on as he walked.

I looked at his slender back and thought lightly, he is still as thin as before.Keep your back straight when you walk.It's really like a tree.Only this tree will no longer be my support and shelter.When I thought that Wang Siqi would treat another girl as well as he was to me, or even better than he was to me, my mood was completely bad.

"Wang Siqi!" I ran into the kitchen by accident.

"What's wrong?" He was obviously taken aback by me, I did look agitated.

"Is there anyone you like right now?" I asked.

"Not yet." Wang Siqi didn't even look at me, just lowered his head to wash the dishes.The water from the faucet was splashing.

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