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Chapter 528 Mercy or Cruelty ([-])

Her greatest effort was spent on how to love Lu Jinnian, she racked her brains and devoted herself 100%.But it's also a little different, she didn't plan for the worst.Or she didn't think it was the worst.The worst thing is that I won't get his love for the rest of my life.Su Xiaoxiao smiled wryly.

Lu Jinnian only knew that Su Xiaoxiao really loved him to the bone.But there was one thing he didn't know.Su Xiaoxiao didn't believe in love before meeting Lu Jinnian.Love was never even conceived.Perhaps because of the negligence of her parents, Su Xiaoxiao is very unfamiliar with the word "feeling".To be loved by no one is to love no one.The inner temperature of people is very low.A person lives on his own until he dies.Su Xiaoxiao thought so before she was 14 years old.

Doesn't it mean that only the love of parents in this world is unswerving and unrequited?But the reality of Su Xiaoxiao's world is that this is just a ridiculous rhetoric.Since the most favorable evidence in the world is nothing but a blank promise in one's own life, what else is there to rely on.I was originally an unlovable person, even annoying.Not even a friend.Under such circumstances, it is impossible to meet any true love or cherished person.

In this way, I live with the idea of ​​dispensable existence.

"God closes all the doors, but in the end he will open a window for you." Su Xiaoxiao thought that her meeting Lu Jinnian was actually a gift from God.Ever since he took her hand that day, everything has been different.Lu Jinnian is the light, she is the moth, and will always follow his direction.She loves him and begs for his love.She has nothing but a heart that loves him.Even though she knew the heart was worthless.If anything, it's time.Her time, her youth, she is willing to bet it all, just love him, love him.

At this point in time, she doesn't even care about the ending, bad or worst, she doesn't care.These were the things she thought about after she was directly rejected by Lu Jinnian.

To fall in love with Lu Jinnian, one needs enough courage and enough patience to mediate to the end.She knew it from the beginning.

Su Xiaoxiao remembered when she was fourteen or fifteen years old, she worked hard to get close to him, with a fiery heart full of hopeful love.She is a person who doesn't know the heights of the sky and the earth. She loves him wholeheartedly, and wants to be loved by him wholeheartedly.

Some people say that the more frustrated love becomes, the more courageous it is, while others say that the more frustrated love becomes, the weaker it becomes.But for Su Xiaoxiao, love is nothing more than loving one person with one heart, without the excitement of passion, and without the bitter disappointment.She was calm throughout.Su Xiaoxiao loves Lu Jinnian.This matter is like our daily breathing, like our metabolism, it is a very common thing.To put it bluntly, she loves him, which is a matter of course.She was born to love him, and she lived to love him.The years lived before meeting him were meaningless, Su Xiaoxiao's life was only bright because of Lu Jinnian.

She just loves him, no matter what.To put it bluntly, even life can be given up.For example, Lu Jinnian said, Su Xiaoxiao, you are going to die.Then she is also happy.There is no reason, no choice, no hesitation.

As long as it was Lu Jinnian's wish, she would never hesitate.

(End of this chapter)