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Chapter 561 One Hundred Years of Solitude ([-])

Pu Anhao's diary, May 2013, 5 Lixia, remembering this scourge
Since going to work, I really have very little time to worry about the nostalgia of spring and autumn.Even Lu Jinnian, whom I have never forgotten.

When thinking of him, I knew that I couldn't let myself go on like this, so I stopped in time.Or maybe I just found a new sustenance.I interact with these infantile children, they don't understand anything, their world is pure and innocent, they laugh when they are happy, cry when they are sad, and make noise when they are hungry.There is no rules at all.They are so pure and beautiful.

Being too close to the children, knowing their nature, I will really fall in love with them.Just like a little girl in our class, according to other teachers, if she grows up, she will be a typical representative of princess disease.I don't agree, how can a child over three years old know so many strange words.They'd say that about her only because she wasn't close to anyone and the only person she was close to was her mom.Every day, her mother sends her to the kindergarten, so every day when her mother comes home, she has to cry for at least an hour. If you leave her alone, she may cry until she falls asleep.I've only seen it once with my own eyes, and she cried violently.Ever since her mother left school, the crying has not stopped.Crying and crying all the time, no matter how much you coax her, it won't work. Even if you pretend to be angry and criticize her, it's just as useless.So the head teacher made a decision to ignore her and let her cry enough.I was busy with the other kids so I didn't get involved.As a result, the child had been crying for almost half an hour, and was still crying.It's so pitiful, I cried until my voice became hoarse.

No one really paid attention to her.

Later, I learned that this child has always been like this, because no one can do anything about it.

So let's just give up, everyone gave up on this child.In fact, I am not sure that I can solve the problems that everyone can't solve. After all, I am just a newcomer.But I still want to give it a try.

I'm not very good at disciplining people.Have a tender heart.This time I remembered Lu Jinnian's evaluation of me.So I probably have this feeling.There are many things that have to be done by myself to know whether it can be done or not. In fact, I have no special method, I just showed patience and love.It took me a lot of time to be close to this child.Soft policy.No matter how noisy they are, they are only three-year-old children. They definitely want to be cared for and must be cared for.

Lu Jinnian, maybe you won't believe it.I really just coaxed her all the time, stayed with her all the time, and always carried her behind my back.Ever since her mother took her, she has been crying and crying.I just kept coaxing and coaxing.For children who don't know anything, I must be a bad trainee teacher.But that's all I could do back then.

Of course I will talk to her.It didn't work the first day, and it didn't work the next day.This is what my colleagues said to me, they said don't waste your efforts, just leave it at that.However, I really noticed that the child is willing to say hello to me, and the only person she dares to speak in the whole kindergarten is me.You know how happy I was when I realized that.Really happy.

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When I stopped writing and looked back, I remembered the letter I wrote to you and couldn't help but want to tell you about these trivial things in life.But...it's just a self-talk.
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