good luck

Chapter 710 The Hourglass of Memories ([-])
No one has ever kindly helped me when I was wrestling, no one has ever sincerely asked me if I am okay when I have a cold and sick, no one has ever given me a bright light when I stand in the dark at a loss , no one has ever sent me an umbrella on a rainy afternoon, no one has ever made me happy or laughed when I am sad or unhappy, no one has ever cared about my life, my emotions, my everything.So when I met you, when I heard you said that you would take good care of me, I couldn't tell the difference between east, west, and north. For so many years, it was the first time someone said such heartwarming words to me. Knowing whether I can catch this sudden light, I don't even know if I can really hold his hand.

——Su Xiaoxiao in 2002

Later, Su Xiaoxiao was thinking about a problem: she obviously didn't have any expectations for anyone at first, even for herself, she never had any good expectations.She regards herself as a duckweed, where it floats, or a bamboo, which takes root in a certain place and then withers and dies in that place.Her life is almost like a pool of stagnant water, the breeze can't blow the slightest ripple, only silence, silence.

How could she believe Lu Jinnian's few words?
In 2002, Su Xiaoxiao was 13 years old.Even if people around you start to fall into the vortex of puppy love one after another, they cannot extricate themselves.She is still calm and composed, indifferent to love, indifferent to anyone.

Even if the theory that love is great and love is everything is full of immature boys and girls, even if her tablemate has a pink face like a red apple every day, even if she sees boys handing colored letterheads to the girls she likes. , even if she herself has received a gift from an admirer, an extremely cute doll; she is still indifferent.

She doesn't know what love is.She disdains to know what love looks like.She threw the tokens of love from others into the big blue trash can without mercy.

Her life is the same as it was many years ago.

Someone with good intentions spread the news about Su Xiaoxiao throwing the doll.Seemingly overnight, the whole school knew about it.From then on, that admirer never came again, and he was obviously a classmate in the same class, and he didn't say a word.However, Su Xiaoxiao doesn't care about these things.She is not a flower in a greenhouse, and she can't stand the slightest wind and rain.Besides, in the hearts of her classmates, she has always been a bad child with a weird temper and a bad temper.Because on the first day of school, she had a big fight with a classmate at school because of a little thing.There were also bad conflicts that followed for several weeks.Su Xiaoxiao bears the brunt every time. "Good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles" let alone in a mere school, just like that, Su Xiaoxiao is the target of public criticism among the girls, and the boys also respect her at a distance.As for the teacher, he turned a blind eye and subconsciously divided Su Xiaoxiao into the fence tribe, leaving her to fend for herself.

Su Xiaoxiao's class teacher told her, as long as it doesn't hinder other students, you can sleep or read as you like.

Su Xiaoxiao's parents said to her, you have to rely on yourself for everything, we are very busy, we have to make money to pay your tuition fees, and we are responsible for your life, so don't bother us if you have nothing to do.

Life has never been kind to her.

(End of this chapter)