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Chapter 751 Whose love is not lonely 7
Zhou Xinshen was very surprised what the two methods Lu Jinnian mentioned were, but he still knew the first one.That was the year of the college entrance examination, Su Xiaoxiao wanted to drop out of school, but Lu Jinnian compromised.Told him to report the school and major.If Lu Jinnian was cruel enough, maybe Su Xiaoxiao really isn't here now.But who can be ruthless enough to ruin a person's life, even if he doesn't like her, he always knows what she has done.It's just that he can't reciprocate, maybe because of this, he doesn't want to hurt her anymore.

So what is the second type?After racking her brains, Zhou Xinxin couldn't think of an answer.

"I used to go to a bar with Su Xiaoxiao to drink, and once she said to me, 'If one day you really can't tolerate my existence, just ask me to disappear.' I thought she was drunk at the time, so I didn't answer the call. But she went on to say, "I will do whatever you say. But if you say let me go, it means disappear. I really will let you never find me again. Maybe it's a good idea." Selfish, but for a person like me who has nothing, if he loses the most important thing, you, he will be completely hopeless.' So, I dare not really do that."

"... Su Xiaoxiao is really crazy." Zhou Xinxin shuddered.Is love really so important?If Zhou Xinshen had to choose, he thought he would choose someone who loved him deeply, especially a beautiful woman, so there was no doubt about it.

"Ashin, there are really people in this world who regard love as nothing, and there are really people who regard love as life." Lu Jinnian had an extremely sad expression when he said this.Maybe it's thinking of the old man, maybe it's just feeling sorry for Su Xiaoxiao.

"Xiao Lu, Su Xiaoxiao doesn't really need love, she needs you, Lu Jinnian." Zhou Xinxin said.

Thinking of these two points Lu Jinnian said, Zhou Xinshen really felt very sad.Is youth really such a cruel fact?Those who want to love, don't love themselves.The person who loves oneself has never appeared.That's the way it is.

When Zhou Xinxin looked at Su Xiaoxiao again, she found that Su Xiaoxiao was sitting directly on the railing. "Hey, come down for me." Zhou Xinshen really wanted to drag this crazy woman down, but was worried that this beauty would fall into the sky if she was not careful.So, I had to lower my voice.

"I used to do this a lot. Don't worry." Su Xiaoxiao smiled, her long legs still dangling.

"Anyway, come down first. I'm quite worried." Zhou Xinshen stretched out her hand.

Later, they stayed on the flyover until the sun went down, until the sunset glowed, and until the night fell.The neon lights of the city are flashing, and there is a lot of traffic under the bridge, and more and more people come out for a walk.The sound began to be noisy, which was a sign of nightfall.The city's extravagant nightlife has kicked off.

I heard someone whispering in the classroom: "So our president has such an unrestrained personality? I just thought she was cool before, but it seems that she is so. The president likes Lu Jinnian, right? It's just a pity, Lu Jinnian doesn't look like much Feeling." They were telling the truth, so I didn't have much special feeling at all.However, I also know that this is only limited to other people.I have no reason to blame those around me for my own choices.It has always been my habit not to blame others at any time.As long as something goes wrong, it is a shameful act to find trouble with others.I really like Lu Jinnian more than anything else, and I have no way to explain it myself.Maybe it's because I've never invested in any emotion, the first time is like a brilliant firework, trying to bloom hard, even if only cold ashes are left in the end.

I know.It's not crush, it's not love.Not even ambiguous.One person refuses flatly, and the other insists seriously.I ran after him, like a merry-go-round, always a foreseeable distance, always far away that cannot be approached.

This is a lonely love of my own.

——Su Xiaoxiao's diary
(End of this chapter)