good luck

Chapter 776
Liu Yuhan always thought that Zhang Jingya was a gentle, virtuous and considerate girl, but now it seems that she is actually nothing more than that.It's just an ordinary thing, why can't she express her dissatisfaction properly?Does it have to be such an ugly way to express her displeasure with embarrassing words?
"Liu Yuhan, you'd better explain it to me clearly, otherwise, otherwise I will never end with you!"

"Could it be that you and Pu Anhao will always be in touch? What have you done behind my back?"

"Liu Yuhan, if you have the ability to do these things, don't admit it without the guts!"

……

Liu Yuhan no longer wanted to listen to it any longer.Zhang Jingya at this moment is no different from those crazy women on the street.The words in her mouth have become more and more ugly.Liu Yuhan really can't believe this is the person he loves so much.Is this really the gentle woman who keeps talking and laughing at Yanyan?
Why does he feel so strange?

If he remembered correctly, this was the first time they had quarreled, and they hadn't even had a fight before.Have been very happy to get along.Thinking of this, Liu Yuhan thought maybe all the people who never quarreled might not be really in love.There will at least be a little friction when getting along.But he and Zhang Jingya are almost in agreement.He previously attributed it to the tacit understanding between the two, but now that he thinks about it, maybe it's just that no one wants to break the balance between them.Everyone is a mousetrap.

Are those happiness actually unreal?
Liu Yuhan felt that his mood suddenly sank into the bottomless ocean, and his real person became heavier and heavier.so tired.This is the first time after marrying her that I feel so boring.Maybe... the original decision was wrong.

Maybe, really, wrong.

"Liu Yuhan, where are you going? Are you going to find her? Don't go!" Zhang Jingya noticed that Liu Yuhan hadn't spoken at all, standing there alone, looking very tired.The envelope was in a ball in his hand.He was just as angry.

"Since you feel that you have been wronged, you should make it clear. How can I understand if you don't say anything?" Zhang Jingya said to Liu Yuhan's back.

Liu Yuhan stood still and waited for Zhang Jingya to finish speaking. He turned around, "I don't know what to say. Maybe I was wrong from the very beginning. I will be alone."

After Liu Yuhan said this, he went out, crumpled up the envelope in his hand and threw it into the trash can.

Liu Yuhan, stop for me.

You stop.

……

Zhang Jingya swallowed the words in the end.Huge tears kept falling down.She lay down on the bed and burst into tears.

Of course I know what I said was too much.

If Liu Yuhan had said these words to me, maybe I would have run away from home on impulse.

Of course I know that it is impossible for him to go to Park Anhao, and it is impossible for Park Anhao to contact him.

I really know it all.

But I just can't help it, I just can't get angry.

Of course he loves me, I've known that for a long time.But now it seems that maybe it is not love, but a need, and we are similar in this regard.We have always had a common purpose, so in the end we didn't choose the one we love the most.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this that I cannot accept that when he is unhappy, he will think of talking to Park Anhao.

I can't accept that in Liu Yuhan's heart, the person who can finally heal his heartache is not me, but Park Anhao.

I can't accept it!
——Zhang Jingya's diary
(End of this chapter)