He Zheng, the reborn woman

Chapter 1 Desire
It is a very happy thing for Su Jinglan to be able to open her eyes every day. No one is more eager to be healthy than a patient, and no one is more eager to live than a person who has been sentenced to death, and she is a patient who has been sentenced to death .It's just that this is a very long process, and it's all a process of accumulation with pain.

Genetic muscular atrophy, this should be a word coined for her, she has been living like a guinea pig for seven years, but she prays every moment that she can continue to live, especially now, she almost every day Tormented by the convulsive pain all over her body, she passed out, and the doctors were shocked by her strong desire to survive.

Many people don't understand what is the meaning of living like her, but when she sees the sunshine through the window, hears the cheerful chirping of birds, and feels the gentle wind, she will feel that it is good to be alive.

The wonderful years are all soaked in this whiteness, and then step by step towards the final sentence.

"There will be a solar eclipse today." Physician assistant Xiao Wei said casually when he came to collect her various data.

It's not the first time that Xiao Wei is thinking about this, it's the last time to count Su Jinglan's data, but the next time I see her lying on the bed so quietly, with sunken eye sockets and loose skin, she looks like a mummy, and her Some of the bones have been deformed, and she doesn't know how many levels the pain of the bones deforming bit by bit should be divided into.

Su Jinglan tried very hard to smile, but she didn't have that much strength.

Xiao Wei saw her mood swings: "How about I move you to the window, so you can take a look."

Su Jinglan moved her chin very hard to express her agreement.

The date of her death has been fixed several times.

She really doesn't want to die, so she can't understand why those who live well commit suicide. Is the so-called pain of human beings really as fragile as the body can't bear it? If it is so fragile, it probably means that there has never been real pain.

Now her nerves are in a trance, as if more than once she felt that she was standing on the sidelines watching the doctor save herself, and the doctor didn't try hard every time, but she was more eager to live every time.She will see her body like a mummy, and see that there are many white mice in the room next to her, and she is just a small white mouse.

A solar eclipse is not a rare sight, she has seen it before, but now she doesn't want to miss the strangeness and beauty in life, that is the greatest gift to life...

A little black arc appeared on the edge of the sun, and the sky began to darken slowly. At this time, Su Jinglan really felt that her body could no longer carry her soul. No one in this world knew whether the soul existed, because Those who knew are dead.

The dry body, the age can no longer be distinguished, but she still tries hard to hug, because only with this body can she feel everything in the world, so she works hard again and again, but the dry body is completely still No, no breath, no pulse, no blood flow.

She doesn't want to die.

Even though her death had been announced seven years ago.

Even in the past two years, she has endured unbearable pain for ordinary people.

Even though this body does not have the freshness and beauty of the flower season.

But she doesn't want to die.

She doesn't fear hell, she doesn't yearn for heaven, she just doesn't want to die.

A total solar eclipse has appeared behind her, and there is darkness between the sky and the earth. Her only consciousness is that she does not want to die...

(End of this chapter)