Black-bellied husband, don't be too bad

Chapter 393 I Don't See Him, Never

In the field of love, there are two kinds of regrets that torment people the most. One is not getting the one you love, and the other is that the one you love is not happy.

Unfortunately, Sheng Xuan has both.

But he had no one to tell these words, so he could only feel dejected.

At that time, he didn't dare to listen to songs, and almost every song about suffering was a true portrayal of him.

Fu Heng stretched out his hand and pressed the inside line, and immediately the company's security came up, as long as Sheng Xuan dared to move, someone would drag him out in minutes.

Fortunately, Sheng Xuan also stopped what he was doing: "To put it bluntly, Fu Heng, you are just luckier than me."

Fu Heng's eyebrows remained unchanged, and he said calmly: "Love is not obtained by luck, maybe I didn't love her enough at the beginning, but now I love her enough, that's all."

These words sounded a bit suspicious in Sheng Xuan's ears. He adjusted his breathing and said word by word, "I want to see Chu Ci, and I must see her."

"Dead this heart, she won't see you."

Sheng Xuan said coldly: "It's useless for you to say that, I want to hear it from her."

Boss Fu is indeed a real person, since Sheng Xuan has said so, of course he has to kindly fulfill his wish.

The next day, Sheng Xuan went to the hospital persistently and wanted to see Chu Ci, but Fu Heng pretended to be casual and said to her, "Someone wants to visit you."

During Chu Ci's hospitalization period, he received a lot of concern from all parties, but Fu Heng stopped him on the grounds that Chu Ci needed to rest and was inconvenient to see others.

So she didn't think much about it, and said lazily, "Just arrange it."

Recently, she felt that she was about to become a waste. Although she was a cripple lying on the bed, it seemed that Fu Heng had gradually developed a waste.

"It's Sheng Xuan, he wants to see you."

The person on the bed fell silent all of a sudden, and his eyes seemed to be a little confused. Chu Ci turned his face and blinked: "Sheng Xuan?"

Fu Heng nodded, "Yes!"

Chu Ci muttered a few words, not knowing what to say, in fact, Fu Heng is by her side now, she is not afraid of anything, anyway, Fu Heng will carry her on her back, and Fu Heng will carry her when the sky falls .

She thought for a while in her mind and asked, "Should I see him?"

These words seemed to be talking to himself, and also seemed to be asking Fu Heng, but before Fu Heng could speak, Chu Ci shook his head suddenly: "No, I won't see him, never."

When these words reached Sheng Xuan's ears through the radio, the little flame of hope that had been hovering in his heart for the past few days was mercilessly extinguished, and there was no spark left.

At that moment, his heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp knife. It should be very painful, but it seemed to be numb, and he could no longer feel the pain.

Sheng Xuan didn't know how he got out of the hospital, it was raining heavily outside, and the rainstorm had come suddenly for the past few days, and the whole city seemed to be submerged, so he just wandered in the streets outside in a daze. Walk with purpose.

Raindrops dripped down his face.

All that comes back to mind is the firm and decisive voice: "I won't see him, never will."

In the past, he had no money, no power, and power. During the time when Chu Tianhua passed away, he couldn't even get enough food and clothing. But at that time, he didn't feel desperate and unable to live, because There is Chu porcelain.

In adversity, the two encourage each other and support each other.

Now he is rich and powerful, but the people who were closest to him once said that they never want to see him.

He remembered that Chu Ci had said that he was Sheng Xuan and she was Chu Ci, and it didn't matter anymore.

Sheng Xuan was a little confused, unable to walk anymore, and slowly sat down on the bench by the street.

When the pedestrians on the street fled to hide from the rain in a hurry, Sheng Xuan seemed to have lost his way on the street in the torrential rain, and could no longer find a way out.

When Lin Xi found him, he saw the empty street hit by the rainstorm, and Sheng Xuan sat alone on a bench by the street.

Love is a puzzle, and people who have been in it have never been able to see through it. Others think they can see through it, but in fact it is out of the puzzle and cannot be broken.

The heart has always been the heart of the audience, but the person in the play is the one.

Lin Xi understands where all his pain, sadness, and madness come from, and at the same time, he also knows where his own pain and sadness come from, but you know it clearly in your heart, but you may not be able to avoid it.

Sheng Xuan buried his face in the palm of his hand, and the big raindrops fell on his body.

Lin Xi stood in front of him holding an umbrella.

The moment Sheng Xuan raised his head, Lin Xi clearly saw the tears in his eyes.

He cried?
That ruthless, hard-hearted Sheng Xuan who never shed a tear when a knife fell on her body or when her fist fell on her face, and who never had any unnecessary expressions on her face, actually cried.

Lin Xi has known him for about 20 years. When he was young, he would either play cool with a blank face, or smile brightly. Later, he would either sneer or get angry, but she had never seen him shed tears.

Now, sitting alone on a cold bench in an empty street, crying?
Lin Xi thought for a moment that his eyes were blurred.

She stretched out her hand, carefully wiped the drops of water on his face with a tissue, and saw his pale lips slightly open: "She said she never wanted to see me."

Although she didn't say who it was, there could be anyone else besides Chu Ci.

Never want to see ah!
Lin Xi wanted to comfort her but couldn't find words, and she was really powerless.

Who can be blamed when things have come to this point?
It's only because he was too paranoid, too crazy, too hateful, and he did things too aggressively at the beginning. In the end, the relationship between him and Chu Ci was cut off abruptly, and there was no possibility of repairing it.

People can understand what is the most precious only when they lose it.

Many people understand this truth, but just can't do it.

Chu Ci has never been sorry for him. For the sake of Sheng Xuan, she even knelt down to Fu Heng, even someone like Wen Xin who disgusted and hated her once put down her face to beg.

How many times did Sheng Xuan make mistakes because of his youth and arrogance, and Chu Ci cleaned up the mess left behind by him. Chu Tianhua asked her to take good care of her younger brother. She listened to her father and tried her best to help and take care of Sheng Xuan , never say, never ask for anything in return.

Chu Ci did what a sister should do.

But what about Sheng Xuan?
But he hurt her time and time again, even repaying her kindness with revenge. She never only considered whether she was happy or not, never once did she take Chu Ci's feelings into consideration.

He chose to go to jail to cheat Fu Heng, but he never thought how guilty and sad Chu Ci would feel when he knew the news.

What Fu Heng said was right, he was a selfish villain, under the guise of liking and loving, all he did was hurting people's hearts.

Lin Xi sighed and sat down beside Sheng Xuan.

She looked up at the sky, and Sheng Xuan's voice, which was gray and gray, reached her ears at this moment, hoarse and unreal: "What should I do?"

"Look at it from a distance, don't bother."

Lin Xi has always been very thorough in seeing other people's feelings, but he can't penetrate his own feelings.

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The rainy season has lasted for a long time, and it has been raining, and people are getting sick from boredom.

After more than half a month of rain, the weather finally cleared up.

It was June, and Chu Ci was almost able to get out of bed and move around, but her legs and feet were still inconvenient, so she had to rely on a wheelchair to move around. She felt that she really didn't have an alluring appearance, but she had a sickly body.

Mianmianhao Baozi happened to not go to kindergarten on weekends, so she came to the hospital to accompany her.

It feels like I haven't seen each other for half a month. Mianmian is well-raised and her face is rounded again. I heard that Mu Xiuchen almost spoils her so much.

Baozi seems to have grown a lot taller, and the contours of his eyebrows and eyes are more and more like Fu Heng, especially when he stares at you, he has the feeling of Fu Heng. Chu Ci thinks that he must be a disaster when he grows up with this appearance, and he must be disciplined. In the future, I will harm other people's little girls.

She was basking in the sun on the lawn downstairs in the hospital, and Baozi told her some interesting stories about the kindergarten. Chu Ci kissed his little cheek: "Do you miss your mother?"

Baozi gave him a kiss in return: "Think, when will you be able to walk, Mom!"

"It's about a month away!"

"Mom, you need to get better soon, or... hum!"

"Otherwise what?" Chu Ci was very curious about Xiao Baozi's hesitation.

"Otherwise my sister will be abducted."

Sitting on the grass beside him, Mianmian quietly read the comic book, and when she heard the little bun talking, she hurriedly raised her head: "I don't have one."

"I still said no, the last time Dad picked you up, you insisted on going to Uncle Mu's house."

Mianmian hastily defended, "That's because I promised Uncle Mu to go to his house to see tropical fish."

"I also have tropical fish at home."

"It's different. Uncle Mu's tropical fish have more colors."

"Mom, look."

Chu Ci frowned imperceptibly, she stretched out her hand to pinch Baozi's face, and asked, "Is Uncle Mu treating you well?"

"Okay, buy me dolls every day."

Mianmian let go of the comic book and came to Chu Ci's side: "I even bought a lot of skirts for me, they are very beautiful!"

She wore a pink embroidered skirt today, and turned around to Chu Ci: "Mom, does my skirt look good?"

Chu Ci smiled slightly: "It looks good!"

She greeted Mianmian over, and glanced at the label of the dress, it was Burberry's children's clothing.

Chu Ci remained calm: "Did Uncle Mu buy it?"

"Yeah, he also bought clothes for Baozi." Mianmian quickly pointed to Baozi, wanting to show that she was not alone in accepting gifts from others.

After all, mother doesn't seem to like children asking for other people's things casually.

Xiao Baozi quickly expressed his sincerity: "I only wear clothes my mother bought."

Chu Ci laughed, and turned to ask Mianmian: "How much Mianmian likes Uncle Mu, does she like her more than her mother and father?"

(End of this chapter)