Black-bellied husband, don't be too bad

Chapter 490 If That Child Could Be Born
The cool wind of early summer blew onto his face from the height of twenty floors, mixed with the hot smell of alcohol and poured into his chest.

Holding the wine bottle, Sheng Xuan clearly felt the weakness and soreness in every part of his body, his chest was empty, and the wind blew like a thin blade scraping his chest, causing him to take another sip of wine in pain.

If a person hates you, doesn't see you, and avoids you, then you may not be able to find her for the rest of your life.

Lin Xi changed his phone number, so he even changed his WeChat before.

Sheng Xuan didn't know her status, nor did she know her social account. Southwest is so big, with so many schools from cities to counties to villages and towns. He asked people to check, but no education system has registered Lin Xi. .

Thirteen must have known about Lin Xi's whereabouts, but he just refused to say anything.

Previously, Sheng Xuan was whatever he said, and Shisan was completely a small follower, but now Shisan insisted on holding his breath, and this breath was also held for Lin Xi, nothing else, just because Sheng Xuan ruined him.

After drinking a bottle of wine on the balcony, Sheng Xuan took a shower and went back to bed.

He doesn't feel sleepy now, so he clicked on Weibo and browsed around. His Weibo account name is chuxuan0916, which is a typical straight male naming style, with his birthday added to his name.

This Weibo was applied for by his university, and he basically didn’t use it much. Most of the content was reposted. During his second year of middle school, he focused on some of the world’s top hackers, programmers, etc., and most of the reposted information was It's all about this.

All in all, this is a very lifeless Weibo.

There are one or two hundred fans.

Something suddenly came to Sheng Xuan's mind. Lin Xi once asked him about his Weibo account, saying he wanted to pay attention to it. What he said at the time was that I don't play that stuff. a piece of content.

He clicked on the fan list and clicked in one by one.

Finally, he saw a Weibo fan named Mu Muxi, clicked in and took a look. The most recent Weibo was from October last year.

【Today he accompanied me for a fetal examination. The baby is very healthy, and I am grateful. When he came out, he saw his sister. It was obvious that he wanted to say hello but didn't dare. I felt very distressed. I want to treat him better so that he You won't think about those troubles. 】

Further on is【He said he wanted to marry me. I didn’t believe it at first. I thought he was going to take away the child. I was ready to run away, but he said that after the birth, he would marry me and take good care of him. Me, haha, he is like a child who needs my care, but he is so happy. 】

Going forward, it was probably when she just learned that she had a child, she said, "Probably God loves me, and gave me a little life, but I'm not fully ready yet, what should I do!" 】.

There are a few more in the middle, which are probably about the mood changes after pregnancy.

Sheng Xuan calculated the time, and it completely matched Lin Xi's pregnancy time, that is to say, this is definitely Lin Xi's Weibo.

Turning forward is some mood records. Most of the time I am sad, but occasionally I am very happy.

He also turned to when she was working next to Fu Heng the year before last, she also struggled, but finally wrote [Sometimes I know what I am doing, and I am doing something wrong, unpopular and unethical, but I am very happy To love him, I have no choice but to obey me. Perhaps this is a manifestation of blind love. I am afraid that even God cannot save me. 】

Judging from the content of Weibo, the owner of the account is a girl with a sensitive and delicate mind.

In Sheng Xuan's memory, Lin Xi was not very talkative, nor was she very lively. She had a quiet personality, and if she didn't have a pretty face, she would definitely be ignored in the crowd, but who would have thought that her inner feelings would be so exquisite.

There are only less than one hundred Weibo posts in total, and a lot of content must have been deleted during the five years.

The most recent one was in October last year. Later, because she was pregnant, she was afraid that mobile phone radiation would be harmful to her children, so she generally did not use the Internet.

So I didn't continue to update Weibo.

It is almost June now, and in more than eight months, Weibo may also grow grass.

Sheng Xuan only felt his heart tense up and down.

He felt very uncomfortable reading those words, and it seemed like a knife was scratching his chest. In Lin Xi's narration, he was more like a child, with uncertain weather and a bad temper.

But every time she said, she really wanted to let it go, but she was afraid that after she left, no one could stand his bad temper, no one knew that he liked to drink scented tea with two rock sugars, and to eat Chengnan Guiji There are chestnuts at home and osmanthus glutinous rice lotus root. I like to eat ice cubes first when drinking Coke.

Weibo also recorded some other things, such as Sheng Xuan wanted to imitate Northwesterners eating noodles and garlic at the same time, but was so stimulated by the smell that he almost shed tears, and drinking with others to get them drunk, and finally poured himself , and trouble her to take it home.

Although it was said with ridicule, it was more of gentle pampering.

Sheng Xuan took a deep breath and started to comment from the beginning. Although he knew that he might be doing useless work, he still hoped that Lin Xi would see it one day.

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Probably because of drinking and blowing cold wind, Sheng Xuan suddenly fell ill. When he was in the hospital, he was very homesick when he was alone.

No one's heart is made of iron. When Sheng Xuan was lying in the hospital with no one to take care of him, he missed the old days and Lin Xi by his side.

At that time, Lin Xi handled everything in an orderly manner, so basically he didn't have to worry about it.

In fact, apart from his bad background, Lin Xi basically has no shortcomings in other aspects, but he didn't cherish him when he was there, and he began to miss him when he was gone.

Maybe people are like this sometimes, they can never see their own heart clearly, and they will regret it only when they lose it.

Before the Dragon Boat Festival, Sheng Xuan's illness was almost healed. This time, the illness was so violent that he was seriously injured, so he bought a ticket and flew back to City A. On the plane, he saw a mother with a one-month-old baby.

If the child can be born, it will be almost a month.

But he didn't even know whether the child was a boy or a girl.

Rather than saying that the child died in Gao Mingguang's hands, it would be better to say that he died in his own hands.

Perhaps Sheng Xuan stared at the child too hotly, which frightened the young mother, so she silently changed seats with someone else and stayed away from Sheng Xuan.

Before Sheng Xuan returned to City A, she didn't say hello to Lin Suxin. Lin Suxin was taken aback by her sudden return. Sheng Xuan stayed in the southwest for more than five months. In one scene, the whole person quickly lost weight, and his eyes were covered with terrible bloodshot eyes.

Being a mother naturally feels sorry for the child, Lin Suxin's eyes turned red: "Ah Xuan, why did you make yourself like this, you look skinny and out of shape, and you don't even call mom when you come back!"

Sheng Xuan sat down on the sofa and took a breath: "I also wanted to come back on a temporary basis."

"have you eaten?"

"I didn't eat."

"Mom is going to cook for you."

"No need, just cook some dumpling noodles."

Lin Suxin went to the kitchen to work for a while, and came out with a bowl of egg noodles, Sheng Xuan devoured it hungrily, it seemed that she was very hungry.

"Don't go there when you come back. The conditions over there are tough, but it's not as comfortable as here. If you go so far, it's hard for Mom to see you."

Lin Suxin and him have been separated for more than 20 years, and now they are finally reunited, so naturally they don't want her son to be far away from her.

Sheng Xuan took a bite of the egg: "Everything is fine at home!"

"Fortunately, your grandma is also in good health, and Ming Huan is slowly recovering. Your grandma also let you come back. If you join the company, no one will dare to stop you."

Sheng Xuan shook his head: "The company has been managed by the elder brother, I don't want to interfere, and it's not that I can't support myself."

"I know, Mom is just afraid that you are too tired. You are not going to the Southwest, you just came back from Africa."

Sheng Xuan couldn't hold back a chuckle: "How could it be that exaggerated?"

"Go and look in the mirror yourself."

After eating the noodles, Sheng Xuan took a shower and went upstairs to sleep. He opened the master bedroom on the second floor and found that everything inside had been cleaned up. All traces of it have been eradicated.

Sheng Xuan didn't go in, and didn't ask until Lin Suxin came up, "Where's the furniture from before?"

Lin Xi sometimes arranges the room when she has nothing to do at home, even though she and Sheng Xuan sleep in separate rooms.

"Those are old things, throw them away."

Sheng Xuan was silent for a long time, and finally walked towards the bedroom on the other side without saying a word.

He also clearly realized that Lin Xi had completely disappeared from his life.

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On the day of the Dragon Boat Festival, Sheng Xuan went back to the Sheng family's old house by the sea. The last time he went back was half a year ago, and more than half a year has passed in a blink of an eye.

Sheng Minghuan has been moved out of the hospital and has been doing rehabilitation training at home.

The Sheng family is rich, and they still treat her as the granddaughter of the Sheng family, so they hired the best rehabilitation doctor to give her scientific and reasonable training. Now Sheng Minghuan can walk with a small walk, and this is of course just the beginning.

If the recovery is good, although she can't be the same as before, there is still no big problem walking alone, as long as the distance is not too far.

When Sheng Xuan arrived home, Sheng Minghuan was practicing walking in the garden, she walked carefully while leaning on the wall.

The sun in early summer was a bit strong, and she was sweating all over in a short while. She stopped to rest for a while, and when she raised her head again, the sun was dazzling, and Ming Huan suddenly felt a tightness and nausea in her chest.

When it was dark, she was about to fall backwards.

"careful!"

I don't know where to reach out, grab her waist and hug her up.

Sheng Minghuan recovered from the dizziness, looked at the face close at hand, and was stunned, then she blinked desperately to confirm that she had seen the right person.

"Brother Ah Xuan, you're back!"

(End of this chapter)