Black-bellied husband, don't be too bad

Chapter 540

When Lu Xiang was going to the southwest, he called Chu Ci and said that he was leaving.

Chu Ci froze, and hurriedly asked where are you going?

Lu Xiang didn't think it through at that time, so he said casually: "I don't know, just go out and relax!"

It's already December now, the weather is extremely cold, snow has started to fall in the north, it's really not a good time to go out and relax, Chu Ci thought she was going abroad.

Lu Xiang's eyebrows were a little tired: "I have roughly figured it out. I will stay with this child. After all, it is a life. You can't give up just by saying it."

Chu Ci was quite indignant, and said bitterly: "This is the first time I've seen Mu Xiuchen such a scumbag."

Lu Xiang stopped her, "Chuchu, actually..."

She couldn't continue after talking halfway.

What should I say, should I say that Mu Xiuchen is not a scumbag, or should I say that she asked for everything?
"Xiangxiang, just forget about him, and stop being entangled with him, okay?"

Lu Xiang did not express his opinion.

In fact, she had made up her mind that if Yicheng couldn't stay any longer, she would go to the United States, which was a new place, where no one knew her, and there were no painful memories.

Chu Ci thought she was unwilling, and almost hated iron for being weak, "It's really useless, have you forgotten that he will die?"

"I won't die." Lu Xiang said calmly, "But it will hurt!"

Chu Ci's breathing was almost stagnant, because Lu Xiang said that he would not die but would be very painful.

She couldn't refute it, and finally said in a low voice, "Didn't you say you don't love me? Are you still unable to let go?"

Lu Xiang's voice carried a sadness that she couldn't even imagine, "I don't want to love, but I..." She sniffed: "Give me some time!"

After a long silence, Lu Xiang finally opened his mouth: "Chuchu, you know, I have had a crush on him since junior high school, I liked him when I was 12, and now I am 22, for a whole ten years, I only have eyes for him."

After loving for a full ten years, how could it be possible to give up so easily.

Chu Ci didn't interrupt, and listened to her quietly.

"But I've never been able to get very close to him once. I thought I was going to get close, but he pushed me away again. Do you understand the pain?"

This was the only time Lu Xiang confessed in front of her.

In the past, Mu Xiuchen always belonged to her and never mentioned it. She had her own silent joys and sorrows, and all her emotions were only because of three words, Mu Xiuchen, but she never said it out.

Chu Ci was quite moved: "So, what are you going to do now?"

"Get out of here and forget slowly."

Although it will be painful, it is better than the fear and fear of not knowing the way forward and groping in the dark.

Chu Ci sighed, "Then this child?"

"Let's talk about the future! I have made up my mind to forget him, so this child has nothing to do with him."

Chu Ci nodded, and said in a low tone, "That's fine, there are plenty of men in the world, so it doesn't have to be him, Mu Xiuchen."

Before leaving home, Lu Xiang withdrew a sum of money from her bank card, and then clicked on the map. Finally, she set the location to a small town in the southwest border, and changed the number of her mobile phone, not wanting anyone to find her.

She really wanted to give up, the man who occupied her entire youth, and since then, there will be no sadness or joy. If the mountains and rivers meet, it will not be silence or tears, but they will meet each other calmly.

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Lu Xiang originally planned to go to Kyoto, but after thinking about it, she gave up and went to the southwest instead. It was the place she had been to when she was traveling in college. The scenery is beautiful, and it is not a tourist attraction. The key is the simple folk customs. .

If given the chance, maybe I could settle there for a while.

Lu Xiang lives in a grandma's house, which is similar to a B&B. There is no Internet access in the village, but the mobile phone signal is still good. Lu Xiang draws pictures here every day with peace of mind, because she is isolated from worldly disturbances, and she is more able to calm down. Get down to drawing.

The sun was still mild that day, and Lu Xiang was wearing local ethnic costumes, sitting outside the house, looking at the rolling mountains in the distance, and his mood was rarely open.

The baby in her belly was almost three months old, and sometimes she could even feel the baby's movement, but she didn't know if it was real or just her illusion, this feeling made her very happy.

After sitting for a while, Grandma asked her to go back, saying that the sun here was so hot that it would burn her skin. Lu Xiang also felt that the sun was a little too hot here, so he moved the stool back.

She draws the picture with the computer and saves it. When she is free, she goes to the small shop in the town to surf the Internet and then sends the picture. This place is not very developed. There are almost no young people in the town, basically children. Lu Xiang thinks it's good for the lonely old man, otherwise, her belly will gradually grow in the future, and it will be difficult not to be gossiped.

As for the Lu family, she hasn't figured out how to say this yet, and she's planning to wait until the children are older and then tell them that although her grandpa and parents won't be able to accept it for a while, the children are already so old, and they won't He would be so cruel that he would force her to have an abortion, or she might end up with two dead bodies. Besides, the Lu family couldn't afford to support this child.

On weekends, Lu Xiang went to the canteen to surf the Internet, and bought some firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea. Grandma’s legs and feet are not very convenient, so Lu Xiangshun bought it with her. There was nothing delicious in the canteen, so Lu Xiang bought it A basket of eggs is considered a more nutritious thing.

Lu Xiang couldn't carry so many things, so he asked the uncle from the commissary to deliver them. As soon as Grandma saw her, she immediately came out and said, why did you buy so many things?
"I saw that there was no rice at home, so I bought a bag of rice. It happened that your legs and feet are inconvenient, so I bought some soy sauce and salt by the way. Oh, and a basket of eggs."

Grandma's family conditions are not very good, and life has always been frugal. Seeing that Lu Xiang bought so many things back home is very embarrassing. Lu Xiang has a carefree personality since he was a child. If you don't care about her, she will never care about you. trouble you.

In the evening, grandma made her a delicious meal and cooked her an egg in sugar water. Grandma was good at cooking, and Lu Xiang was quite full, so he went for a walk outside in order to avoid food accumulation. walk.

It was getting dark outside early, and Lu Xiang didn't dare to go far. The small broken TV at home said that the temperature might drop in the past few days, and there would be rain and snow.When Lu Xiang came here, he didn't think too much about it, and he didn't bring any particularly thick clothes, but Grandma was very enthusiastic, so she found a thick cotton-padded jacket for her to wear that night.

The moment Lu Xiang saw the flowered padded jacket, he refused in his heart, but he put it on after Grandma's repeated requests. Grandma patted her arm and said, "It's cold these days, wear it first to keep warm. "

She originally made this for her daughter-in-law, but there is no news of her son and daughter-in-law working outside the house all year round, and she has never worn this padded jacket.

In the evening, Lu Xiang sat next to the fire barrel, babbling about old stories to grandma, and also got a general understanding of her family situation. Lu Xiang couldn't help sighing, grandma was really lonely living alone.

Grandma's eyes were a little red when she talked about her deceased husband. It was a long time ago, but she still remembered clearly that when she was sick, it was her man who carried her dozens of kilometers to see a doctor.

Lu Xiang listened quietly from the side, and finally said: "You two are so loving!"

Most of the time, love is not vigorous, but more like a long stream. Those ordinary warm and even inadvertent little things are piled up together. One day when you suddenly think of it, you will find that you have already loved someone deeply to the bone.

When Lu Xiang was young, she also looked forward to a vigorous relationship, like in TV dramas where the hero and heroine have gone through hardships but still love each other unswervingly, but now, she only looks forward to a plain love, as long as someone treats her well up.

She has never lacked love since she was a child, and she has received a lot of love from her parents and elders. The only thing she stumbled is the man.

Lu Xiang now understands that men are usually unreliable.

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The weather forecast was very accurate. Sure enough, it started to snow the next day. Lu Xiang went out and saw the snowflakes all over the sky. He was still a little excited. Forgive the child from Jiangnan who has never seen the world. I have never seen such a big snowflake.

Of course, what surprised her even more was yet to come.

Mu Xiuchen came.

This made her mood of admiring the snow drop by more than half.

After young master Mu contacted her many times to no avail, he found Chu Ci, and after learning that she did not take away the child but planned to give birth to her alone, he was suddenly relieved, and even faintly pleased.

As if things had a chance to salvage.

So he immediately sent someone to find Lu Xiang's whereabouts, and finally found here.

Lu Xiang felt that this man might not know how to write thick-skinned, or he was simply shameless. He didn't want her to kill the child before, but now he came to her shamelessly and told her that she was pregnant with his child. He was worried.

More importantly, no matter what she said, this man just refused to leave.

Because there was another guest, at night, Grandma specially cooked mutton and pork, and even warmed the wine.

Sitting in front of the somewhat dilapidated kitchen and table, Mu Xiuchen didn't feel disgusted either.

He has been well-educated since he was a child, and no matter where he is, he can maintain a consistent elegance and calmness. Of course, he may be complaining in his heart, but he will always have the appearance of a modest and gentle gentleman. He used this appearance to deceive many people back then. After getting in touch with the heart of a young girl, I realized that Mu Xiuchen didn't have a heart, or that he had a heart in the first place, but it just gradually cooled down.

Mu Xiuchen put a piece of mutton into Lu Xiang's bowl and said, "The lamb tenderloin is very tender!"

Lu Xiang's eyes were calm, and his voice was cold: "I have my own hands!"

Young Master Mu's expression froze for a while, and he patted her head with a smile, his tone was gentle and pampering with a hint of teasing: "Are you still angry with me?"

(End of this chapter)