Rebirth, warm marriage and sweetness

Chapter 949

During the Mid-Autumn Festival, he just smiled like that, but he didn’t experience any pain. Generally, such a happy and relaxed smile saved him. From the beginning to the end, he never saw him smile like that. It’s so gentle and beautiful, but it seems that all the good things in this world are not as good as him generally.

He looked at the TV in a daze, and he just felt unreal in front of the screen. He never smiled like that. Although he behaved very well and happily, he had lived with him for a while, and he was very fond of him. In my impression, when he was really happy, his smile was not like this.

This kind of smile is like a flawless smile in front of the screen. Generally, the angle of the lips is just right and the angle of the micro-construction period has been arranged and designed. His expression seems to be specially controlled, so real and natural. , but there was a touch of stiffness in his eyes.

In order to show this kind of smiling face in front of the screen, he must have practiced thousands of times, and now he can show such a decent smile, but he can see through it at a glance. This is not what he is really happy about. This is the appearance of him not being happy, but pretending to be happy like that.

The mood was a little complicated. He saw that he couldn't bear it after all, and wanted to go up to the screen to touch him, but after all, he also felt a little sad in his heart. When did everyone treat him like this? When a person misses someone, he can only look at him in front of the sick screen.

But after all, even a real person can't even touch a scene, he is like an extremely sad person, usually can't do anything, after all, he can only watch here, and then pretend he doesn't care, but in fact he knows better than anyone else, Just how hurt he was and what he had experienced was simply unbearable for him.

How did that happen?It shouldn't be like this between them. At this moment, he seemed to have this kind of doubt in his heart. He usually just looked at everything in front of him like this, and finally felt that this should not be their ending. He liked him so much, he I also clearly feel that I have feelings for him in my heart, why everything is beyond my control in the end, and I have come to this irreparable point, after all, I can’t figure it out in my heart, I just feel that everything has broken through out of his control.

Silently suppressed all his emotions back to the bottom of his heart, at this moment he didn't say a word after all, he only hoped that all of this could be sponsored, and that such an ending would never happen again from now on.

But after all, fantasy is fantasy reality becoming reality. After all, he can feel how far the distance between the two of them is, and he can finally understand what happened between them. Maybe it is impossible to be together for the rest of their lives. Now He is still doing this kind of fantasy, it is so naive and ridiculous to himself.He would never have such sad thoughts and dreams, but he didn't know why she had so many ridiculous thoughts for this woman at this moment, like a joke.

Silently suppressing all the emotions in his heart, he didn't say a word at this moment after all, just staring at him in front of the screen, with many thoughts and suspicions in his heart.

What should I do, what should I do to restore this situation between them, but in the end, this dream is all his dreaming and doing things, and the person who thinks of it is still him, no one tells him What should be done is right, but after all, this kind of feeling still makes me unable to endure and accept it.

This is probably the saddest thing between them. Everyone knows that if this continues, there will be no good ending, and they also know that they don't want such an ending and ending in their hearts, but after all, they can deeply feel that. A feeling of powerlessness and inability to change the ending, the fact that they just accepted it, and then did not make any changes or respect, and it ended like this. After all, they didn't get involved in the fact that it shouldn't be.

This is probably the saddest thing in the world. He solved everything, but finally found that those things were not his business at all. There was no need to do that between them. He did it for himself. Adding insult to injury has given him many irresistible factors, but after all, no one told him what else he can do. Now he can only accept this fact, and silently state it, no longer bothering and changing it.

What a sad and ridiculous thing, this is the last thing they want to accept, but they have to accept it after all.

The mood is a little slow, there is no sudden change, he doesn't know how to make a choice, but seeing and saying things are like a nightmare, he has no way to make any choices and say anything, as long as he can Bear it silently, and then let your heart stop caring so much, let yourself try to forget all of this, pretend that if this continues, everything will have a good ending and end, but in the end they all understand that this is not It is impossible to achieve many things, but you just think about it yourself. Don't fantasize about the fact that it is impossible.

The mood is complex and graceful, he suppressed everything to the bottom of his heart, no one can change his mind, so far he only thinks about him in his heart.

He believes that this feeling will definitely pass, and he will completely forget him in the future, and at that time he will never think of him again, and will never feel uncomfortable because of him, because he was an independent person from the beginning to the end. As an individual, he doesn’t need to feel sad or grieved because of anyone. He is himself, and other people have nothing to do with him. He should clearly distinguish the city, but I don’t know why sometimes it’s always out of control. , I did something that I couldn't bear and accept, what should I do in the end?He also had doubts and incomprehensions in his heart.

This is an unbearable and unacceptable thing, but after all, it still happened like a nightmare without warning, and it involved the part of their hearts that could not be touched, but after all, they could bear it silently. ending that happened.

And the final ending between the two of them did not end without an ending. This became the so-called emotion that they started with a good start but ended with tragedy. There are so many feelings, this can only be done without the usual silent request, and then ignore it.

(End of this chapter)