new wife of the president

Chapter 132

The vain silence finally made Xianhan realize what she just said.She stiffened, and the blush on her cheeks due to anger and jealousy faded away little by little. While her hands and feet were cold, it seemed that the temperature in the room/inside also dropped, so cold that one couldn't help shivering.


Li Chenrui looked at her, moved his thin lips a few times, hesitating how to speak.


"You, you just—"


"You heard me wrong! I didn't say anything!" Xianhan denied what she had just said with an excited expression as if she had been stung by a bee.Thinking of all his past evil deeds, I couldn't help but feel a pain in my heart.Hate him, but hate myself even more why I can't hate him.She obviously should have cut off all contact with him, but every time she was entangled with him in the dream, and now she said such sour and jealous words that were equivalent to confession in front of him, which made her loathe herself even more .Even the look in his eyes is more disgusting.


"Get out! Get out! I don't want to see you!" Even if she would be driven crazy by the memory, no matter how painful she was, she would not want to see this man!


Li Chenrui was made dizzy by her repeatedly driving him away and showing her attitude of loving him and feeling aggrieved, especially the disgust in her eyes was so obvious that he couldn't pretend he didn't see it.


"I'll go." He returned to her coldly, his astonished black eyes faded away, "but I want to ask what you mean by those words just now? You blamed me for having no emotions and morals, and said that my private life is corrupt. Excuse me Did you know this from?"


Li Chenrui in seven years may have been amorous, and after Qu Yi lied to him that Yu Wei died, he had indeed corrupted his private life for a period of time.But he dared to say that the current Li Chenrui did not let her down!Indeed, no matter whether she is Xianhan or Yuwei, his love is only for her!


"You blame me for leaving, so may I ask who pushed me away again and again when I begged her to forgive me and let me love her well? Ji Xianhan, I love you! But you are not allowed to like me like a dog, so give me a block." If the bones don't like it, tell me to get out!"


Maybe in her eyes, he is worse than a dog.At least she doesn't have to use bones, but just a wronged look and a drop of tears can move him and make his heart ache for her.


Xianhan was as stiff as a stone statue in a daze.


"Who was so determined to say that as long as I appeared in front of her, she would commit suicide! How is it now? Relying on the fact that I love you, you play/trick me over and over again to take revenge on me, doesn't it make you feel very happy!"


The anger provoked was so agitated that she couldn't control it for a while, and unknowingly vomited out the dissatisfaction and sadness that she had suffered from her in recent days.


Xianhan bit her pale lower lip and wept silently.


Li Chenrui calmed down, and caught a glimpse of her biting her lip to the point of bleeding and still not letting go, the hands hanging on her sides were clenched tightly, and she didn't want to turn around and leave.But in the end, he couldn't help but leaned over and touched her blood-red lips bitten by him with his fingers to signal her to let go.


"Get out!" Xianhan let out words that hurt more than sharp knives.


Li Chenrui withdrew his hand, secretly laughing at himself for making fun of himself, no wonder she did/trampled himself.


Although Gu Yuwei and Ji Xianhan are the same person, they are indeed very different.Feather Wei can stir up his emotions and make him fly into a rage from time to time.But Xianhan always hurt him the most.


Words are sometimes a sharper weapon than a sword.She knows what to say and how to do it to hurt him, and every time he gets hurt, he can't learn to guard against her.


"As you wish, I, get out!"


Turning around with a cold face, warning himself not to look back.Even if she opens her mouth to say that she loves him, don't look back and beg for mercy like a dog and look moved to tears at her.


Xianhan watched him stand up straight and turn his back.My heart ached as if the most important thing was suddenly stripped from my body.


She knelt down on the bed, with her head resting on the soft bed, her long black hair scattered around like a waterfall.


Despite the pain and depression, the deep despair still forced her to cry out of heartbreak.Both love and hate, this kind of contradiction tortured her to the point of dying.


I don't want to drive him away, I don't want to say things that hurt him that much.She wanted to keep him, wanted to love him.But from time to time, all kinds of his past actions popped up in her mind. If she just betrayed her, she wouldn't hate it to this extent, but what he was sorry for was their baby... So how could she still love him? can be with him...


"Li Chenrui, I hate you, I hate you, I don't love you..." Seems to be sure that he has left, sobbing softly turned into crying loudly.She cursed Li Chenrui desperately like a lunatic, but felt her heart hurt every time she scolded him.


She twitched her shoulders and fell to one side, her long hair scattered over her face, covering her eyes that were red and swollen from crying, but it didn't completely cover her sight.And in her sight...


She was dumbfounded, forgot to cry, and just let the tears flow down.The blurry eyes stared at the man who walked away and came back to stand by her bed for an unknown how long, her heartbeat was up and down out of order, and the unexplained pain in her heart was also inexplicable when she saw him walking away. After returning, he miraculously disappeared.


Sure enough, her heart only aches for this man, and even pain relief is up to him.But why is it him?

Li Chenrui let out a long breath, looking at her helplessly and bitterly.


"I know you hate me for not loving me. Now I must be thinking of some hurtful words to tell me to get out. But it doesn't matter. There is a reason for my sudden return. I forgot to say something, so I will leave after I finish speaking."


Leave after talking?It turned out that he didn't come back because he couldn't bear her.


Xianhan was so flustered that she couldn't breathe.But he could only continue to stare at him, unable to utter a sound as if his tongue was convulsed.


"Your brother said that you were in a lot of pressure and pain because of your memory confusion and conflicts over whether you should hate me or love me. Since you said that we misunderstood, you just hate me and don't love me, then you are still in pain What? He said I was going to drive you crazy, but in the current state, I am the one who is going crazy, not you."


He curled the corner of his mouth as he spoke, not knowing whether it was a wry smile or a self-deprecating one.


"Stop torturing yourself. Forget that I forgot Yuwei's memory. You will be your Ji Xianhan, and there will be no more Gu Yuwei from now on."

(End of this chapter)