new wife of the president

Chapter 154

"Ji Xianhan! What the hell are you doing?!" When I questioned her loudly, I had the illusion that I was saying 'Ji Xianhan, I love you' to her.Because I feel that I look at her eyes so hot.


I just looked at her like that, and there was a voice in my head yelling tirelessly, "Li Chenrui, you are finished, you can't marry any other woman except her".This voice made my limbs cold, but my heart was hot because of Xianhan's appearance.


But in one night, Xianhan seemed to be a different person.Not only did she call me Big Brother Li, but she also held my arm intimately with a bright smile and said, 'I'm here to snatch a marriage again'.


I find it incredible.I think maybe she just wanted to get revenge on me by messing with me at the wedding.But she said again 'I love you more than any other woman'.


The two heavens of ice and fire.Her words put me in dire straits.While being shocked, on the one hand, I doubted whether the purpose of her robbing the marriage was really because she loved me, but this sudden confession filled me with joy.On the other hand, I was worried that every word of her was true, and worried that she really loved me so she would stop my wedding with Qin Fei and be with her instead.


After I decided to give up her and walk out of her life, how could I change my original intention due to other factors.Therefore, even if she loves me, I will not choose to be with her.


In the bridal lounge, the pain in my head was excruciating, and that only strengthened my desire to drive her away.


I hardened my heart and pretended to be cold and told her that I really planned to marry Qin Fei, even if the wedding was cancelled, I would not be with her.


But she played tricks, pestering me pitifully time and time again to make me honor the promises of the year, calling "Brother Li" to the left and "Brother Li" to the right, which made my heart sore.


She hugged my waist and wept childishly while stomping her feet, tears streaming down her pale face.She choked up, crying so that the corners of her mouth twitched and kept asking me if I loved her.When I said I didn't love her, she cried even more fiercely. Every drop of tears was like a highly corrosive and deadly poison eroding my heart.


But no matter how much I feel sorry for her and how much I love her, I can't hug her and kiss her to dry the tears on her face and tell her that I'm lying to her by saying I don't love her.


An argument at the wedding was fruitless, but Xianhan was admitted to the hospital due to IBS.


Qin Fei called during the period. I was in a bad mood and I told her impatiently that Xianhan's condition was very bad. Now I don't have time to talk to her about the wedding and I have to stay in the hospital to take care of Xianhan.Unexpectedly, Qin Fei, who always knew how to read his face, lost control of his emotions.


She kept complaining on the phone, accusing me that I would rather be with a woman I didn't love than her fiancée.She accused me of being ruthless and cursed a cold-blooded and selfish man like me to die.


I suddenly realized that choosing to be with Qin Fei was a mistake at all.She's not someone I care about, I don't love her, so I have no reason to care about her, let alone feel guilty about being cold to her.From the matter of her and her father's loan, it is not difficult to see that she may really love me, but she does not love me to the point that she must. Perhaps, she loves my money more.I married her purely to fulfill my parents' last wish and not to let the Li family die, and all I can give her is material abundance.


Professor Zhan said that brain tumors can lead to a decrease in a man's libido, so I used this excuse to comfort myself when I repeatedly refused Qin Fei's initiative to propose sex.But in the end, I found that this was a wrong perception at all, because when Xianhan hugged me and rubbed against me, my body had a strong desire for her.I think, I just can't touch women other than Xianhan.


Since this is the case, then what is the meaning of the wedding between me and Qin Fei?It's better to let everything end, even if my parents crawled out of the grave and yelled at me as an unfilial descendant of Rangli's family, so what?


I must be Ji Xianhan (Gu Yuwei).


Just breaking up with Qin Fei doesn't mean choosing Xianhan.I refused to answer her sensitive topics like 'do you love me' or 'do you want me'.No matter how embarrassing or pitiful she was crying, no matter how uncomfortable I was, I would grit my teeth and not allow myself to compromise because of my soft heart.


But I love her after all.When she cried and beat me and said that I didn't love her and didn't want her and wanted to drive me away, I was worried about what would happen to her if she was stimulated again, so I had to follow her wishes.


It's just that everything is moving too fast.I just said that I want her to love her, but she was so bold to provoke/seduce my passion in the hospital ward.I know that she is afraid that what I said along with her is all perfunctory, and the verbal promises are no longer safe for her, and she needs a more drastic way to determine how true my feelings for her are.


In the next few days, I am still suffering in dire straits.While enjoying the happy time of the two of them getting along sweetly, at the same time, planning painfully how to make Xianhan leave me without being sad.


Xianhan invited me to eat at Qu Yi's place, I didn't expect that he would urge me to marry Xianhan.In the end, I truthfully replied that there was no way to be with Xianhan.And my answer aroused his vigilance.


Annoying things happened one after another, Qin Fei even used my medical records to threaten me to leave Xianhan and be with her.


For a moment, I sympathized with her.A woman who can't see the situation clearly, doesn't understand whether she is important in the eyes of others, and wants to gain both money and man, if she doesn't have my love, why does she think she can threaten me?Ask me generously if I want money, I can give it, but why do you need me, a dying person.


I wanted to let her go, let go of her father's company, for Xianhan's sake.


It's because she doesn't know how to cherish. When I was thinking about protecting her from any harm, Qin Fei was so stupid that he committed suicide to find Xianhan.


When I grabbed her by the neck, I saw fear in her eyes.Maybe she always thought that no matter how ruthless I was, I wouldn't be so ruthless as to kill a woman who was my fiancée. It was because she overestimated her own weight and didn't think me bad enough.There are rumors in the business world that Li Chenrui is cold, cruel, vicious, and vicious. Only the woman I love is qualified to let me soften my heart for her, compromise for her, and be desperate for her.


And Qin Fei, how many times do I have to tell you to understand that you are nothing to me.Then, dare to hurt my lover, kill without mercy!

(End of this chapter)