new wife of the president

Chapter 172

"Baby, where are you going!" Xianhan hurriedly followed out in the living room to stop Qu Sixuan who was rushing forward like crazy.


"Mommy, I dreamed that my father bled a lot... He was chasing me and asked me to stop. I'm going to find him. If he wakes up and doesn't see me, he will be anxious..." He said incoherently, just woke up Lai's still-awake eyes were full of bewilderment.


Xianhan, who really couldn't shed tears, felt her nose ache when she heard this.


"Baby, after the operation, Dad will be fine, so Mommy brought you back to rest, please don't run around, okay?"


"Is Dad really okay?" His wide eyes suddenly brightened, and his eyes were full of joy, "Mummy, can we go to the hospital to see Dad now? I really want to see him right away."


"Baby," Xianhan said with embarrassment, "Although Dad's surgery was successful, he is still in a coma and needs absolute rest, so we can't disturb him now to affect his treatment. Let's rest at home and wait." Dad wakes up and goes to see him again."


"...Then when will Dad wake up?" Qu Sixuan asked persistently.


Xianhan froze, not knowing how to answer him for a moment.


"Mummy, are you lying to me?" Qu Sixuan suddenly panicked, with a frightened and uneasy expression on his face. "Could it be Dad's operation... No, no... No, I haven't called him Dad yet, he will be fine..." He tried hard to dismiss the thought that he was extremely unwilling to face, comforting himself that he must Believe what mommy says, and firmly believe that daddy will wake up and call him baby again.


He kept hypnotizing himself, but the uneasiness in his body became more and more intense due to the formation of these thoughts.


"I'm going to the hospital!" He said firmly, pushing away Xianhan.


"Baby, don't be so stubborn and don't make me worry, okay?" Xianhan patted her forehead with a headache, "You have always been so understanding and considerate before, didn't you say that you are a strong man and not a naive child? ? You still said to take care of me, but how can you look like a man who can take care of me now that you are so willful?"


Qu Sixuan, who had his back to her, stopped short.


Xianhan sighed, realizing that she seemed to have said too much just now, so she couldn't help walking over to apologize, but when she turned around Qu Sixuan, she saw him biting his lower lip tightly and crying like rain.


Xianhan panicked, wiping away the tears that kept rolling down his face, feeling distressed and sad.


"I'm sorry, baby, it's Mommy's fault. You are Mommy's good son and good son. It's Mommy's fault. You cry so hard that Mommy loves you so much. Can you stop crying, baby?" She was really useless, To speak to the baby in such a bad tone, he is the son she owed for more than seven years, she didn't even have time to love and pet him, why was she willing to hurt him and make him cry.


Qu Sixuan smacked his face, letting tears flow from his fingers.


"Actually, I lied to all of you." He said suddenly.


Xianhan looked at him in surprise, but didn't say anything, but waited for him to continue asking.


"The real me is very cowardly and timid, neither calm nor restrained. I am sophisticated and precocious. I behave calmly and wisely in front of people. When I say it, people often look at it with admiration. But these are not the real me. The reason why I The hypocrisy of making yourself like that is entirely out of the psychology of protecting you."


He slapped his face and took a deep breath, then squatted down slowly, "I knew for a long time that you are not my aunt but my biological mother, and my father is not Boss Qu, but the one who caused your car accident. A man who lost his memory again. Boss Qu said that you love him very much, so I have been plotting a plan to get close to my father. In name, I want to get back the love you deserve, but in fact it is because I am very eager for the love of my biological father. .”


Sucking his nose, he continued, "You said before that you hoped that I would not be so grown-up, but like my peers who only know happiness but not troubles. I also want to be like this. Whenever I lie in your arms, I will I can't help but want to call you Mommy, I want to sleep with you and let you tell me bedtime stories every night. I want to hear my father call my son and make him proud of me...I also want to act like a baby to him willfully. I lost my temper, but it caused my father..." His thin sobs gradually became louder, crying until Xianhan's heart was twisted like a knife.


She never knew that there were so many secrets hidden in the baby's heart.She thought that his indifference and sophistication, which were different from his peers, were due to nature, but it turned out that everything was because of her.


She thought it wasn't that the baby hid his thoughts too well, but that she wasn't careful or caring enough at all so that he couldn't detect it at all.


Thinking of this, her tears also fell down one after another.


"I'm sorry, it's Mommy's fault." She knelt down and hugged his head into her arms, hot tears fell on his neck.


"Mommy..." Qu Sixuan let go of his hand covering his face, and hugged her back, sobbing.


"Baby, be yourself... Don't force yourself to do things you don't like because of Mommy, do whatever you want, follow your heart, don't force yourself, promise Mommy, okay?"


Qu Sixuan nodded and hugged her even tighter.


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Two days after the operation, Li Chenrui was still in a deep coma with no signs of waking up.


Qu Sixuan, who was forced to rest at home by Xianhan for two days, finally couldn't help but secretly ran to the hospital after Xianhan left, but could only look at the hospital bed in the room from a distance through several thick glass partition walls. Li Chenrui, who had no reaction to the outside world, blamed himself very much.


"I knew you should have come to the hospital." Qu Yi's voice suddenly came out from behind him.


Qu Sixuan's frowning eyebrows moved, but he didn't turn his head. He still concentrated on looking at Li Chenrui inside, unwilling to blink.He was so focused that he was afraid of missing something, as if Li Chenrui would suddenly open his eyes and smile at him in the next second.


"Run here without saying anything, without leaving a word or anything, do you know how worried your mommy is?" Xianhan, who didn't see Qu Sixuan at home after returning home, hurriedly called him to say that the little ghost was missing.While his heart was shaking, he immediately thought of the hospital, and sure enough, he found the person he was looking for in this place.


"When will he wake up?" Qu Sixuan finally shifted his gaze to Qu Yi and asked with concern.


(End of this chapter)