Descendants of Pangu in the Great Desolation

Chapter 210

"Hai Shizi, Miss is vomiting blood. Go over and have a look." A woman dressed like a maid in a goose yellow dress hurried into Bihai Pavilion.

I heard the sound and pushed the door out of the house, and seeing that it was Yu Xin's maid, Wan Xiang, I quickly asked, "Wan Xiang, what happened?" The clear porridge was sent over. Before the young lady took two sips, she kept coughing, and finally vomited a mouthful of blood into the porridge." When I heard this, I hurriedly said, "Follow me quickly," and hurried to Xin Mengju ran away.It has been more than a month since I left Qingsong Valley and returned to the mansion. Not long after I returned to the mansion, I felt that Yu Xin's body was not as good as before. After checking her pulse in detail, I found that her body is very weak now, and with her current physical condition In terms of life, I'm afraid I won't live long.To avoid panic among the family members, I only said that she suffered from a bit of wind and cold and that she may not have slept well.At this moment, I suddenly received a flying sword letter from Fairy Qiongxiao, the third aunt, saying that she had heard that there was a trace of Zhixian on Nanluo Mountain in Wanzhou.After getting this news, I wanted to get up and go to Nanluoshan, but I couldn't do without, so I had to ask Xiaoyou to go to Nanluoshan for me.So while I was perfunctory to everyone, I prepared various tonics to replenish Yu Xin's body, hoping to last until Xiaoyou, who was going to Nanluo Mountain, came back.But since Xiaoyou left the mansion for nearly a month, not only did no news come back, but Yu Xin's body became weaker and weaker, and the thing I was most worried about finally happened.

"Cousin Xin, how are you?" I opened the door and walked into the room, seeing Yu Xin lying on the bed with a pale face, I hurried forward and asked.Yu Xin said weakly: "It's much better." I put my hand on her veins and probed carefully.After a while, I let go of my hand and said, "It's nothing, Cousin Xin, take a rest, and I'll come back when I go." Then I told Ban Xiang to take good care of her, and pushed the door to go out.I returned to Xinmengju with a bowl of hot water from the kitchen in the south courtyard, and took out the Zhixue Huanhun Pill that Chang'e left a year ago before leaving from the brocade bag on my waist, and handed it to Yu Xin together, "Xin Cousin, swallow this pill." Yu Xin was helped up by Wan Xiang and sat up, took the pill and water from my hand, and swallowed it down.Afterwards, Yu Xin waved her hand at Wan Xiang and said, "Wan Xiang, go and see if Han'er is awake?" Upon hearing this, Wan Xiang nodded and said, "Yes, miss," then turned and walked out.After Wanxiang left, Yu Xin grabbed my right hand and said to me: "Hai'er, tell me the truth, doesn't she have many days left?" I have suffered from a bit of wind and cold, and I will get better in a few days." Yu Xin shook her head and said, "Hai'er, don't hide it from me, I know my body well, I'm afraid I won't last long." I hurriedly said: " Cousin Xin, don't be so depressed. Believe me, I will definitely have a way to cure you." Yu Xin smiled weakly and said, "I believe you can cure me, but I'm afraid I won't be able to last until then." I He patted the back of her hand and said, "Cousin Xin, as long as Xiaoyou comes back, you will be saved. Believe me, you must hold on. You still have to watch Han'er grow up and bloom." Mentioning Han'er, Yu Xin's eyes were slightly red, and she lamented: "I am most worried about Han'er. My husband is missing now, and I want to let go again, what should I do with Han'er?" As she spoke, tears flowed down her eyes out.I picked up the silk silk that was put aside, handed it to her and said, "Cousin Xin, isn't there still me here? Even if I fail, there is still mother and sister Axiu." After wiping her tears, Yu Xin said: " Hai'er, my sister has something to ask, I wonder if you can agree?" I said casually, "Just say what you have to say, we sister and brother can't talk about a word of begging." Yu Xin paused and said, "I want to send Han to you." I entrust my son to you, please wait for me to bring him up."

"This...isn't it appropriate?" I asked in surprise.Yu Xin said: "I know this may be difficult for you, but I really can't think of a second candidate." I hurriedly said: "That's not what I said. It's just that you said that, I think it's a bit sudden. You entrust Wouldn't it be better to give it to Brother Jing and Sister Axiu?" Yu Xin shook her head and said, "Actually, I have considered this matter for a long time before I made this decision. You know, my uncle wants to have a grandson, and besides, A Jing has already married After half a year, I haven't seen any movement in Axiu's stomach. My uncle didn't say anything, but secretly he didn't know how anxious he was. If I entrusted Han'er to them, and they would concentrate on Han'er, wouldn't my uncle's grandson dream? It's even far away." I asked: "Then you can rest assured that you can entrust Han'er to me? I'm not good at taking care of children, but the little boy is still with my mother." Yu Xin She smiled and said, "This is my intuition as a mother. I knew you would be a good father when I saw you changing the diaper half a year ago. Although you were in a hurry at the time, you were very organized. , there is no flaw at all. In fact, I think it is out of my selfishness to entrust Han'er to you. I know that you will not ignore Han'er for your own son. After all, you still have a little boy. I believe you will They treat everyone equally." After I finished listening, I asked curiously: "Cousin Xin, do you think I will really be a good father?" Yu Xin asked back: "Why do you say that? Don't you think you can't be a good father?" Daddy?" I shook my head and said, "I never thought so. Back then when Daddy asked me to adopt Xiaomaozi as an adopted son, I didn't really agree with it. I was bound by this identity. That's why I revealed that brother Jing liked sister Axiu. I wanted my father to change his original intention and let brother Jing accept him. But in the end it didn't go as I thought. I still have some things to do, so I left him with my mother. Even if I go back to the mansion now, I still leave him with my mother, except to visit him every day when I say hello to my parents. I haven't seen him, and even my mother complained about me, but I still find all kinds of excuses to avoid it. Hearing what you said today, I am really at a loss. If you say that I am like this, I will really be a Are you a good daddy? Can I really take good care of Han'er?" Yu Xin patted the back of my hand and said, "I understand what you said. There was a time when I had your concerns." I asked hurriedly "You thought about it too. When was that?" Yu Xin thought for a while and said, "It should have been when Han'er was just born. At that time, my husband was missing, and my parents were sent by the emperor to Wu County to serve as Daotai. , For a moment, I felt as if the sky was falling down. In addition, Han'er looked thin and small when he was born. I didn't know how to take care of him. I was afraid that if I didn't do that well, I would hurt him. So, I just I left him in Wanxiang's care, and I didn't even look at him later." I interrupted and said, "What happened then?" Yu Xin continued, "Until one day, Wanxiang didn't go to the house because of something. , Han'er, who had been sleeping soundly, suddenly woke up and burst into tears. I thought he would stop crying when he was tired.Crying, and besides, Wan Xiang will be back soon, so he didn't pay much attention and let him cry there.Unexpectedly, he cried louder and louder, but Wan Xiang still didn't come back.I was also disturbed by his crying, so I got up and walked towards him.When I came to the cradle, I saw big teardrops hanging from the corners of his eyes, with a grievance on his face.Suddenly, my heart hurt so badly, I hugged him hastily, patted his back like Wan Xiang, subconsciously unbuttoned his chest, and fed him for the first time.Looking at his smile when he sucked my milk, I felt really happy at that moment.Since that time, I began to accept him, and gradually I found that my life is more exciting because of him. "

"Is that really the case?" I asked in disbelief.Yu Xin nodded and said: "Trust me, as long as you treat yourself as Xiao Maozi's father and truly accept him, I guarantee that you will feel the same as me." Han'er walked in and said, "Miss, the young master has been crying and fussing since he woke up. I think he misses his mother." As he spoke, he handed Han'er in his arms to Yu Xin.Yu Xin took Han'er, patted him on the back and said, "Why, do you want to kiss my mother?" As soon as the words fell, Han'er stopped crying immediately, and stretched out her two small hands to grab him in vain. Grabbed it, had a great time playing, completely lost the appearance of crying and making noise just now.I saw the kind smile on Yu Xin's face, and then smiled and said: "Okay, since Han'er misses her mother, I won't bother you mother and son here. Cousin Xin, what you just said Yes, I promise you!" Yu Xin smiled gratifiedly at me, then lowered her head and continued to tease the child in her arms.I got up and explained to Wanxiang, then turned and left Xinmengju, but instead of going back to Bihai Pavilion, I walked towards Purple Bamboo Garden.

(End of this chapter)