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Chapter 40

There was no bathtub in the cramped bathroom, Yu Younuan stood under the hot water nozzle for a long time before he recovered a bit.This kind of thing is not inferior to suffering, it is just a man's carnival, and to her, it is just the price that has to be paid for the married life. If she can not even pay this price, then the marriage is almost perfect.

After changing clothes, I went to the kitchen. The pot of porridge I cooked last night was gone, and the kitchen was cleaned up.

On the bedside table, on the refrigerator door, where ordinary people are used to leaving messages, there is not a single note.

Yu Younuan picked up the phone and wanted to call Zuo Wen, but when the last number was dialed, it was cut off again.At this time, if you chase too closely, it will be too cheap.

Yu Younuan ordered takeaway for lunch.The TV remote control was almost fired by her all afternoon, Zuo Wen still didn't get home.Yu Younuan couldn't bear to call Andy.

"Miss Yu, Mr. Zuo is on a business trip to City C."

Yu Younuan was aggrieved and angry, sitting on the sofa with her knees hugged. She had sacrificed her physical discomfort and tried her best to accommodate Zuo Wen, but now she was in a daze, and her marriage still had no future in sight.

She thought she saw hope last night, but Zuo Wen undoubtedly poured a lot of cold water on Yu Younuan today.The physical contact did not bring them closer, but shattered all of Yu Younuan's unrealistic fantasies.It was just a drunken mess and sex, which did not help the relationship between them at all, but only added to the embarrassment.

Zuo Wen may have let go of his defenses when he was drunk, but once he sobered up, he became terribly rational again.

Yu Younuan wiped her tears with the back of her hand. In fact, she didn't know how far she could go. Zuo Wen was obviously unwilling to forgive, and how long could she go if she was left alone, five years, ten years?As long as Yu Younuan thinks that every day in the future will be as deserted and lonely as today, he feels terrible.

Against the backdrop of last night's blazing heat, this kind of desolation seemed particularly stinging, at least Yu Younuan felt that he couldn't stand it anymore.

Or maybe she didn't really love Zuo Wen that much, just because Zuo Wen happened to be her husband, and he happened to help her when she was most vulnerable, so she mistakenly thought she was in love with him?Yu Younuan couldn't find the answer.But one thing is certain, since she didn't fall in love with Zuo Wen in the eight years before she lost her memory, can this also prove in disguise that she actually doesn't love Zuo Wen?

Yu Younuan stood up from the sofa as if she had found a life-saving straw, and called Lao Wang.

The pharmacy is open 24 hours. When Yu Younuan saw the sign of the pharmacy in the car, he subconsciously touched his stomach.No matter how poor Miss Yu is, she will never be willing to degenerate to the point where she uses her children to keep a man.She once imagined that she and Zuo Wen could have a lovely girl, but the premise was that she would have a loving father and a complete family.

"Uncle Wang, stop the car and wait for me here." Yu Younuan said, she went into the pharmacy to buy medicine, took it with mineral water on the spot, and then returned to the car with a blank expression.

For the next half month, Yu Younuan did not receive any information from Zuo Wen, but Guan Zhaochen personally sent over the script that his studio was about to start shooting.

When Sister Hui saw Guan Zhaochen, she couldn't help but look at Yu Younuan in surprise, "Miss." There was disapproval in that look.It seemed that Sister Hui also knew about her relationship with Guan Zhaochen.

"Sister Hui, pour a glass of water for Mr. Guan." Yu Younuan said, she looked at Guan Zhaochen, "I'll read the script first and then contact you."

"Don't worry, I invited Chen Zhengshan to be the director of this play. If you are interested, we can meet up." Guan Zhaochen said.

Chen Zhengshan is a top director in the country, and every movie has a box office guarantee. Investors will flock to the movies directed by him like mosquitoes seeing blood. They can no longer put on a noble air.

Yu Younuan looked at Guan Zhaochen with a smile, "You shouldn't be short of my money, right?"

Guan Zhaochen said with a smile: "Who would think too much money?"

Yu Younuan said, "Are you still the male lead in this drama?"

Guan Zhaochen shook his head, "I'm getting older, I can't always be an idol in front of the silver screen, I'm too tired, I want to gradually go behind the scenes."

Yu Younuan nodded, but couldn't find anything to say.

Guan Zhaochen said: "Okay, I should go too, there will be an announcement later, if you are interested in reading the script, you can call me."

Yu Younuan got up and sent Yu Younuan out, and when she turned around, she saw Sister Hui's eyes of disapproval. "Miss, sir, he..."

Yu Younuan is not at all willing to hear Zuo Wen's name now, "Don't mention this person to me again. If Sister Hui is reluctant to bear Zuo Wen, you can go to his apartment to help."

"Miss." Sister Hui seemed to see the sharp Yu before amnesia and warmed up again.

(End of this chapter)