south wind into my arms

Chapter 35 Thank you

After that, Lu Sheng remained silent, quietly taking small bites.She would eat whatever Nanfeng gave her, chewing at a constant speed, silently.

She kept her head buried all the time, and he could only see the top of her jet-black hair, and her petite and delicate face bulging under the pull of her occlusal muscles.

She is as cute as a Chihuahua.

The more well-behaved she was, the more sad Nanfeng was. He forced himself to look away, not to look at her.

I'm afraid I can't help but regret it.

After this meal, the atmosphere became a little depressing.Emotions are easily contagious, even the most heartless Ding Xiaoxiao suddenly feels sad when he thinks of parting.She persuaded Lu Sheng a few words, but Lu Sheng didn't say anything other than nodding.On the contrary, Ding Xiaoxiao made himself even more sad.

Nanfeng drank a lot of beer.Ding Xiaoxiao drank more, and then got drunk, holding Xu Zhiyao's hand and calling "Dad" all the time.Xu Zhiyao really wanted to agree, but for some reason today, the emperor suddenly possessed him, so he was embarrassed to take advantage of others.He had no choice but to help her go out without complaint, complaining as he walked, "Eldest sister, you are too fat..."

Nanfeng took a taxi and asked Xu Zhiyao to take Ding Xiaoxiao back to the hotel first.He and Lu Sheng didn't get in the car and were walking on the road. He felt that Lu Sheng was in a bad mood and wanted to talk to her.

The two walked under the bright night lights.Lu Sheng was wearing a short red double-breasted cashmere jacket from MiuMiu, with a youthful and sweet atmosphere; casual jeans and brown short leather boots, with straight, slender and powerful legs.

Most of her clothes are bought by Nanfeng.Nanfeng doesn't care much about buying his own clothes, but he really likes to dress up Lu Sheng.It felt amazing. Every time he saw Lu Sheng wearing the clothes he bought beautifully, he felt a sense of accomplishment.

Now Lu Sheng was walking beside him, with his hands in his pockets, his head buried in silence.Nanfeng put his tone very softly, and coaxed her: "Lu Sheng, you are already an adult, you should go to practice and practice. You can't stay by my side forever, right?"

She nodded slightly.

Nanfeng: "Coach Li Weiguo of the provincial team is very experienced and easy to get along with. I'm relieved to entrust you to him, and you should also rest assured."

Nod again.

Nanfeng: "It's not about life and death. I will still watch you if you have a game in the future. Well, even if there is no game, I will often go to see you, okay?"

nod.

Nanfeng: "When you are in the provincial team, get along well with your teammates. However, don't suffer. If anyone makes things difficult for you, you must tell me. If you don't adapt, tell me too. Don't be bored, you know? "

Lu Sheng just nodded with his head buried, without any other response.Nan Feng felt helpless, "Lu Sheng..."

Lu Sheng raised his head.She bit her lip, eyes filled with tears, and looked up at him.The light was projected down, and her tears reflected the light.That weak light pierced his chest like an arrow, making him feel unbearable pain in his heart.He really wanted to hold her hand and tell her not to go anywhere, but to stay by his side.

But he can't.Lu Sheng is still a child and has no ability to discern, but he is not.He can't crush a child's fragile future because of his own selfishness.He sighed and raised his hand to stroke Lu Sheng's head.

Lu Sheng's tears rolled down, she pursed her mouth aggrievedly, and whispered, "May I not go to the provincial team, but just follow you."

Nanfeng said with difficulty, "Lu Sheng, do you know that a good coach needs absolute calmness and a lot of experience. I don't have both of these, and I can't even train you with all my heart. So I can't be a good coach , at least not now."

"It's okay, I can wait."

"You can't wait, Lu Sheng, you will be 17 soon, and now is the most critical period of your career, you can't wait a day."

"Then... why can't you go to the provincial team together..." It seemed that she also knew that this request was a little selfish, so her voice was very soft, and the more she spoke, the more powerless she became.

Nanfeng smiled wryly, "I have my own life too."

"But isn't the Grand Slam our dream?"

He lowered his eyes, all the emotions in his eyes were covered by long eyelashes, and he sighed softly, like a lonely song covered with dew.He said: "Lu Sheng, that's your dream, not mine. I... have no dreams anymore."

When Lu Sheng and Nanfeng returned to the hotel, they saw Ding Xiaoxiao squatting at the door singing, and Xu Zhiyao stood with his back against the wall, listening to her singing.Seeing Lu Sheng's red eyes, Xu Zhiyao glanced at Nanfeng with some dissatisfaction.

Under normal circumstances, Nanfeng would not care about Xu Zhiyao's eyes.

Lu Sheng asked Xu Zhiyao strangely, "Didn't I give you the room card?" She and Ding Xiaoxiao shared a standard room.

Xu Zhiyao slightly rolled his eyes, and pointed at Ding Xiaoxiao, "She stole it away and refused to give it to me."

Nan Feng bent down to Ding Xiaoxiao, "Give me the room card."

Ding Xiaoxiao stopped singing and looked at him in confusion, "Who are you?"

"I am your father."

Xu Zhiyao's eyelids twitched slightly, and he had to admire Coach Nan's shamelessness.

Ding Xiaoxiao squinted her eyes and smirked, "Father, where is my mother?"

"Give me your room card, and I'll tell you."

Ding Xiaoyu handed over the room card obediently.Nanfeng directed her to lie on the bed and told her that she could see her mother when she woke up.This guy really fell asleep.

Xu Zhiyao sighed, "You are really good at coaxing children."

"Nonsense. I haven't done anything these past few years, just coax the children."

Xu Zhiyao was not so happy to hear this.

Then Nanfeng left Lu Sheng to rest, and he called Xu Zhiyao to his room.

Straight to the point, Nanfeng said to Xu Zhiyao, "Do you know why I haven't taken care of you like I took care of Lu Sheng all these years?"

Xu Zhiyao blurted out: "Because you don't like me?"

"I really don't like you very much."

Xu Zhiyao: Why do you have to be so upright...

"But that's not the main reason." Nan Feng continued.

Xu Zhiyao twitched the corner of his mouth, "Then why?"

Nan Feng didn't answer, but changed the subject and asked, "Have you been doing math Olympiad questions lately?"

"En." Xu Zhiyao nodded.

Teacher Kang gave him a test paper every week for him to do. There was no time limit, and it didn't matter what method he used to answer the questions, as long as the final result was correct.If he made a mistake, Teacher Kang would point it out, but he would not tell him the correct answer, and let him figure it out on his own. If he really couldn't figure it out, he could turn to a reference book for help.

But, so far, he has not encountered any problems that he can't figure out.In other words, he used his own way to answer all the Olympiad questions given by Mr. Kang.Sometimes, he would try to come up with multiple solutions to a question, and find the best one among them.

Not only that, but he is doing the questions much faster now than at the beginning. Doing a set of Olympiad questions a week is completely regarded as a relaxation program after training, and he is not tired after doing it.This habit has been maintained until now.

At this moment, Nanfeng said, "Xu Zhiyao, you are not as interested in tennis as you are in mathematics. Your heart is not in tennis, you play without goals and directions. So I always thought that you would not walk on tennis. How far. Even, your insistence on fighting until now has exceeded my expectations."

Xu Zhiyao blinked, "So?"

"So," Nanfeng suddenly sighed and said, "If you don't have a dream, why go far away."

Xu Zhiyao froze for a moment.A face appeared in front of his eyes, a delicate and stubborn face.He pursed his lips and said, "Coach, not everyone has a dream. I even think that even if some people have dreams, their dreams are blindly followed. Just talk about it. Have a firm dream like Lu Sheng And those who work hard for it are a minority. Most people live in a world far from their dreams, but people still have to live and do things. You say I have no dreams, I admit it, but you persuade me to give up tennis, I I don’t agree. I’m just looking for something I like to do, even if I don’t intend to make great achievements in this thing, but I still have the right to do it.”

Nan Feng twitched the corner of his mouth, and looked at him mockingly, "Do you like tennis? You like it to the point where you cry when you suffer a little bit of training?"

"I……"

He still wanted to argue, but Nanfeng waved his hand lightly, and said, "I'm done talking here, you are free to choose what you want, I only have one sentence."

"what?"

Nanfeng looked at him, his gaze was as hard, cold and sharp as a scalpel.He said, "Don't disturb Lu Sheng."

On January 1, the New Year's Day holiday is not over yet.However, for professional athletes, such things as "national statutory holidays" exist like clouds.The tennis team was operating normally, and Lu Sheng and Xu Zhiyao also came to the T city tennis team on this day.

Nanfeng and Ding Xiaoxiao sent the two of them to the gate.

The T City Tennis Team looked low-key from the outside, no different from an ordinary business unit, clean and slightly outdated.The four big characters "Celebrating New Year's Day" pasted outside the door have not fallen off, and the cold wind blows, making a hissing sound.

Coach Li Weiguo came to pick them up at the door.Except for Nanfeng, the other three Li Weiguo met for the first time, and he shook hands solemnly.Both Lu Sheng and Xu Zhiyao are quite handsome, good-looking children are always easy to give people a good impression, Li Weiguo is in a good mood, when he held Ding Xiaoxiao's hand, Ding Xiaoxiao said excitedly, "Hello Coach Li, I It’s Ding Xiaoxiao, a professional sports doctor, and he’s coming to the provincial team for an interview next week, please give me your advice!”

"Oh, hello, hello." Coach Li smiled and gave Nanfeng a questioning look.

Nanfeng knew that Coach Li was asking him if this Ding Xiaoxiao needed to seek "care". The tennis team in T City is a strong team in the country. There are many people who want to become doctors here, and the competition is fierce.That's why Coach Li asked this question.

Nanfeng smiled and said, "Coach Li, our doctor's professional skills are very good, you will know when the time comes." The implication is that this guy can also enter the provincial team with his own ability, without the need for Coach Li to run around.

Coach Li smiled and nodded.

Lu Sheng was pulling a large suitcase.The suitcase was bought by Nanfeng for her. It is pink. She thinks this color is super naive, like a child's.What was even more childish was that there was a large box of candy in the suitcase, and after Nanfeng bought it, he told her not to eat too much.

My heart suddenly felt sour and uncomfortable, and I especially wanted to hug him.

In order to deceive others and achieve his goal, Lu Sheng hugged Ding Xiaoxiao first, then got into Nanfeng's arms, and hugged him carefully.

Nan Feng hugged Lu Sheng's slender body with one hand, raised his other hand, and stroked her hair. He pressed against her ear and called her softly: "Lu Sheng."

"Ok?"

"Thank you."

I fell from the clouds and fell into the endless dead water.It was you who broke into my world, lingering with me, lingering in the aftermath of dreams.You warm me with your companionship and strip me from painful memories.Others only see what I give to you, but who knows the strength I draw from you?
So, Lu Sheng, thank you.

Thank you for coming into my life.

(End of this chapter)