all the mornings

Chapter 47 The Night Comes (6)
"Sichuan, there is only one step between dream and reality. I just need to open my eyes to walk from dream to you." Xiaoyu's eyes full of tears were full of sadness, "When you asked me, I heard Your voice. I know that Sichuan is outside, and I know that as soon as I wake up, you will be in front of me. Sichuan, you always say that dreams have no voice, why can I hear you calling me?"

"Because I love you, because you know that I love you. Because you love me too, you are not willing to leave me alone." Li Sichuan held her face and kissed, "My dear, my most beloved, all the love in the world The sum of love is not as much as I love you. My love is too heavy, your dream is too light, it can't carry you to fly, you can only come back."

"Sichuan, you are my guardian angel. With you here, I won't go anywhere." Xiao Yu kissed him back, "I remembered everything, I remembered that I killed my mother. The car was rolling towards me At that time, a light flashed in my head, reminding me that I killed my mother."

Xiao Yu covered her face and cried bitterly, "It turned out to be me."

Li Sichuan wiped away tears for her, "It's not you, it's a coincidence. According to you, do you know that Yingying saved you just now?"

"Yingying?" Only now did Xiao Yu recall Yingying's terrified face when the car slid just now, "How is she? Are you frightened?" She propped herself up from Li Sichuan's chest and looked for Yingying.Seeing the rosy and round-faced daughter sleeping in the front seat, she felt relieved, "Baby is asleep?"

"Let her sleep, sleep is the best self-healing method. Dreams will soothe nervous nerves, and only after complete relaxation will there be no sequelae, like you." Li Sichuan hugged her tightly, he needed such intimacy to dispel the tension in his heart anxiety.

Xiao Yu snuggled into his arms again, "You said just now that Yingying saved me?"

"I saw you in a daze, and you didn't give way when the car came. In a hurry, I smashed all the shells on your head. I picked up these shells for Yingying. You see, Yingying likes shells. Baby picks up shells, I hit you with a shell, you wake up, fall sideways, the car doesn't hit you. Very clear narrative. That is, A leads to B, B leads to C, C leads to D, then, from A It is inevitable to reach D, and it can be deduced from this.”

"Go back to the incident back then. Your father cheated and your mother was sad. In order not to make your mother sad, you broke your father's car, and your mother drove your father's car. The result was an accident. In this incident , The inference from A to D is that because of your father's cheating, your mother had an accident, and you are just one of the links, and the incentive has never changed."

"You have been blaming yourself for too long, and you have taken all the faults by yourself. Now you know why the happier we are, the more you push me away. Your sense of guilt does not allow you to have such happiness. Your mother You didn’t have it back then, and you think you killed your mother, of course you have no right to have it.”

"But in fact, I did kill my mother. Even if I go to court and have you as my defense lawyer, and let the judge and jury decide, I will still be manslaughter." Xiao Yu trembled, "I am no longer five As a [-]-year-old child, the sense of guilt can't make me choose to forget about this incident again. I have escaped for this for the rest of my life, and I want to tell my father the truth."

"Is he qualified to judge you?" Li Sichuan asked: "If he hadn't broken his oath and family, how could all this have happened? Think about his second wife, what did he do to her? Think about you Sister, what did she do wrong to be hurt and humiliated by her husband?"

"It's the most irresponsible to blame others for a personal cross." Xiaoyu said, "I will tell my father that I did all of this. I resented him for so many years and broke his heart. , I'm sorry for him."

"I agree that your father and daughter can reconcile. I'm afraid that you will find yourself in a blind alley and live a good life. But in the end, you will toss yourself and me." Li Sichuan reminded her: "Yingying likes it very much. I'm with her."

"Xiao Yu," someone knocked on the door outside the car window, "it's me."

A face appeared outside the car window, and Li Sichuan and Xiao Yu almost screamed in fright.

Yu Xiushan said, "It's me. I heard everything."

Xiao Yu opened the car door, jumped out of the car, and stepped on the wet and cold sand with a pair of feet wearing only socks.Li Sichuan got out of the car from the other side and found her shoes by the headlights.Those shoes were really good shoes, worthy of the price of several thousand yuan a pair, but they were only squashed and not broken into two pieces.He picked it up, broke it off, propped up the upper of the shoe, squatted down and put it on Xiaoyu's foot.

He did all this so naturally, it was the most natural thing in the world to put on shoes for his wife.After putting both shoes on for Xiao Yu, he stood up and said hello to Yu Xiushan, "Dad, you're here, why haven't you seen your car?"

Yu Xiushan explained: "I don't know why you came here? It's been deserted for a long time, and no one has ever come here. The GPS showed that there is no road here. I parked the car on the road above and saw lights here. I came down to look for you. I don’t know if this light is from you. It’s in the wilderness here, and I dare not call out. What if it’s a gangster? I called your mobile phone, but there was no sound from the mobile phone.”

Li Sichuan took out his mobile phone and took a look. The mobile phone that was still available just now didn't even have a message."The magnetic field in this place is really weird," he said.

Everything that happened just now is related to the abnormal magnetic field, right?

Yu Xiushan ignored his interruption, and said to Xiaoyu: "Xiaoyu, Dad confessed to you one thing, your mother had a car accident back then, it had nothing to do with you, it was all my fault."

Xiao Yu insisted: "I broke the car, and my mother was in the car accident. You don't need to comfort me."

Yu Xiushan shook his head and said, "No, the car is not damaged at all. I asked the people from the accident department of the police station to salvage the car and check it. There is no damage to the car. They found the hair rope you mentioned and tied it to the capacitor. They also asked me what was going on, and I couldn't figure out why a rope was tied here. You know the car got stuck in the river mud, and after being salvaged, it was just an ordinary cotton rope covered in black mud. Can't see what it is."

"Father..." Xiao Yu didn't believe it, "You just said that to alleviate my guilt."

"No." Yu Xiushan said: "Your mother was angry with me and said that no woman, including children, could enter her house unless she died. I was so angry that I yelled at her, 'Then you Go to hell, no matter what, I want this son.' You know when couples quarrel, they always say it's dead or alive. I don't think she would really do that, just say 'you can't stop me from wanting a son .'Your mother rushed out when she heard that she was going out and drove my car." He shook his head and said, "She didn't necessarily want to die, but she did drive out in a rage. In that case, I don't know what she would do. What kind of decision will be made?"

Li Sichuan muttered, "I only know how a five-year-old girl can tell the difference between the brake cable and the oil pipe..."

Yu Xiushan said: "I'm sorry, I thought your symptoms when you were young, such as sleepwalking and ghosts, were caused by being unable to bear such a big stimulus. I didn't know it was because you thought you killed your mother and were responsible Guilt. If I had known earlier, I should have shown you the car inspection report when you could read. Xiaoyu, I have been very successful in my career all my life, but I am sorry for your mother and you. I am obedient to you, just want to Make up for my mistakes."

After Yu Xiushan finished speaking, he left them and walked towards the beach.When the moon rises above the surface of the sea on the fifth day of the lunar new year, it is just a thin curved hook.But this light is enough to illuminate the dark night sky.

Yu Xiushan shouted to the sea: "Aying, if you are here, tell Xiaoyu. As for me, I don't need your forgiveness. I have a son, and my kingdom has an heir. Even you, no matter what you are now, It can't be stopped."

A gust of sea breeze passed by, chilling people's bones.Xiao Yu shivered.Li Sichuan took out a thin velvet shawl from under the wheel and wrapped it tightly around her.

Hearing Yu Xiushan yelling to Dahai and his dead wife in the air, Li Sichuan sighed and said: "Nothing can stop a man from wanting a son. Look at the media tycoon Murdoch, in order to marry A young wife has an heir, so she can use all kinds of tricks. Freezing sperm, sterilization, divorce and remarriage, marrying a wife and having children, which one can his ex-wife stop?"

Xiao Yu remained silent.

"Son is his life's pursuit, as important as his career, your guilt is worthless in his eyes." Li Sichuan continued: "Xiao Yu, your grandma's first seven days are over, God It’s getting dark, she has come back before. Your father also expressed his opinion that he would rather have his son than ask your mother’s forgiveness. He never thinks that he did something wrong. Can you let go of your obsession with this side? Read it?"

Xiao Yu looked up at him.

"And your guilt and fear of the shadow of death, it's time to let go. We have our lives, we have Baby, and Baby wants a brother or sister, and we can try to satisfy her. You Say?"

Xiao Yu tiptoed to kiss him, "We're going to Xi'an tomorrow."

Li Sichuan hugged her tightly on his chest, "Okay, I'll book a ticket when I get back, and go home tomorrow."

(End of this chapter)