This palace is from modern day 2

Chapter 385
It doesn't matter who the child's father is, as long as his mother is Yanran.

But...she still looked at me sadly, and I almost ran away from her sight in embarrassment.

She once said, Nangongchen, let's have a baby.

I said yes, but my heart was getting colder slightly.

Yanran, how should I tell you, the pain in my heart?

The Empress Dowager found out about this for some reason, and then Yan Ran told me that she was going to choose a concubine for me.

Her cold tone seemed to predict that I would tell the Empress Dowager about it. I looked at her leaving back and clenched my hands helplessly.

How could I let others hurt her, and how could I tell the Empress Dowager?

The state affairs are very busy these days, and I have been handling her affairs secretly, but...why does she treat me like this after doing so much?

I was a little powerless, so powerless that I didn't know what to do.

Concubine Xuan... Has she given up standing on the same side with me?Well, I'm tired too, the pressure from the court, the pressure from the harem, since she has given up, then why should I persist?
Just choose.

Thirty beauties, but she chose them like a child's play, casually, my attitude is more casual than hers.

Her child is gone...the empress dowager is dead...the successive funerals in the palace make me really tired.

She was very calm, she refused to see me.

I know she blames me for not protecting her well.

However, that child really passed away in this way, no one harmed him, really no one.

I feel that because of the passing of this child, I have lost something, and the distance from Yanran is so far... It seems to be in the sky.

Why is this happening?

I made Nangong Hui the king and drove him away from the palace. If he is not around, I will feel worried every day.

How could he be so naive as Yanran said?He is a copy of his father, it's no wonder he has no ambition, but it's better for Yanran not to know about men, so as not to hurt her heart.

Because of the death of the Empress Dowager these days, the relationship between me and her has eased a lot, but sometimes her indifference makes me really worried.

Assassinated, the sword was wounded in my heart, but I just bandaged it casually and walked to Kunning Palace. I was afraid that she would be held hostage by the assassin like last time, and disappear again, but... what I saw was that she died with the help of her. Threats protect wizards.

The letter that I deliberately forgot, the provocation of "send you a child" reappeared in front of my eyes again, I couldn't believe that Yanran would treat me like this for such a man.

The pain in my heart was about to make me faint, but she only cared about protecting the assassin in front of her.

Yanran, to you, is everyone more important than me?

Since this is the case, what are you left to do? Let's go, let you go away, let me bear all the pain.

Anyway, I was abandoned by you a long time ago...

After reluctantly speaking the words of Fei Hou, I finally passed out. Before I fell down, I really wanted to die like this.

But... I still woke up, and she no longer exists in my life.

(End of this chapter)