The end of the marriage: the CEO's husband is too dangerous

Chapter 184

Mu Li couldn't help stopping his pace, leaning his back against the wall on the side of the monastery, holding his breath and listening quietly.

A strong premonition came to her heart inexplicably, she could feel that this might be the only time that she was able to stand closest to Lin Jinqian's heart.

"Benefactor Lin can't let go of his obsession. It's hard to protect himself. It's wrong to worry about others." An elderly voice sounded deep and deep, sounding like a monk with profound morality.

Lin Jinqian's tone was still indifferent, as indifferent as a wisp of smoke burning in this temple, "Master, watching me walk along the way, knows my thoughts. These words of persuasion are useless, so why bother?"

"Do you know why I have not agreed to let you convert?"

Convert?Mu Li was startled, does Lin Jinqian want to convert to Buddhism?How could he have such an idea?
Mu Li's heart seemed to have been stabbed deeply. She really couldn't imagine that a person who looked so stiff on the outside would think in his heart that all things are empty and he would convert to Buddhism.

"Now that I am full of sins, I no longer expect the Buddha to accept me."

"My Buddha is merciful. As long as he can put down the butcher's knife, he will still be tolerant to the person holding the butcher's knife. However, you don't have a butcher's knife in your hand, but you are too obsessed with it and cannot forgive yourself."

"Master was joking, I don't have a butcher's knife in my hand, but I'm already stained with blood that can't be washed away in this life."

"Benefactor Lin can't let go of his obsessions. The kalpas of this life and the present cannot be overcome. The cycle of reincarnation in the next life will continue, endless. All living beings in the world are like Benefactor Lin, blinded by ignorance, wandering in the sea of ​​life and death, and there is no end to reincarnation."

"Thank you for your guidance, master. I have made up my mind. Even if I wander in the sea of ​​suffering for life after life, I will have no complaints or regrets."

"Then what about the person you care about? You don't care about yourself, but you really care about her, so how can you be willing to let her go up and down in the secular world?"

Lin Jinqian slowly raised his eyes, a pair of dark eyes bravely and resolutely faced the Buddha, he was still kneeling on the ground without getting up, his hands wrapped around the beads tightly together, as if holding his obsession, even facing the Buddha, refused to let go.

The master sighed heavily, "In this life, in the next life, in the next life, and in the next eight lives, maybe only in this reciprocating cycle of life and death will you get bored and want to let go of your greed and give up all greed. Love finds release."

"I hope that with the auspicious words of the master, a person like me who is burdened with sins can be liberated in the long cycle of life and death."

Lin Jinqian was so stubborn that he was almost obstinate, the master shook his head helplessly and sighed, and wanted to say something more to persuade him, but when he saw that Lin Jinqian had already kowtowed to the Buddha, he fell silent.

After Lin Jinqian knelt down and stood up, the master found an opportunity to step forward and was about to speak, but Lin Jinqian bowed his head to him, confessed his sins and said frankly: "I appreciate the kindness of the master, but I have no way to turn back, let alone go ashore. "

"Benefactor Lin—"

"Master, I only told you about the accident eight years ago. I came today not to ask the Buddha for forgiveness, but to seek peace of mind. I know that killing someone will result in retribution."

"The murderer you said is the brother in your family?" The master took the words, and the person who lives in the mountain has long been aware of the entanglements that have occurred in the secular world.

But Lin Jinqian shook his head, "He has done a lot of evil, even if I want to take revenge on him, I won't let him go so easily. Being kicked out of Lin's house and exiled overseas is the most painful thing. How can I help him get rid of it? Flee from pain."

"Then what are you talking about?"

"What I'm talking about is the old man of the Lin family, who died in the hospital after being rescued in vain."

"Amitabha." The master closed his eyes.

"He is the head of the Lin family, and he has been kind to me. I know that I should be grateful, so tomorrow he will go to the funeral. A little sin, I must admit, that my presence caused him to fall ill and die."

"Amitabha."

"Master, for so many years, I have tasted almost all the pain and despair in the world. When I woke up and learned that she committed suicide and left, I was so painful that I thought I would never say a word in my life. When I learned that Ali Being tied up, I couldn't find her anywhere, and seeing her belly swell again, I hated myself and wished I could end this painful life.

"But when I knew everything, from my parents passing away one after another, to her committing suicide angrily due to the humiliation, to A Li being trapped, everything, he sat in the high position of the Lin family's patriarch and saw everything clearly. Chu, but in order to keep the so-called family face, I turned a blind eye to the repeated evil deeds. I didn't feel the slightest pain.

"For my parents, it was too late for me to know the truth. I hated and only hated myself for being blinded by illusions. I was grateful to the person who caused me to lose my dear ones and obeyed. For her, I hated my powerlessness, hated I shouldn't have provoked her, so I let her lead to death.

"As for A Li, I hated myself even more for my mistake at the time, which brought her step by step to the irreversible situation, and she should have had a completely different, carefree life."

He can ignore his personal gains and losses over the years, but these people, all those who are with him, have rewritten the fate of his life because of his persecution. How can he let go?
Once let go, it means forgiveness, all kinds of entanglements are caused by him, he can forgive everyone, but he cannot forgive himself.

The master could not agree after hearing this, and continued to talk to him persuasively, "You once said that she knew other members of the Lin family before she met you."

"Yes, that's my sixth brother."

"Since that's the case, why should Benefactor Lin be too entangled? Fate has already been buried. She met your sixth brother just to get to know you."

Lin Jinqian still shook his head stubbornly, "Master, you don't know something. If I hadn't gone to where she is, there wouldn't be all the things that happened later."

"It's a pity that there is nothing in this world that is 'what if'. Donor Lin, even if you don't go there, she will come to find you where you are. Things in the world cannot be controlled by one's own power. You practice Buddhism How can you not know this truth for many years?"

"I have been practicing Buddhism for many years. I seek love, but the Buddha purified my heart. It is my own stubbornness that I can't let go."

……

It turned out that he practiced Buddhism not only for that woman, it turned out that he had so much burden on him, and it turned out that he really treated himself as Luo He said...

Hearing what he said with her own ears, she couldn't restrain the grief in her heart.

Tears welled up in her eyes again and again, blurring her vision several times. Mu Li tightly pressed her lips together to prevent the emotion of crying from pouring out of her chest. She would always act as if she didn't know anything and still didn't ask anything.

Don't ask why he was cruel to her back then and let her see the child lost but was helpless;
Don't ask about the slap he tried so hard to slap, and his stubbornness to send her to a foreign country alone;

Don't ask about her indifferent attitude towards her after returning, embarrassing her many times, and deliberately alienating;

Don't ask whether Lin Xuntai's death is related to him, let alone ask what happened to the old man's sudden death...

……

"Little master, where's the female benefactor who came with me?" Lin Jinqian came to the side room, and he couldn't see Mu Li when he entered the room. When he went out, he saw the little novice who greeted them at the door, so he asked him.

The little novice made a bow, and replied: "I settled down the female benefactor, brought her some tea, and then I left."

It seemed that Ali was not here. Lin Jinqian thanked him and walked out of the courtyard. At this moment, his cell phone rang, and it turned out to be a call from Mu Li. He stopped and answered immediately.

"I'm slow, let's go down the mountain slowly and wait for you."

It turned out that she went down the mountain first, Lin Jinqian responded softly, and then explained: "The road is not easy to walk, you should pay attention to it, and walk slowly."

"I know."

Lin Jinqian hung up the phone, and then walked out.

His purpose of coming this trip has been achieved, and it's time to go down the mountain and leave. It's time to prepare for the old man's funeral ceremony tomorrow.

……

The wind blew through the treetops, and the sound of rustling spread around, and the incense in the temple was smoked, and the smell also drifted away.

Mu Li put his phone in his pocket and walked to the entrance of the meditation room.

"Amitabha, what is the patroness coming here for?" The master saw someone stepping into the hall, and immediately got up to greet him.

Mu Li also imitated his appearance, clasped his hands together, and said humbly: "Master, I have a knot in my heart, can I ask Master to give me some advice?"

"Female benefactor, to untie the bell, you need the person who tied it. For whom do you tie the knot in your heart? You should find that person to tie the knot. I'm afraid that the poor monk will be helpless." The master bowed again, which was a tactful rejection.

However, Mu Li insisted on not leaving, and stood where he was, but his eyes followed the movement of the master, "If Xi Ling is willing to untie it, why should I come here. Master, I never believe in Buddhism, I don't believe in any sect, I only believe in goodness People who are happy must have blessings.

"However, I have walked this way, and now I am 26 years old. I have never thought of harming others, but I have lost too much. My relatives have left me one by one, and I can never go back, or even remember.

"The chaotic situation pushes me forward step by step. There is almost no room for choice. I have hesitated and been confused. I am here today. Although I am no longer confused, I still can't see the way forward. able to give pointers.”

The master has sat up in meditation, turning the prayer beads with his eyes closed, and silently chanting scriptures.

Mu Li stepped forward gently and said softly, "Master, you must know my identity, I know it's wrong to eavesdrop, but if I stand up, I will never know so much.

"Actually, before I came here, I had already made a choice, that is, to stay in this city and be with him no matter what. However, I want to know more, more cruel truths."

The master was unmoved, and Mu Li's request was completely blocked by him.

When Mu Li was about to speak again, the master suddenly said, "Female benefactor, the old man has come, since Xiling can't untie the knot, why don't you ask the old man for help, maybe you can untie one or two."

(End of this chapter)