The end of the marriage: the CEO's husband is too dangerous

Chapter 208 The man in the basement is him
It's just that Mu Li didn't know, what was Lin Jinqian trying to do when he suddenly found the girl's photo?
Just when he was wondering, he heard Lin Jinqian say as if recalling, "These photos were taken when I first met her. She likes to take pictures very much. I asked Luo He to find a photographer and give her photos wherever she goes." She filmed it."

Mu Li felt uncomfortable when he heard this. What did he want to express when he said this to her?Mu Li didn't ask, but sat down at the side. She didn't plan to make a sound, she just wanted to hear about their past at this moment.

Even though he knew that his changes over the years were not caused by one or two things, he still couldn't help but want to know about the past between him and that girl.

"She was brought by Xia Nan to approach me. The family disparity is too great, and she is bound to be obstructed by the family. Xia Nan has done a lot of homework. She understands my character. Once a decision is made, it is difficult to change. Almost There is no chance of turning back.

"That's why I let her approach me. When the relationship between us is deep and the family obstructs me, I will sacrifice everything to fight against the family in order to continue to be with her. In fact, I did the same. There are tragedies to come."

Speaking of this, he couldn't help laughing in a low voice, obviously mocking his own stubbornness.

Mu Li was confused, her eyes fell on the figure of the girl Pingting in the photo, and in Lin Jinqian's words, the picture of them together appeared in Lin Jinqian's mind.

Carefree, innocent, and even promise each other to stay together forever, right?
Those beautiful plots seen in the book seem to be staged between them and in her mind.

And these are all things she has never experienced, never.

"Later she passed away, and I was depressed for a while. At that time, I felt that a good girl lost her life because of my persistence. The difference between me and killing her was only two words. Because at that time Before, she persuaded me to let it go, but I refused.

"It wasn't until her younger sister, who is Ahe's current wife, Qin Yan, came to me in person and confessed everything to me, that I realized that it was all planned by someone. She wanted to make her parents live an easier life. Promise Xia Nan to come to me.

"She didn't know any more conspiracies. Xia Nan told her that I was a person with depression and needed someone who could drive and infect me to assist in the treatment. She believed it and thought she could make money and help To people, the best of both worlds, I don’t even know that it will cost my life.”

Mu Li's gaze shifted and turned to the girl's smiling face. It was indeed a smile that could infect everyone who had seen her smile, especially those eyes. When she smiled, her eyes were like a clear lake full of starlight, touching The softest corner of the heart.

She agreed to Xia Nan's request for money, but a person with such a bright and warm smile must be pure and kind.

"But I still have no evidence. I stayed in Lihuaxi for two years, like a trapped animal, with no retreat, let alone a way forward. At that time, Ah Sheng came back from the small town and told me that it was a place like a paradise. Also mentioned you.

"Frankly speaking, I didn't go to the town for you at that time. I just heard what Ah Sheng said, so I couldn't help but associate Xanadu with her. Maybe for me, she is my Xanadu."

Mu Li was silent, but her heart was stabbed like a knife after this sentence. The pain came suddenly and quickly, and she couldn't figure out why it hurt, and it disappeared.

"The decision to marry you is indeed what I said. At that time, I had the mentality of revenge, because I knew that Ah Sheng cared more about you than himself, and Xia Nan cared about Sheng more than his own life. In fact, Xia and I Nan is the same kind of person, if he decides on the target, even if he is cruel, he will not hesitate."

After hearing these words, it was as if someone had choked her throat. She tried to take a big breath, only to find that even panting carefully became extremely difficult.

It turned out that she still cared about the purpose of the initial acquaintance.

Is it because trust has been unconditionally delivered?

Mu Li couldn't explain clearly. She tried her best to make herself seem not to react too much, and calmly listened to what Lin Jinqian wanted to say. This time was so rare. She believed that if Luo He knew, he would be surprised.

"But after getting married, during the limited time we spent together, I discovered that you have another kind of power, just like the scenery I saw when I was in the small town, like the lotus in the pond, no matter how heavy the wind and rain, I can't see it Bow your head, no matter how hot the sun is, you will not be defeated."

This is his compliment, God knows how difficult it is, but Mu Li clearly remembers that during the limited relationship after marriage, he avoided her and guarded against her everywhere, so much so that she once thought that he did not marry a wife , Even a formal couple can't do it, but a thief who is fortified everywhere.

"I often observe you, just sitting here, in the seat you are sitting in, looking through the window to see what you are doing in the garden. I see you moving flowers and plants with the domestic helper, and I see you carefully flipping through the books in your arms. See, also see you dozing against the tree.

"You don't seem to care about the embarrassment of the situation, you can do what you want, and this is exactly what I can't. All the power in you is what I lack. Maybe I was buried too deep by hatred and held it down for too long. , has lost its original intention.”

Mu Li wanted to laugh when she heard this, but she couldn't. How could she do whatever she wanted, how could she do whatever she wanted?During that period of time, she couldn't figure out this seemingly beautiful but strange environment, couldn't figure out the thoughts of the people around her, let alone guess what he, her husband, was thinking!

The only thing she can do is to have fun while suffering, so that she will not be suppressed to death.

"About a week later, I developed the habit of seeing you here, almost every afternoon around four o'clock, you would appear under the banyan tree on time with a book in your arms.

"At first, you were a bit alienated and refused the service of the domestic servants. Later, you simply moved a recliner. When you were tired of reading, you lay down on the chair to rest. When you were not in Lihuaxi, I also followed your example and sat under the tree. Reading and studying Buddhist scriptures, I am very curious about what it feels like to be tired of reading in the yard, under the big tree, and why you can smile every time."

Mu Li remembered that when she came back from England, she saw Lin Jinqian again, and he was reading under a tree.

At that time, Luo He pointed to the courtyard and told her that the elder and younger were reading.

It turned out that he was imitating her behavior, was he looking for something?

The air seemed to be still, and when Lin Jinqian said this, he suddenly stopped completely. He was still holding the photo of the girl in his hand, but the light that appeared in his eyes was related to Mu Li.

It's time to be honest, a voice in his heart said to him.Over the years, he has tortured and punished himself in this way, which is almost perverted.

Studying Buddhist scriptures, purifying the restless mind, in order to find peace of mind; making a huge change in habits, living in her way according to what he observed bit by bit.

In the past, he never drank tea and was addicted to coffee. Now all kinds of tea are lined up in the window, and he never leaves his hand when reading books. It's all because she did that when she was in Lihuaxi during that time.

He made himself into her, the original her, although a little timid and restless, she also possessed special powers, which one hadn't been kidnapped, imprisoned, pregnant, or lost a child in Mu Li.

Her appearance, the original and most authentic appearance, he wants to use this method to find and piece together, even if it is to use fragments of life to rely on a lifeless body, he also wants to do that.

Because it was him, he was the one who broke that Muli with his own hands, drained her last ounce of strength, and destroyed her last hope.

It's a pity that he understood too late. When he brought her back to Lihuaxi, when he was tossing and turning at night, he would quietly walk into her room. In the moonlight, I can vaguely see her restless sleeping face.

And those slightly parted, full of haggard lips, calling weakly, the flowers are blooming, the flowers are blooming...

Her hands restlessly covered her swollen abdomen. She protected her so hard that she almost buried her whole hands in it, as if she was competing with the devil for the child she was desperately trying to protect.

That was her child, and even though she didn't know who her father was, it still became the only motivation for her to live bravely.

Look what he has done!
Every time he saw her appearance in the nightmare, he wished to kill himself with a knife. How many times he walked into the cold sea water in the dead of night, wanting to continue to submerge himself, but retreated abruptly.

Take a hot shower, put on clean and tidy clothes, and tidy yourself up, as if nothing happened.

He knew that he couldn't die easily.

Even if he dies, he will not be able to get relief. Not only will he be ups and downs in the sea of ​​suffering from life to life, but he will also make their mother and child helpless in this life.

So he decided that this child could not be born...

— Please, save my child!Please save my child!
On that late autumn morning, she sat slumped on the bluestone slab covered with dew, and the smell of blood pervaded the air, covering up the fragrance of the soil in the courtyard and the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus.

Blood was flowing from her legs, and the picture was like another girl lying in a pool of blood, and the blood spread from her wrists everywhere.

The only difference is that one of them is still struggling, trying to survive, while the other has given up all hope.

Mu Li was different, even though she was stepped on the soil and discarded into the swamp, she was still desperately crawling out!

Images filled with blood appeared in Lin Jinqian's mind alternately, and he could hardly suppress it. Suddenly, he let go of his hands, and all the photos fell to the ground, and he got up abruptly, seemingly deliberately and unconsciously He said simply and dullly——

"The man in the basement is me."

(End of this chapter)