Chapter 58
He's going to let her go again?
It turned out that after talking about it, it seemed that he was kind enough to ask her questions and answer her doubts, but it was just to make her leave.
But why on earth did he keep asking her to leave?
Is it just to free up Mrs. Lin's seat for Ling Shu?Or did he always feel that her defilement was a kind of humiliation to his Lin family and him, and her appearance would only cloud his eyes?
Mu Li held his breath and asked, "What if I don't leave?"
"You will regret it sooner or later." Lin Jinqian said with his eyes still closed, turning the beads, neither happy nor sad.
"I think you should remember that I told you that my life was almost destroyed five years ago. A person who has already been destroyed, what else is she afraid of?"
"A person who has been destroyed is naturally nothing to be afraid of. After all, there is nothing left to be destroyed." Lin Jinqian opened his eyes, and his dark pupils looked straight ahead, shining brightly, but also gloomy. Guang, "But what about your surroundings?"
"What's really frightening is not the disaster that befalls you, but the persecution that keeps happening around you. Every time it's so close to you, you feel the danger, but you can't see the other party."
"If you are not afraid of living in the fog of fear all day long and insist on staying, that's fine. I will force you to leave this time."
After the sound fell, he stood up, went to sit in front of the wheelchair, and operated to go to the door.
After finishing talking, he didn't want to stay in the same space with her any longer.
Mu Li held his hands tightly, living in a fog of fear, with persecution happening around him constantly?Isn't that how she came here all these years?But--
The image of Houshan's corpse suddenly came into her mind, and she still remembered the image of the maid blocking her at the door with her high toes;
Lin Xi was carrying a rabbit bag, happily teasing Peanut, the well-behaved dog suddenly went crazy and dragged Lin Xi to the ground...
Are these... the persecution that happened around her?
"Wait a minute!" Dameng cried out loudly as if waking up.
Lin Jinqian, who was about to open the door, paused, and Mu Li approached behind him, "Mr. Lin, do you already know who that person is?"
"The time when Xiaoxi got into an accident because of a bag, it happened just after I attended Lin Yisheng's birthday party. Maybe you don't know it very well, but that day, I left the private room early, and the bag was left inside."
"Later, Lin Yisheng came to me, and I asked him to help him pick up the bag that was left behind. As a result, such an accident happened the next day. That person knew Lihuaxi very well, so he used this method to lure Peanut. "
"You know who it is, don't you?" Murray walked around to him, knelt down, and looked at him expectantly.
Lin Jinqian lowered his handsome eyes slightly, staring at her eyes, but shook his head, "If I knew who it was, how could I tolerate him until this time?"
Mu Li suddenly realized that he doted on Lin Xi so much, if he really knew, he would have settled with that person long ago.
"But if you calculate it in this way, the scope has been narrowed. Can he pass me and want to harm Xiaoxi, can it be regarded as targeting you?" After capturing the key point, Mu Li felt hopeful, "Mr. Lin, you What I said just now, living in the fog of fear all day, refers to this, right?"
The people around him are persecuted, and they are so close to him every time, but they can’t reach him for a long time. Time and time again, I don’t know who will be next time, and when they will come to him... What he said was actually himself .
However, Lin Jinqian sneered slightly, his thin lips curved slightly, and sneered with disdain, "Miss Mu, you are indeed much smarter than you were back then, but don't be arrogant, because your knowledge is not enough to see clearly People's hearts."
"I didn't want to see people's hearts clearly, I just wanted to live to understand." Mu Li swallowed tremblingly, "If the person who hurt me back then came after you, then you shouldn't have driven me away, you Want to find that person, and I want to."
"But you will only hinder me if you stay!" Lin Jinqian growled suddenly, losing control of his emotions in an instant.
Mu Li was stunned and stared at him blankly.
He also realized that he was out of control, his handsome face sank, he looked away, and said coldly: "What if someone uses your hand to hurt Xiaoxi again? Can you guarantee that such a thing will not happen again?"
"If he really wants to harm Xiaoxi, he will be as critical if he doesn't pass me! At least I will be vigilant."
Lin Jinqian closed his eyes deeply, clutching the Buddhist beads tightly in his palm, "Muli, you are too ignorant. Anyway, as your husband, I was at fault for not being able to protect you well, but now, I advise you first. You didn't listen. Don't blame me for being ruthless if anything happens in the future!"
After leaving these words, he pushed away Mu Li who was blocking his way, opened the door, and left resolutely.
Mu Li squatted halfway behind the door, listening to the sound of the wheelchair fading away, a piece of floating sand filled his chest, making it difficult for him to land.
In a sense, they had a common enemy, but insisted on her leaving because she might be his hindrance, being used as a gunman to hurt those around him?
If this is the case, she will not leave, she wants to see who that person is.
The conversation was not considered successful, but she finally knew some of Lin Jinqian's unknown secrets. It turned out that for so many years, he seemed to be isolated from the world, but he was secretly investigating.
That man, ruined his legs.
That person ruined her life.
……
The night was desolate, and the moonlight was weak, falling on the clean floor to illuminate the coldness of the room.
The door of the room rang three times before it opened. Lin Jinqian leaned halfway on the head of the bed, without raising his eyes, and whispered to the visitor: "Don't send Xiaoxi here in the near future, let Ayan take good care of her, wait This storm comes and sends it back."
Luo He stood by the bed with a look of embarrassment on his face, and said in a low voice: "But not long ago I officially introduced Ayan to my wife, and she didn't stay long before—"
"Just tell her the truth, and she will understand."
Luo He was very surprised, and somewhat did not understand what Lin Jinqian meant by "understand".
Lin Jinqian lifted the quilt, covered Lin Xi with the prepared blanket, got out of bed, picked her up, and handed her carefully to Luo He.
Luo He was carefully hugged in his arms, the little girl was sleeping soundly, she felt movement in her sleep, she moved uncomfortably in Luo He's arms, found a comfortable position, and resumed her dream.
"Madam, is it really all right? The young lady has been arguing to find her wife recently, and Ayan is coaxing her every day. If she wakes up tomorrow and finds that she is no longer in Lihuaxi, the young lady will cry again. "
"Let her make trouble, and stop making trouble after a while." Lin Jinqian stared at Lin Xi's sleeping face, his eyes were as soft as water, and he couldn't bear to look away for a moment.
"What do you mean by that?"
"Sooner or later, Mu Li has to leave Lihuaxi. This time, let Xiao Xi get used to the old days."
"Madam is leaving?" Luo He asked in astonishment, his voice a little louder, and he looked nervously at the child in his arms.
Lin Jinqian walked towards the door first, "She has to go this time."
"Has Madam discovered something?" Luo He asked after him.
"I've told her what she should know, and she has no choice but to leave this way." Lin Jinqian opened the door for Luo He, as if to see off the guests.
Luo He couldn't say anything more, nodded helplessly, and walked into the night in the aisle with Lin Xi in his arms.
Lin Jinqian closed the door, went back to sit beside the bed, without feeling sleepy.
A conversation with Murray in the evening made him feel confused. He didn't know whether it was right or wrong. He had been in conflict for a long time—how long?Perhaps it started from the moment he decided to marry Mu Li.
For so many years, he was stuck in the contradiction and struggled. He couldn't get rid of it, so he sought relief from Buddhism. However, everything in the world is one cycle after another. If you break away for a while, it won't be long before you fall into it again.
He once thought that letting Mu Li follow Gu Wenchen to investigate the "wilderness murder case" that shocked Rongcheng back then would uncover the evidence that he had been working hard for many years but could not grasp. How could he expect the suspect to commit suicide?
Even if the suspect disclosed important information, what's the use?He already knew that information, and only Mu Li himself was shocked.
So he can only let her leave, leave Lihuaxi, leave Rongcheng, leave this undercurrent of fighting hidden under the calm sea, the farther the better.
He didn't want to deceive himself and others. Over the years, he ate vegetarian food and recited Buddha's name in order to alleviate the guilt in his heart.He is not a really cruel and ruthless villain, he has guilt in his heart, if he hadn't married her back then, she wouldn't have suffered such an innocent disaster for nothing.
If she continues to stay, if she continues to stay... Lin Jinqian pressed his aching forehead, he couldn't predict the future.
……
In the early morning of the next day, Mu Li woke up very early, and she was almost sleepless all night. As soon as she closed her eyes, Lin Jinqian's words and those messy images would flood her mind.
The more violent the churning, the less sleepy she would feel, and it was almost dawn, so she simply got up, sat at the desk after washing, took out a notebook specially used for recording and analysis, and wrote down the information she learned from Lin Jinqian.
After writing each word, her mood gradually calmed down. Looking at the pages filled with writing, a firm voice emerged from the bottom of her heart: No matter what, she can't leave.
Even if danger befalls, befalls the surroundings, befalls oneself, one cannot leave.
She decided to express her heart to Lin Jinqian while she was waiting for breakfast, and it saved him from chasing her away.
It was getting brighter again, Mu Li changed his clothes and was about to go downstairs to have breakfast, but at this time, a strange call came in.
Unexpectedly, who would call so early, she hesitated for a few seconds to connect, "Hello."
"Miss Mu, it's me." Shu Wan's voice came over, "I'll meet you at the Lin family's main house on Qingluan Mountain at nine o'clock, so we don't need to go to the studio."
"Nine o'clock?" Mu Li picked up the watch that he hadn't worn yet, and looked at it. It was already 07:30, and it was a bit difficult to travel from Lihuaxi to Qingluan Mountain in one and a half hours.
Shu Wan was very determined, "Yes, at nine o'clock, go directly to the mountain behind the main house."
Murray gritted his teeth, "Okay, I'll try my best."
"Well. By the way, the back mountain I'm talking about is not the back mountain where the case happened, but the back mountain of Qingluan Mountain, which is another road leading to the Lin family's main house."
Mu Li was stunned, isn't that the one she took?Why are you going there all of a sudden?
(End of this chapter)
He's going to let her go again?
It turned out that after talking about it, it seemed that he was kind enough to ask her questions and answer her doubts, but it was just to make her leave.
But why on earth did he keep asking her to leave?
Is it just to free up Mrs. Lin's seat for Ling Shu?Or did he always feel that her defilement was a kind of humiliation to his Lin family and him, and her appearance would only cloud his eyes?
Mu Li held his breath and asked, "What if I don't leave?"
"You will regret it sooner or later." Lin Jinqian said with his eyes still closed, turning the beads, neither happy nor sad.
"I think you should remember that I told you that my life was almost destroyed five years ago. A person who has already been destroyed, what else is she afraid of?"
"A person who has been destroyed is naturally nothing to be afraid of. After all, there is nothing left to be destroyed." Lin Jinqian opened his eyes, and his dark pupils looked straight ahead, shining brightly, but also gloomy. Guang, "But what about your surroundings?"
"What's really frightening is not the disaster that befalls you, but the persecution that keeps happening around you. Every time it's so close to you, you feel the danger, but you can't see the other party."
"If you are not afraid of living in the fog of fear all day long and insist on staying, that's fine. I will force you to leave this time."
After the sound fell, he stood up, went to sit in front of the wheelchair, and operated to go to the door.
After finishing talking, he didn't want to stay in the same space with her any longer.
Mu Li held his hands tightly, living in a fog of fear, with persecution happening around him constantly?Isn't that how she came here all these years?But--
The image of Houshan's corpse suddenly came into her mind, and she still remembered the image of the maid blocking her at the door with her high toes;
Lin Xi was carrying a rabbit bag, happily teasing Peanut, the well-behaved dog suddenly went crazy and dragged Lin Xi to the ground...
Are these... the persecution that happened around her?
"Wait a minute!" Dameng cried out loudly as if waking up.
Lin Jinqian, who was about to open the door, paused, and Mu Li approached behind him, "Mr. Lin, do you already know who that person is?"
"The time when Xiaoxi got into an accident because of a bag, it happened just after I attended Lin Yisheng's birthday party. Maybe you don't know it very well, but that day, I left the private room early, and the bag was left inside."
"Later, Lin Yisheng came to me, and I asked him to help him pick up the bag that was left behind. As a result, such an accident happened the next day. That person knew Lihuaxi very well, so he used this method to lure Peanut. "
"You know who it is, don't you?" Murray walked around to him, knelt down, and looked at him expectantly.
Lin Jinqian lowered his handsome eyes slightly, staring at her eyes, but shook his head, "If I knew who it was, how could I tolerate him until this time?"
Mu Li suddenly realized that he doted on Lin Xi so much, if he really knew, he would have settled with that person long ago.
"But if you calculate it in this way, the scope has been narrowed. Can he pass me and want to harm Xiaoxi, can it be regarded as targeting you?" After capturing the key point, Mu Li felt hopeful, "Mr. Lin, you What I said just now, living in the fog of fear all day, refers to this, right?"
The people around him are persecuted, and they are so close to him every time, but they can’t reach him for a long time. Time and time again, I don’t know who will be next time, and when they will come to him... What he said was actually himself .
However, Lin Jinqian sneered slightly, his thin lips curved slightly, and sneered with disdain, "Miss Mu, you are indeed much smarter than you were back then, but don't be arrogant, because your knowledge is not enough to see clearly People's hearts."
"I didn't want to see people's hearts clearly, I just wanted to live to understand." Mu Li swallowed tremblingly, "If the person who hurt me back then came after you, then you shouldn't have driven me away, you Want to find that person, and I want to."
"But you will only hinder me if you stay!" Lin Jinqian growled suddenly, losing control of his emotions in an instant.
Mu Li was stunned and stared at him blankly.
He also realized that he was out of control, his handsome face sank, he looked away, and said coldly: "What if someone uses your hand to hurt Xiaoxi again? Can you guarantee that such a thing will not happen again?"
"If he really wants to harm Xiaoxi, he will be as critical if he doesn't pass me! At least I will be vigilant."
Lin Jinqian closed his eyes deeply, clutching the Buddhist beads tightly in his palm, "Muli, you are too ignorant. Anyway, as your husband, I was at fault for not being able to protect you well, but now, I advise you first. You didn't listen. Don't blame me for being ruthless if anything happens in the future!"
After leaving these words, he pushed away Mu Li who was blocking his way, opened the door, and left resolutely.
Mu Li squatted halfway behind the door, listening to the sound of the wheelchair fading away, a piece of floating sand filled his chest, making it difficult for him to land.
In a sense, they had a common enemy, but insisted on her leaving because she might be his hindrance, being used as a gunman to hurt those around him?
If this is the case, she will not leave, she wants to see who that person is.
The conversation was not considered successful, but she finally knew some of Lin Jinqian's unknown secrets. It turned out that for so many years, he seemed to be isolated from the world, but he was secretly investigating.
That man, ruined his legs.
That person ruined her life.
……
The night was desolate, and the moonlight was weak, falling on the clean floor to illuminate the coldness of the room.
The door of the room rang three times before it opened. Lin Jinqian leaned halfway on the head of the bed, without raising his eyes, and whispered to the visitor: "Don't send Xiaoxi here in the near future, let Ayan take good care of her, wait This storm comes and sends it back."
Luo He stood by the bed with a look of embarrassment on his face, and said in a low voice: "But not long ago I officially introduced Ayan to my wife, and she didn't stay long before—"
"Just tell her the truth, and she will understand."
Luo He was very surprised, and somewhat did not understand what Lin Jinqian meant by "understand".
Lin Jinqian lifted the quilt, covered Lin Xi with the prepared blanket, got out of bed, picked her up, and handed her carefully to Luo He.
Luo He was carefully hugged in his arms, the little girl was sleeping soundly, she felt movement in her sleep, she moved uncomfortably in Luo He's arms, found a comfortable position, and resumed her dream.
"Madam, is it really all right? The young lady has been arguing to find her wife recently, and Ayan is coaxing her every day. If she wakes up tomorrow and finds that she is no longer in Lihuaxi, the young lady will cry again. "
"Let her make trouble, and stop making trouble after a while." Lin Jinqian stared at Lin Xi's sleeping face, his eyes were as soft as water, and he couldn't bear to look away for a moment.
"What do you mean by that?"
"Sooner or later, Mu Li has to leave Lihuaxi. This time, let Xiao Xi get used to the old days."
"Madam is leaving?" Luo He asked in astonishment, his voice a little louder, and he looked nervously at the child in his arms.
Lin Jinqian walked towards the door first, "She has to go this time."
"Has Madam discovered something?" Luo He asked after him.
"I've told her what she should know, and she has no choice but to leave this way." Lin Jinqian opened the door for Luo He, as if to see off the guests.
Luo He couldn't say anything more, nodded helplessly, and walked into the night in the aisle with Lin Xi in his arms.
Lin Jinqian closed the door, went back to sit beside the bed, without feeling sleepy.
A conversation with Murray in the evening made him feel confused. He didn't know whether it was right or wrong. He had been in conflict for a long time—how long?Perhaps it started from the moment he decided to marry Mu Li.
For so many years, he was stuck in the contradiction and struggled. He couldn't get rid of it, so he sought relief from Buddhism. However, everything in the world is one cycle after another. If you break away for a while, it won't be long before you fall into it again.
He once thought that letting Mu Li follow Gu Wenchen to investigate the "wilderness murder case" that shocked Rongcheng back then would uncover the evidence that he had been working hard for many years but could not grasp. How could he expect the suspect to commit suicide?
Even if the suspect disclosed important information, what's the use?He already knew that information, and only Mu Li himself was shocked.
So he can only let her leave, leave Lihuaxi, leave Rongcheng, leave this undercurrent of fighting hidden under the calm sea, the farther the better.
He didn't want to deceive himself and others. Over the years, he ate vegetarian food and recited Buddha's name in order to alleviate the guilt in his heart.He is not a really cruel and ruthless villain, he has guilt in his heart, if he hadn't married her back then, she wouldn't have suffered such an innocent disaster for nothing.
If she continues to stay, if she continues to stay... Lin Jinqian pressed his aching forehead, he couldn't predict the future.
……
In the early morning of the next day, Mu Li woke up very early, and she was almost sleepless all night. As soon as she closed her eyes, Lin Jinqian's words and those messy images would flood her mind.
The more violent the churning, the less sleepy she would feel, and it was almost dawn, so she simply got up, sat at the desk after washing, took out a notebook specially used for recording and analysis, and wrote down the information she learned from Lin Jinqian.
After writing each word, her mood gradually calmed down. Looking at the pages filled with writing, a firm voice emerged from the bottom of her heart: No matter what, she can't leave.
Even if danger befalls, befalls the surroundings, befalls oneself, one cannot leave.
She decided to express her heart to Lin Jinqian while she was waiting for breakfast, and it saved him from chasing her away.
It was getting brighter again, Mu Li changed his clothes and was about to go downstairs to have breakfast, but at this time, a strange call came in.
Unexpectedly, who would call so early, she hesitated for a few seconds to connect, "Hello."
"Miss Mu, it's me." Shu Wan's voice came over, "I'll meet you at the Lin family's main house on Qingluan Mountain at nine o'clock, so we don't need to go to the studio."
"Nine o'clock?" Mu Li picked up the watch that he hadn't worn yet, and looked at it. It was already 07:30, and it was a bit difficult to travel from Lihuaxi to Qingluan Mountain in one and a half hours.
Shu Wan was very determined, "Yes, at nine o'clock, go directly to the mountain behind the main house."
Murray gritted his teeth, "Okay, I'll try my best."
"Well. By the way, the back mountain I'm talking about is not the back mountain where the case happened, but the back mountain of Qingluan Mountain, which is another road leading to the Lin family's main house."
Mu Li was stunned, isn't that the one she took?Why are you going there all of a sudden?
(End of this chapter)
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