Second-hand wife: Wang Ye's cute pet

Chapter 146 Great sorrow and great joy

The room in the carriage was quiet, so quiet that it made people feel desolate.

"Okay, very good, very good." Xuan Muqing said yes three times.His voice was trembling, even the hand holding the teacup was trembling, "If this is what you want, I can let you go and let you live the life you want." With all his strength, he seemed to be several years old and tired in an instant.His eyes were full of desolation and heartache that Hua couldn't get rid of.

The person he loves doesn't love him, and the person on top of his heart wants him to let go.In the past, Xuan Muqing loved someone, regardless of whether the other person's heart was in him or not, he would definitely keep the other person by his side with an extremely domineering attitude.She doesn't need her to love her, just let him love her by his side.It's just that it was the former Xuan Muqing.The current him has already been polished by An Liuyan and lost the water chestnut. The current him is just a rough stone, not sharp and domineering.He began to think about the other person's mind and feelings.He no longer insists on asking for anything.

Now, Xuan Yehua said that he wanted to leave, that he wanted him to leave the life of their mother and son, how heartbroken should he be as a father and husband?An Liuyan's attitude was also hesitant, she didn't say she would stay, her silence was actually a kind of approval and acquiescence, agreeing with Xuan Yehua's words.That means she, An Liuyan, also wanted to leave, to leave him, Xuan Muqing.

"If you want to leave, I'll let you go!" Xuan Muqing's emotions were uncontrollable, the teacup in front of him broke with a 'bang', and the tea in the cup fell on the tea table, and then fell along the tea table into the carriage fluffy blanket.The light green liquid flowed slowly and then slid down like a silk thread. During this process, the three of them kept silent, only Xuan Yehua had shock in his eyes.His decision that shocked Xuan Muqing also shocked his profound skills.

After Xuan Muqing finished speaking, she was about to get up and leave the carriage, but when he got up, someone grabbed his sleeve.Looking back, I saw that An Liuyan stretched out the hand that was originally covering his lower abdomen and was tightly grasping his clothes.He looked at An Liuyan's face, and met her gaze. The two stared at each other for a while, neither of them spoke first.

An Liuyan's eyes were very complicated, she really didn't know what to do in such a situation.For a while, she was defeated by looking at Xuan Muqing, and sighed heavily in her heart: "Don't go." The sentence "Don't go" has a strong meaning of prayer, and now all she can do is say this Sentence to stay.

Xuan Muqing didn't mean to let her go, what he wanted was her decision, not her wavering, what he wanted was a real answer!
"Is this what you want to say? If that's the case, is there any need for me to stay?"

Holding Xuan Yehua's hand gradually increased uneasily, Xuan Yehua turned to look at An Liuyan, and understood the struggle in her eyes.If An Liuyan's eyes are complicated, then Xuan Yehua's eyes are also complicated now, and Xuan Muqing's eyes are even more complicated.In the carriage of the three people are three different thoughts and worlds, they have a common intersection but seem so scattered, they should be a whole but they are separated abruptly.

Xuan Yehua also increased the force in his hands to respond to An Liuyan. He looked at An Liuyan, and he couldn't bear it in his eyes. One of the three must be the first to make a compromise. This stalemate will not benefit anyone.Xuan Yehua couldn't bear to see An Liuyan in such pain. He suddenly blamed himself, blamed himself for his impulsiveness. Although he said what was in his heart, he felt better, but let An Liuyan bear the burden. Depressed, the current situation is what Xuan Yehua wants and what he doesn't want.

What he wants is Xuan Muqing's guilt, what he doesn't want is An Liuyan's depression and sadness.

Because the incident happened through him, Xuan Yehua was under a lot of pressure. He made a lot of decisions and compromises in his heart. He finally looked into An Liuyan's eyes and nodded. There was compromise in his eyes. Helpless, An Liuyan naturally understood what he meant, and then she fell silent, thinking about it in her heart for a long time.

Xuan Yehua's compromise did not make her feel relaxed, on the contrary his understanding and caring made her even more worried.When feeling sorry for Xuan Yehua, she was also thanking him at the same time.An Liuyan let go of Xuan Muqing's sleeve, and then hugged Xuan Yehua tightly, tears streaming down uncontrollably.

Her tears also successfully softened Xuan Muqing's mind. His posture was still serious, but his heart melted in an instant. He couldn't see her tears from the beginning to the end. Her tears are the most powerful weapon against him. .

"I have already brought the wild flowers here by myself. I don't want the child in my stomach to do the same. I hope that he will have his father's embrace and love from birth, so don't leave us." An Liuyan said emotionally, tears streaming down her face Falling down, Xuan Muqing saw bitterness in his heart.

"I don't want to leave you, I don't want to in this life, but are you really willing to accept me?" Xuan Muqing asked helplessly.

After a long time, An Liuyan nodded.

Xuan Muqing looked at An Yehua again: "You always say that I don't like you. I admit that when I first caught you in the barracks, I treated you very badly, but I didn't know your identity at that time. I Ai Liuyan, at first I thought you were her son born to someone else, you know how sad and heartbroken I am, but even so I didn't kill you." Xuan Muqing said slowly.

"During that time, my emotions were depressed every day. Can you imagine how I felt when I knew that the woman I liked had a child with someone else? But I endured the humiliation and pain. I didn't kill you because you were Liuyan's child, I don't want to make her sad, so I told myself to treat you like my own son, although I couldn't convince myself in my heart, but I never hurt you again."

Xuan Muqing stretched out her hand and touched Xuan Yehua's head, her eyes became very soft from the original helplessness: "Later I found out that you are my son, do you know how happy I am, I wake up with a smile every day in my dreams Yes, I am proud of you. My son is proud of the battlefield at a young age. He is so smart and resourceful. I admire your military talent, but because you are my son, the son of my Xuan Muqing So there are too many things you need to experience.”

Speaking of this, he patted An Liuyan on the back, with the meaning of comforting: "You were hostile to me from the beginning and opposed me, and you wanted to match Liuyan and Qu Moyuan in front of me. I can't bear it." Yes, because you are my son, a gift that I, Xuan Muqing, am grateful to God. You say that I treat you badly and don’t like you, then you know the love and pity when I watch you leave after I teach you a lesson, because You have never looked back, so you will never know. Do you know that I took you by my side to participate in government affairs and discussions among ministers to build momentum for you, and hope that your succession to the throne will be smoother in the future? I brought you Let me help you build popular support, lead you to inspect officials and achievements, I will hand over everything I know to you, and you will only take it as my revenge on you, deliberately making you suffer, how do you know my painstaking efforts. and also……"

Xuan Muqing was about to say something but was suddenly interrupted by Xuan Yehua. Xuan Yehua was already in tears, and he looked at the frustrated Xuan Muqing with tears in his eyes: "Don't say it, don't say it, please don't Moreover."

"Say, I want to say, how can I not say it, if I don't say it, you will never understand, you will think that I don't like you, treat you as a thorn in my side, don't care about you at all, I just hate you , You said you think so, why didn't I say it?" Xuan Muqing said these words aggressively, who knows the pain, depression and helplessness in his heart?He is a man and he is a father, so he is not fragile, and he hides his heartache quietly in his heart. Now these thoughts are all bursting out together. Now that we have spoken, let us make it clear once and for all, so that everyone can be clear in their hearts. Chu Du saw it clearly.

An Liuyan let go of Xuan Yehua, she was already sobbing.

Xuan Yehua looked at Xuan Muqing, looked at the injury and exhaustion in his eyes, suddenly felt aggrieved, guilty and happy in his heart.He rushed towards Xuan Muqing and threw himself into his arms.Xuan Muqing's embrace was the place Xuan Yehua had longed for for a long time. In Xuan Muqing's warm and firm embrace, Xuan Yehua couldn't help crying anymore.

"Father... I, I..." Xuan Yehua broke down in tears. At this moment, he finally let go of his grievances and completely accepted Xuan Muqing. It turned out that it wasn't that Xuan Muqing didn't love him, but that his love had always been Hidden in his heart and never said it out, he loves himself!
Xuan Muqing tightened her arms and held Xuan Yehua tightly in her arms. Xuan Yehua's father's voice made his eyes moist like tear gas.Happiness flowed in her heart, and the happiness came so quickly, which made Xuan Muqing feel like being thrown into a daze.He dreamed that Xuan Yehua could call him his father. Just now he was desperate to think that he would never have a son and wife again, but now that his son is pregnant with his father, it actually gave him great satisfaction.

An Liuyan also cried even harder. For a while, the family of three in the carriage were crying, but they were tears of happiness.Xuan Muqing stretched out her big hand and hugged An Liuyan into her arms.The family of three hugged each other tightly and never wanted to be separated again.

Xuan Yehua's tears and snot fell on Xuan Muqing's body, staining Xuan Muqing's clothes, but Xuan Muqing didn't care at all. On the contrary, he was still very happy, and the corners of his split mouth were not closed. However, looking at An Liuyan's mother and son is tenderness.

After a long time, An Liuyan got up from Xuan Muqing's arms. Xuan Muqing was about to speak, but An Liuyan suddenly made a silent movement towards Xuan Muqing, and pointed to the soft cloth in Xuan Muqing's arms. Xuan Yehua, Xuan Muqing looked down, and found that Xuan Yehua had fallen asleep in his arms, crying. This is a situation that only appeared after being extremely exhausted after great grief and joy.

There was tenderness in Xuan Muqing's eyes, and the love in his heart made him feel how happy he was at the moment. Seeing An Liuyan's slightly swollen eyes and crying face, he stretched out a hand to hold An Liuyan uncontrollably. Smoked the back of his head, and then asked heavily.

Being kissed suddenly, An Liuyan opened her eyes wide in surprise, and stared blankly at Xuan Muqing, the surprise in her eyes echoed the smile in Xuan Muqing's eyes.He raised his hand and was about to slap Xuan Muqing, and his whole body was also ready to struggle. Xuan Muqing seemed to understand An Liuyan's thoughts, and before she made a move, he pointed to Xuan Yehua in An Liuyan's arms with his eyes.An Liuyan suddenly remembered Xuan Yehua who had fallen asleep, and didn't want to wake him up, so placing his hands on Xuan Muqing's body was lighter than hitting a mosquito, and his body didn't struggle anymore.Such a result was exactly what Xuan Muqing wanted, he couldn't stop smiling, and kissed An Liuyan's head earnestly and passionately.

An Liuyan stared at Xuan Muqing with staring eyes, her eyes were naturally accusations, but after being looked at by Xuan Muqing's ambiguous and affectionate eyes, her face flushed with embarrassment, so she closed her eyes not to look. The scorching someone just closed his eyes, his eyes became invisible, but his other senses became clearer, so An Liuyan felt the waves of emotion, his body trembled a little, his cheeks were already blushing, and he For example, the peach blossoms in March are very beautiful.

It took a long time for Xuan Muqing to leave An Liuyan's lips in satisfaction. He reached out to wipe the red and swollen lips from his kiss, his eyes were full of love.

He stared at An Liuyan closely, and said in a low and hooligan voice, "Lady, do you like kisses from your husband?"

An Liuyan blushed, and gave Xuan Muqing a coquettish look, but refused to speak.

Xuan Muqing smiled silently, regardless of An Liuyan not answering his question, he said to himself: "I like to kiss you." Before reminiscing about the affectionate kiss.

An Liuyan had never seen such a rascal Xuan Muqing before, she didn't even have the courage to stare at him, she lowered her head, her ears were flushed with shame, what an enemy!How come I didn't notice his thick skin before.

(End of this chapter)