Cold Marriage Love: The President's Second-Hand New Wife

Chapter 98 I Can't Keep Loving Him

She once imagined what the man who took everything from her looked like.But she never expected that that person would appear in her world again, and he was still the man she loved!The strong impact made Su Yingxue unable to accept it for a while.

In Jingyuan's apartment, Su Yingxue hugged her knees with her hands and curled up in the corner of the room.His eyes were staring blankly, tears were hanging on his eyelashes, trembling slightly.She has maintained this posture since she came back.

An Xiyan was by her side, holding her hand tightly, wanting to comfort him: "Yingxue, don't be sad, what has happened can't be changed. The most important thing now is to adjust your mood."

Hearing this, Su Yingxue said bitterly: "I don't know how to adjust my mood anymore? Xiyan, do you know? Although I haven't been with him for long, my feelings for him are no less than when I loved Shengze .I love him, really do."

Of course An Xiyan knew what she was thinking, the two had been friends for many years, and they knew each other far better than themselves.Holding her head, An Xiyan said softly: "I know, I know. Who would have thought that he was that man back then. Yingxue, what are you going to do next?"

Leaning in her arms, Su Yingxue replied with a sob: "I don't know, at least for now, I can't accept him. Besides, he doesn't really love me." At the end, Su Yingxue sobbed.

"Actually, I don't think he doesn't love you. Maybe he had other thoughts at first, but he loved you in the end. Fu Yiyan said, my uncle loves you, I believe him." An Xiyan said so.

Now, she can no longer tell whether she loves him or not, let alone his psychology.Staring blankly at the ceiling, Su Yingxue said mockingly, "Maybe, I don't deserve love at all."

The doorbell rang, and An Xiyan went to open the door.Seeing that it was Ye Shengze, An Xiyan frowned: "What are you doing here?"

Looking into the room, Ye Shengze asked with concern: "How is Yingxue? Does she know what happened three years ago?"

Before the words finished, An Xiyan stared at him with hostility: "How do you know? Could it be you doing it on purpose?"

Rolling a blank look at her, Ye Chengze said with disgust: "If I wanted to tell her, I would have done so a few days ago. I just came home today and saw Li Fengjue arguing with grandpa, and heard him questioning why grandpa told Yingxue I didn't know about that... Forget it, I won't explain it to you. "

After finishing speaking, Ye Shengze pushed her away and walked quickly towards the room.When he came to the house, seeing Su Yingxue's red and swollen eyes, Ye Chengze's heart ached.He was suddenly glad that he didn't tell her about it himself.He didn't want Su Yingxue to be sad because of him.

Hearing their conversation, Su Yingxue looked at him: "So that day, you wanted to tell me about this matter. Why do you all like to lie to me?"

Holding her arm, Ye Chengze said apologetically, "I'm sorry Yingxue, I didn't mean to hide it from you. Don't cry, okay?" Saying this, Ye Chengze stretched out his hand and landed on her cheek.

Turning her head away from his palm, Su Yingxue said coldly: "I want to be quiet."

Looking at the empty hand, Ye Shengze lowered his eyes.He knew that he had lost the qualification to care about her. "Yingxue, no matter what happens, I will be by your side. Even if we are divorced, you are still my...family." Ye Chengze said gently.

Su Yingxue didn't respond, but hummed wearily: "Thank you."

Ye Chengze also stayed with her until something happened in the company, and then he left.An Xiyan sighed, and said involuntarily: "Actually, Ye Chengze still loves you quite a bit, if it wasn't for that scene... Su Ling'er would have been a hindrance."

Knowing what she was going to say, Su Yingxue said softly: "He took away my marriage with Shengze, but I fell in love with him. Hehe, thinking about it this way, I really think it's a joke."

Just as she was in grief, the doorbell rang again.An Xiyan went to open the door, saw him, An Xiyan stretched out her hand, blocking his way: "Uncle, Yingxue is sad, don't go in."

If he could be stopped, he wouldn't be Li Fengjue. "Go away." Li Fengjue said coldly, pushed her hand away, and strode towards the room.Just about to come to the door, Su Yingxue quickly closed the door.

Seeing this, Li Fengjue frowned: "Yingxue, open the door."

Leaning against the door panel, Su Yingxue looked forward and said hoarsely, "Go, I don't want to see you." Even if she met him now, she didn't know how to face him.

With no intention of leaving, Li Fengjue stood outside the door. There was only a door panel between the two of them, but it seemed that they were far away. "I want to see you." Li Fengjue replied.

"You go, now I just want to be quiet." Su Yingxue said exhausted physically and mentally.She won't see him until she has figured out what to do.

There was silence outside the door. After a long time, Li Fengjue said in a low voice: "I will always wait for you."

Su Yingxue slowly walked towards the bed, hiding her whole body under the quilt.In the morning, they were still sweet and loving, but now it has become like this.Heaven and hell can be so close.

A few nights ago, there was a lingering love here, but he couldn't help but recall the scene where he possessed her and made her conceive a child three years ago.The same man brought her different feelings.

Tears wet the pillow, and Su Yingxue sobbed, "Why you? What should I do?"

Half an hour later, Li Fengjue was still standing there straight, with no intention of leaving at all.Seeing this, An Xiyan said helplessly: "Uncle, can you go back? Sometimes Yingxue is very stubborn, even if you wait here, she won't open the door."

With one hand in his trouser pocket, he stared at the closed door, Li Fengjue remained silent. "Go back and rest, maybe Yingxue will figure it out by herself in a few days?" An Xiyan said so.

"Impossible." Li Fengjue responded indifferently.If she could figure it out easily, he wouldn't be standing here now.

Seeing that there was still a stalemate, An Xiyan rushed in front of him, grabbed the hem of her shirt: "Uncle, I'm sleepy, if you don't leave, I'll take off my clothes and sleep here. If Fu Yiyan comes to see When I arrive, I will think that you are going to bully me, and it will be bad if you make your brothers lose peace."

Facing this threat, Li Fengjue didn't even move his eyelids, and said coldly: "I'm not interested in women." Except for Su Yingxue, the rest of the women were just like men to him, and he didn't have any thoughts.

Seeing that he refuses to eat hard and soft, An Xiyan really has no choice.Putting his hands together, he begged and said: "Uncle, you can leave as soon as you can. Yingxue is alone in the room, so you are worried that she won't let it go, right? It's always good to have someone with you, right? You are here, Yingxue Snow won't open the door and let me in."

Li Fengjue lowered his eyes and remained silent. One minute later, he turned around and said, "I'll wait for her downstairs." After speaking, Li Fengjue left steadily.After making sure he had left, An Xiyan took out the key and entered the house.

Seeing Su Yingxue who was about to suffocate herself to death, An Xiyan couldn't help but said: "Yingxue, he really cares about you and cares about you. You two, why did this happen? He was waiting for you downstairs, didn't you?" Waiting for you, it may be difficult to leave."

Su Yingxue stretched out her head and said in a low voice: "If he loves me, why didn't he tell me? I'd rather he tell me than me to find out."

Missing her hygienic eye, An Xiyan complained: "According to your personality, if he told you, maybe you would have stayed away. Yingxue, no matter what decision you make, I will support you, as long as you Don't embarrass yourself."

Su Yingxue didn't answer, but just stared at something blankly. "Xiyan, I may not be able to continue loving him." Su Yingxue said sadly.There were already many problems between her and him, but now they are even more complicated.Breaking up early is good for everyone.

"Don't make a decision lightly, get a good night's sleep, and make a decision after your mind clears up." An Xiyan persuaded.

At midnight, Su Yingxue still couldn't fall asleep.Lying in bed, tossing and turning.These days, she always falls asleep in his arms, but now without him by his side, she cannot sleep.Sitting up, Su Yingxue inserted her hands into her hair and sat there decadently.

Five minutes later, Su Yingxue couldn't help but stood up and walked to the window.Turning sideways, the figure under the street lamp is so familiar.His slender figure was elongated by the street lamps, and under the dim light, his whole body was filled with a lonely atmosphere.It has been several hours, but he has always maintained the same posture.

There was a feeling in Su Yingxue's heart, holding the phone, but still unable to dial it.She bit her lip and looked at him, eyes full of nostalgia.As if sensing her gaze, Li Fengjue followed her position to look.Line of sight, meet unexpectedly.

Neither of the two spoke, one upstairs and the other downstairs, staring at each other silently.Thinking of that incident, Su Yingxue took the lead to look away, turned her back to him, and closed the curtains.

After a while, the phone rang suddenly.Seeing his pretty side face dancing on the screen, Su Yingxue stared at it bewilderedly.This was taken secretly by her while he was asleep. At some point, he changed it to the caller ID.

Rubbing his face with her fingertips, Su Yingxue didn't have the courage to press the answer button.Over and over again, Su Yingxue finally couldn't calm down and pretended not to hear: "You go, I won't see you."

"I know." Li Fengjue replied indifferently, "You don't have to see me, but I can't wait for you." Whether she still loves him or not, he still loves her.

Her heart was pounding, and she still loved him until now.After finishing the call, Su Yingxue looked at the dark room.A kind of fear arises spontaneously.Hiding behind the curtain, Su Yingxue stood silently, letting time pass by.

Under the street lamp, Li Fengjue waited there stubbornly, looking towards her room.He knew she was there.In the past, he didn't understand his feelings for her and let her go.Now, she wants to leave?impossible!
"Sir, it's a bit cold at night, go back to the car and wait." Lao Li said with concern.

Li Fengjue waited silently as if he didn't hear it.In his eyes, she was always the only one.

(End of this chapter)