The first daughter is not bad, the prince does not love

Chapter 203 Don't Give Me Hope
She didn't want to see Lu Jinnian at first, but she suddenly thought that she had almost agreed to Lu Jinnian's courtship back then. If she didn't make it clear, it didn't seem too good, so she went to Tianyi Pavilion.

Tianyi Pavilion is a place where teachers and students of Taiyuan Academy borrow books, and few people usually come here.

Lu Jinnian asked Amo to stand at the door, and when he was inside, no one was allowed to come in. This was considered "abuse of power".

Seeing Lin Siran, A Mo smiled and let her in.

Lu Jinnian was sitting there, holding a book, when he heard footsteps, he immediately put down the book, and motioned Lin Sian to sit down with his eyes.

Lin Siran walked over, hesitated for a moment, and then said: "Young master Lu, I have something to say, I will leave after I finish speaking, the sixth princess is still waiting for me."

"Ranran, why do you keep rejecting me thousands of miles away?" Lu Jinnian's eyes were a little hurt, "Could it be that our agreement at the palace banquet didn't count?"

Lin Siran looked at the ground, concealed the sadness in his eyes, and pretended to be indifferent: "Mr. Lu, I was flustered and delirious at the time. Don't take what I said, you and I are from different worlds. , or go their own way without interfering with each other.”

"Interfering with each other? People from different worlds? Ranran... Why do you say such hurtful words? Could it be that my existence disturbs you?" Lu Jinnian's tone was a little urgent, his face flushed, and he completely lost his usual modest demeanor. .

Lin Siran sighed, and said: "I'm sorry, if you think these words are hurtful, then I can only apologize to you. Mr. Lu also met that day, even if I, Lin Siran, are the daughter of the Lin family, In the eyes of these royal relatives, they are worthless. When others want to hit and scold, I don't even have the strength to fight back. How can I be worthy of being the eldest son of the Lu family? I am very self-aware, I don't want to climb anyone up. So please, Mr. Lu, don't give me any hope, because sometimes hope that is out of reach is actually very cruel."

Lin Siran gave a slight blessing and turned to leave.

Lu Jinnian suddenly threw himself on the ground, and said, "Yes, hope that is out of reach is indeed a kind of cruelty, so are you willing to let me bear such cruelty?"

Lin Siran heard the loud noise behind him, and when he turned around, he saw him lying on the ground in a panic, moving forward bit by bit.

Without even thinking about it, she ran back, wanted to pull him up, and asked, "What are you doing, why are you getting out of the wheelchair?"

"You see, I am a man who can't stand up without a wheelchair. With me like this, what qualifications do I have to say that you are a high climber? It was I who had extravagant expectations for you, and it was I who tried to drag the beautiful you into my hell , I extravagantly wish that you could be my legs, I extravagantly wish that you would spend the rest of your life with a cripple like me, and I would even let go of my pride for this, and appear in this college with a crippled body, accepting all sympathy or ridicule eyes! But I never thought that I would see you here, let alone that when I saw you again, you would be so indifferent!"

Lu Jinnian laughed at himself and robbed Lin Siran of what to do.

"You are not disabled, these two words are not suitable for you." Lin Siran didn't like to hear him use such words to describe himself, "Have you seen the eyes of those sitting under the podium looking at you? They Everything is here for you, if everyone loves you, then what right do I have to stand by your side? There are too many people who want to be your legs, and I don’t even have the qualifications to line up.”

Lin Siran smiled helplessly. Those who lined up were either the county lord or the county lord, and there might even be noble daughters from centuries-old families, each of them was more noble than her.

Lu Jinnian smiled wryly, and asked, "So you ignore me again and again, and even want to destroy our agreement, so you don't talk to me anymore? If so, I will turn down the teaching task of the girls' class and stop appearing in those classes." In front of the girl, you can only take one scoop for three thousand weak waters, this is my promise to you!"

However, Lin Siran shook his head and said: "You can't see them, but you can't stop them from seeing you, don't you understand? As long as they find out your feelings for me, they will attack you together, because no one feels , I am worthy of you."

"It doesn't matter what they think. Isn't it important that we only recognize each other? What are you afraid of? Afraid that I won't be able to keep my promise?" Lu Jinnian didn't like having Lin Siran doubt his determination.

"Does Mr. Lu think that marriage is a matter between two people? Is it just empty words to think that marriage is right?" Lin Sian felt that Lu Jinnian was too naive.

But Lu Jinnian said firmly: "I have never thought so, that's why I am in Taiyuan Academy, because I plan to use my actions to prove that I am qualified to decide what kind of person I marry. To my beloved!"

Lu Jinnian held her hand tightly without leaving any gaps.

Looking at his burning gaze, Lin Sizan felt a little flustered, and then said: "I asked Amo to help you up, you are too heavy."

"Don't avoid my eyes, let alone avoid me, Ranran, please believe me, we are each other's salvation, I will definitely let my surname be crowned with yours." Lu Jinnian insisted.

"Of course, before that, I won't reveal my feelings easily, and I won't cause you any trouble. I will restrain all my love for you, until one day, I am qualified to write a letter to you. Letter of appointment!" Lu Jinnian added.

Lin Siran wanted to say something else, but Lu Jinnian continued: "Don't reject me, I didn't ask you to accept me now, but please don't forget what I said to you, wait for me, give me some time, up to three years, Three years later... I will definitely use eight palanquins to marry you into the gate of the Lu residence, not the current Lu residence, but the home that I, Lu Jinnian, earned."

Lin Siran looked at him, a little surprised, and asked, "Are you leaving the Lu family?"

"It's not secession, it's independence. Aren't you worried that the Lu family's family name is too high, and you have climbed too high? Then I don't want that family house, I will give you a family match that you can rest assured." Lu Jinnian smiled, and his words were full of confidence.

Lin Siran pursed her lips.

"I only hope that you can give me this kind of time, and I will give you a safe rest of your life." Lu Jinnian looked at Lin Siran earnestly, "Of course, you can refuse me now, and I won't blame you. When I am not blessed, I have such a good you."

After finishing speaking, Lu Jinnian let go of Lin Siran, and tried to get up with difficulty, but fell back again, looking a bit embarrassed.

Lin Sizan wanted to help him, but was pushed away by him, saying: "Don't give me hope that is impossible, hope is also cruel torture to me."

Lin Siran was helpless, and said: "Then you have to stand up on your own for the past three years, don't fall down easily, and I can't always be by your side to help you."

Surprised and delighted, Lu Jinnian asked, "Then...then you agreed?"

Lin Siran smiled slightly, and asked back: "What do you think? Can I help you now? If you don't want me to help you, I will leave."

Overwhelmed with joy, Lu Jinnian stretched out his hand and took Lin Sizan's hand. Lin Sizan pulled him up forcefully and helped him back to the wheelchair.

(End of this chapter)