The first daughter is not bad, the prince does not love

Chapter 465 Don't Want to Lose You Again
Lin Siran looked at Cui Ruo'an with tears in his eyes, and said, "But I don't want him to go all out, it's not worth it!"

"Whether it's worth it or not is up to you. It's enough for him to think it's worth it." Cui Ruo'an said softly.

Lin Siran took a deep breath, but still couldn't hide the bitterness and pain in his heart.

"Go." Cui Ruo'an said.

Only then did Lin Siran pluck up the courage and walked in.

Before entering the door, he smelled a bloody smell mixed with a pungent medicinal smell.

She saw Lu Jinnian lying there, covered with a thin layer of quilt, his clothes were soaked in blood, his face was so pale, like a sheet of white paper.

Lin Siran was almost unrecognizable. This was the Mr. Lu who was as gentle as jade and as elegant as the moon.

Lin Biran suddenly felt that she hated her, why did she appear in this man's life, why did she disturb his life, he should have lived a peaceful life and be a noble and aloof son, never having to experience this kind of pain and inferiority complex.

He could have stood high forever and accepted the admiration and admiration of countless people.

Why should you feel humbled because of her?
She wasn't that good at all, and she wasn't worth his efforts.

"You...you are so stupid, how can you become humble because of me? You don't have to be like this at all, you stand there, you are a ball of light, you should only get admiration and admiration, why do you feel that you can't stand If you get up, you are not qualified to stand by my side and give me the best protection?"

Lin Siran's tears fell down.

"What virtue and ability do I have? I am just a ghost crawling out of hell. There is so little room in my heart for you. I am full of hatred and resentment. I desperately want to gain power and status. Even if I choose to accept You, I don't even know if I have other purposes. I am selfish and vicious, I can push the enemy into the abyss without changing my face, I am not as beautiful as you see, such a me... what right do I have to despise you? "

"In my eyes, you are like the moon in the sky, high above the sky, bright and noble, untouchable. But I am dirty and humble, like a mouse, I don't even dare to show my true face to others, I dare not face you Anyone who shows my evil will not dare to let others touch my heart. It is true that I like you, but I know deeply that I love myself more, so even if you have given me heart and soul, I will still keep it. From near to far away."

Lin Siran knelt and sat in front of his bed.

"I have thought countless times, what is so good about me, that I am lucky enough to be favored by you. You are someone I never dared to think about before. When I think of you liking me, I feel terrified and uneasy. Everything seems too much. It’s not true, how can I have such an honor?”

"But you are like this, you actually hate your legs because of me. You don't hesitate to bet your life and hope to stand up."

Lin Siran shook his head while talking.

"You really shouldn't do this. How precious is your life? If you look at me one more time, my heart will run towards you uncontrollably. You don't have to come over, I want to go over mountains and mountains for you."

No one heard her, Lu Jinnian fell asleep and probably couldn't hear her anymore.

At this moment, she could finally be honest with herself.

Her fear of love between men and women was defeated by Lu Jinnian's fight with her life.

If there is a person who would risk his life for you, and that person is still Lu Jinnian, what reason do you have to reject him?How to convince myself to reject him?
He resisted desperately, and finally fell into his tenderness.

That being the case, there is no need to resist.

She needs a hug, a love that will never give up on herself, and a lover who can melt the ice.

Lu Jinnian, if you are destined to come here for me in this life, I will not push you away again. I will hold your hand tightly and hold you as hard as you want to hold me.

Lin Siran took Lu Jinnian's hand that was spread out on the bed.

"Please get better, come back to life, come back to life...don't die, don't make me suffer anymore!" Lin Siran begged desperately.

"Nian Jin!"

An old and excited call disturbed Lin Siran, she subconsciously let go of Lu Jinnian's hand and stood up.

Then Lu Xiang and Lu Qianxue rushed over.

"Nian Jin..."

"elder brother……"

Lin Siran stood aside a little helplessly, watching the father and daughter cry.

"Brother...how can you do this? You lied to me, you said you would not take risks, you said you gave up, you lied!" Lu Qianxue raised her head and wailed.

Lu Xiang had to restrain himself a lot, but he was still in tears.

"Jin Nian, why on earth are you so important to stand up? You are good enough, you don't need to force yourself anymore, you... If you die, the Lu family will have no successor, how can you make father feel sorry for you?" Ancestors?" Lu Xiang beat his chest and stamped his feet in pain.

Cui Ruoan walked in from the outside.

He said to Lu Xiang: "Lu Xiang, you father and daughter should restrain yourself a bit, don't disturb him, he is already very weak now."

Lu Xiang looked at Cui Ruo'an and asked, "Ruo'an, find a way to save my son, I beg you...save him."

Cui Ruoan pointed to the old man with a gray beard behind him. He seemed to have just had a drink, and his face was flushed.

"This is Dr. Jian who is the best at detoxification here. Let him take a look first." Cui Ruo'an patted Lu Xiang's shoulder, "Let's go out first, don't disturb the doctor's rescue."

Cui Ruo'an also looked at Lin Siran, and motioned for her to avoid it first.

When Lin Ruan walked out, Lu Qianxue raised her head and saw her, with a bit of resentment in her eyes.

Lin Siran felt more and more uncomfortable seeing this look. She wanted to explain something, but she didn't know how to explain it.

"Sister Lin...why?" Lu Qianxue asked, "Why did my brother do this? Why did he like you? How can you make my brother pay such a high price for you? Why can't he stand up? He doesn't need it." Stand up, he is also the eldest son of the Lu family, the future head of the Lu family."

"Just because he likes you, he became like that, you...what right do you have to make my brother become like that?"

Lu Qianxue cried while holding her face.

Lin Siran knew that what she said was not wrong, and that she was indeed not qualified.

She also knew that she was so impulsive and resentful because her most admired brother had become like this.

Lu Xiang also took a deep look at Lin Siran.

Also with incomprehensible doubts.

"I'm still thinking, what is the reason why my son, who never changed his face before the collapse of Mount Tai, can be so impulsive and disregarding the consequences, knowing how dangerous this kind of treatment with poison to fight poison is, but to try it behind the back of the whole family? "

Lu Xiang sighed deeply.

"To be honest, I have never wanted Jinnian to have anything to do with you. You are too sharp a woman, and your ability to cause trouble is daunting. People like us want to be dignified, know how to advance and retreat, and be gentle and gentle." Shu's daughter-in-law. You must be able to endure what ordinary people cannot bear, you must understand the overall situation, you must learn to weigh the pros and cons, and you must sacrifice for the family, husband, and children. But you... nothing matches, it's not that I don't like you It’s not about your background, but your disposition and the way you behave in the world.”

Lu Xiang's words were all about his disapproval of Lin Siran.

"Jinnian is still too young. He doesn't know what kind of wife he should want. You will only bring him trouble and bad luck. You are not the same people at all."

(End of this chapter)