The first daughter is not bad, the prince does not love

Chapter 534 I Can't Protect Myself

"I thought I still had a lot of time, because these years, there has never been any threatening woman around him. Shushen is just a clown who has attracted most people's attention. Because of Shushen's arrogance, many people admire Jinnian. All the women who knew the difficulty retreated."

"I know that Jinnian will definitely not like someone like Shushen, so I waited patiently, waited... I carefully guarded behind him, I was happy when he was happy, and I tried to make him happy when he was sad .”

"But I never put pressure on him, and I don't let him know my intentions, lest he alienate me like he alienated Shushen."

"But how do I know, you turned out to be born, he easily fell into your beauty."

Li Fu still refused to admit defeat.

She doesn't think she has lost to Lin Siran in any way, except for her beauty.

"Aren't you prettier than me? Maybe you read a little more than I do, but in fact, I haven't read less these years, and I'm also proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, because these are Jinnian's favorites. How could I not work hard to learn?" What about studying?"

"I just don't want to show this to outsiders, because I just want Jinnian to see it alone. I waited for the moment when he looked at me, and let him be pleasantly surprised to find that I am the most worthy of him in this world." beloved woman."

Lin Siran discovered that Li Fu turned out to be such a foolish and dreamy girl.

She is not as tough as she looks on the surface. In her heart, she is clearly childish and innocent, and she still has unrealistic fantasies.

How could Princess Huayang, who is as good at calculating and playing tricks, raise such a daughter?

"I have to say, you are so stupid." Lin Sizan sighed, "If you miss Lu Jinnian because of these childish and naive thoughts, that would be a real regret."

"What do you mean?" Li Fu asked, "You say I'm childish and naive? Why do you say that about me?"

"Because you are indeed like this. You have learned so much and done so much for him, but you are only touched by yourself, but he doesn't know anything. Isn't this stupid? What is it? You thought he would notice you sooner or later, How does he notice what you haven't even shown? Can he read minds?"

Lin Siran was speechless when Li Fu asked.

"He... he is so smart, how could he not know?" Li Fu actually said that.

"No matter how smart a person is, he can't understand another person. Others are like an abyss that can't be seen at the bottom. Unless that person has the courage to jump into the abyss to find out, just look at it from a distance. What about the gutter?"

Sometimes even by jumping into the abyss, you can't explore the real world in people's hearts.

Let alone just watching from afar.

Li Fu was silent for a long time, then suddenly asked: "Then what should I do now?"

"I don't know what you should do. You shouldn't ask me. I can't protect myself." Lin Sizhan spread her hands, expressing her powerlessness.

Li Fu pouted, dissatisfied: "Are you deliberately not wanting to help me?"

"I have no position to help you, do I? Because of your troubles today, the fact that I was ridiculed by everyone for trying to force the Lu family to marry me by virtue of saving my life will be redefined as being shameless and seducing the eldest son of the Lu family." , is an out-and-out vixen!"

Lin Siran sighed, feeling that she was wronged too much.

Li Fu curled her lips and said, "You may not be."

"Princess, if you want to say that, I have nothing to say to you. Although I don't think I am an upright person, I will never use this kind of low-level means. If I want to flatter anyone, You should also target the prince or the emperor, right?" Lin Siran said angrily.

"My uncle is Mingjun, so naturally he won't be bewitched by you. Didn't you deliberately confuse uncle during the draft, and almost cost your life? I know it all."

It was at that time that Li Fu came to know about Lin Siran.

"However, you said that you confuse the prince. I agree with you. The prince seems weak and incompetent. In fact, no one can see through him. At today's banquet, the second prince who wanted to regain his uncle's Sacred Heart was given to him at random. Pressed on the ground. No wonder my mother said, don't underestimate the prince, maybe you can try, anyway, the prince does not have a concubine, but it is rumored that he is not close to women, so I don't know if it is true or not."

Lin Siran rolled his eyes secretly, if he is not close to a woman, then he is not a pure and ascetic prince at all, okay?He's just good at faking it.

"You don't need to worry about my affairs, princess. You should plan more for yourself, but don't involve me anymore. I am not from the same world as you. My life has already had too many tragedies. , don’t mess with me any more.”

Lin Siran sincerely begged them, young masters and young ladies, that they could talk about love without any worries, but she had to work hard to survive, so where would she have the spare energy to fight and be jealous?

But Li Fu insisted: "I don't care, because you stole his heart, so now you have to find a way to return it to me."

"Don't the Princess feel that I am too unreasonable to make trouble?" Lin Siran asked, "What right do you have to ask me to help you? I can't take care of myself, how can I have the heart to help you?"

"The princess is well-informed, and I must know that my brother just passed away, and now the body has been burned. I am extremely tormented. I know that it is impossible for you and me to understand each other, but at least please don't make the situation worse."

Lin Siran is really tired. She is not a fairy, she will be tired, helpless and painful.

Breaking up with Lu Jinnian, is it her sincere wish?It's just that I was forced to be helpless by reality, so I had to give up unrealistic fantasies.

Who doesn't want to have the power to be willful and dream forever?

Li Fu thought for a while, and finally said: "Okay, I don't ask you for help, but you must at least promise me that you will not see Lu Jinnian again, and you will not have any ties to him again."

Lin Sizan asked: "What position does the princess ask me for? Is it as the princess, or as Mr. Lu's fiancée, or as a friend of mine?"

"What's the difference?" Li Fu was puzzled.

"Of course there is a difference. If you ask me as the princess, sorry, I don't think I need to obey your orders. Although I don't want to have anything to do with Mr. Lu, I would like to draw a line with him, so as not to Mess up again. But I will never accept your superior order."

"If you are Mr. Lu's fiancée, you should at least wait until you have actually settled on the marriage contract before asking me. I promise, I will completely draw a line with him. Even if I meet him on the street, I won't take a second look. The right to be a stranger."

"If you ask me this now as a friend..."

Li Fu asked, "What if it's as a friend?"

"If you really regard me as a friend, you should understand that I am not a person who does not keep my word. Since I have said that I have nothing to do with him, there will never be any ties. As for whether to meet or not, it is not What I can control is a banquet like today, can it be completely avoided in the future?"

Lin Siran looked at Li Fu.

"We all belong to the same circle, so we will inevitably meet each other on various occasions. What does the princess think?"

(End of this chapter)