The first daughter is not bad, the prince does not love

Chapter 618 He's by my side

"How could it be? Your Majesty will formally decree this marriage when my father comes back. I have already accepted it, so why would I not want to?" Huo Min avoided Lin Siran's gaze.

"You can lie with your mouth, but your heart can't. You can't even stitch and thread. If you really want to marry, how can you embroider mandarin ducks like this, and the Bingdi lotus? Those who don't know will think you embroidered a morning glory. "

"You don't think about it."

Lin Siran shook his head.

"Okay, okay, I admit, I can't hide it from you at all, I just don't want to marry, and... and there is one thing I don't know if I'm just thinking about it." Huo Min suddenly became anxious.

"Ranran, do you believe in ghosts and gods in this world?"

"Huh?" Lin Siran asked, "Why do you suddenly ask?"

"I asked you if you believe it or not? I didn't believe it before, but now I think maybe there is." Huo Min's expression became more and more fanatical.

"Xu... Maybe there are." Lin Siran couldn't say for sure, because she herself had experienced incredible things.

Huo Min asked pleasantly: "Do you believe it too? I'll just say... Maybe it's not my wild imagination. I always feel that he is by my side recently, and he often comes to see me."

"Ah?" Lin Siran looked at Huo Min in surprise, "He?"

"Yeah, Mr. Yan... I think it's him, I trust my intuition." Huo Min was very excited, "I think he never left."

Lin Siran's expression became complicated.

It's not that she doesn't believe in the theory of ghosts and gods, but that even if there are, her brother shouldn't bother Huo Min.

This will make Huo Min fall into an even more difficult situation from which he cannot extricate himself.

"Minmin, don't think wildly." Lin Siran said calmly, wanting to stop Huo Min from continuing to fall into this kind of trouble.

"You said just now that Xu is there, don't you believe me?" Huo Min was a little unhappy.

"It's not that I don't believe you. I just think that if it's true as you said, you can't indulge in it anymore. Even if your brother is by your side in that way, you have to come out. You have to accept that you are no longer one. people in the world."

Lin Siran made up his mind to express his thoughts, but he didn't dare to look directly into Huo Min's hurt eyes.

"How do you accept it?" Huo Min choked up and asked, "I feel his presence, I can even sometimes feel his gaze on me, and... and when I fall asleep, I occasionally feel someone touching me. my face."

"I know it's him."

"That's not my hallucination, is it?"

Huo Min was very sad.

"Minmin..." Lin Siran also felt deeply pained, "I know how you feel, I can understand, when I just lost my brother, I often felt that way, but...but I still hope you go Come out and forget about him."

"How can I forget it?" Huo Min asked helplessly, "Tell me, how can I do it?"

"Don't think, don't listen, don't feel." Lin Sizan took a deep breath, then let it out slowly, "Turn your eyes to other people and things, as time goes by, it should be..."

"It's useless, I've tried it, I've tried it many times, but I always compare people I know to him, the eyes are not as clear as his, the body is not as tall as his, the clothes are too fancy, and the voice is not as good He is beautiful, and he is not as good-looking when he smiles..."

"I feel that no one is as good as him. I hate myself for being like this. I have no right to be picky about others. There is no reason for others to be compared by me. But I think so unconsciously. Every time I know someone more People, it will only make me feel that he is better and irreplaceable."

Huo Min's face was full of torment.

Lin Siran's persuasion is powerless.

The feelings between people are incommunicable.

Yan Shichu is an older brother to her, she doesn't have to compare others with Yan Shichu like Huo Min, and no one can replace Yan Shichu's position in her heart, let alone be replaced.

But if Huo Min wants to start her life again, she must get out of this predicament. She has to let go of her obsession with Yan Shichu, and accept a new life, a new beginning.

How can a living person compare with a dead person?

The image he left in Huo Min's heart has been fixed, and as time goes by, the memory will beautify him intentionally or unintentionally, making him closer to perfection.

Huo Min won't find out the bad things about Yan Shichu, the impression he gave her is all beautiful and meaningful, if life is just as shocking as seeing him for the first time, it is the mood that a girl only has when she is in love for the first time.

It is impossible to have the same feeling a second time.

Maybe Huo Min will fall in love with other people in the future, but it is absolutely impossible to have the same feeling again.

People grow up, their hearts get old and hard, and they are never the same.

However, Huo Min's original aspiration was fixed at the time when she was 16 years old. In her heart, Yan Shichu will always be that unparalleled young man who will never grow old or become ugly, so no one can compare with him.

Lin Siran didn't know what method to use to persuade Huo Min to let go, she thought, all methods were useless.

There are some things that bystanders cannot do.

She once thought, if Huo Min hadn't met Yan Shichu, her life would be very different, right?

But I just met it, I was tempted by it, and I lost it so unexpectedly.

Everything is a trick of good fortune.

The wind blew through the trees, the leaves rustled, and Lin Siran's mood became noisy.

She didn't even remember how she said goodbye to Huo Min, maybe she fled in frustration, because when she thought of Huo Min's tragedy, she always had something to do with her, and she felt powerless and painful.

In a flash, half a month has passed.

Lin Siran still went to see Huo Min, but tried not to talk about Yan Shichu with her.

Huo Min didn't mention it again.

It seems that this is a kind of tacit agreement between them.

"I heard from my mother that there are frequent good news ahead, and the rebels can't last long." Huo Min was very happy.

Lin Siran also said: "Well, I also heard that His Majesty has sent someone to reward the three armies. I believe it will end soon."

"Then you are going to get married, right?" Huo Min asked with a smile.

"We still have to wait for His Highness to come back and see how His Majesty arranges it." Lin Siran didn't know either.

"Your Highness has made a great contribution this time. The position in the East Palace is as stable as a rock. You have nothing to worry about. Just be your princess with peace of mind." Huo Min was also very happy for Lin Siran, and finally got one. A happy home.

Lin Siran smiled and said: "I don't care if the princess is not a concubine, I just hope that he will be safe and come back intact."

"Are you really in love with His Highness the Crown Prince?" Huo Min could see that every time Lin Sizan mentioned Li Xingxu, his eyes were different, completely different from when she mentioned Lu Jinnian before.

Lin Siran blushed: "What are you talking about, whether you like it or not!"

"There is no one else, why can't I say it? Look at you, why are you blushing, why don't you admit it?" Huo Min laughed at her.

Lin Sizan had no choice but to say: "In short... I feel at ease when I'm with him, as if I have a backbone, no matter what happens, I won't feel afraid anymore."

"I have gone through too many hardships and hardships along the way, but thinking that if it is to find him in the end, I feel that my persistence is not in vain."

She can't say what love is, if someone can make her feel at ease, that's enough.

(End of this chapter)