The first daughter is not bad, the prince does not love

Chapter 81

"Biao Aunt, is there something on your mind? Why do you look so sad?" Lin Siran asked knowingly.

Wei Rong'er shook her head and said, "It's nothing, it's just a moment of sentimentality."

"Then why don't you tell me? Maybe I can enlighten you." Lin Sizan said.

"It's useless to say it, everything is fate, and it's not in the slightest." Wei Rong'er sat down leaning on the railing again, looking into the distance with sad eyes, quite a bit of mourning for the beauty.

Lin Sizan asked: "Is it for marriage? Didn't grandma promise to take you back to the capital? She will definitely find a good marriage for you."

"Don't laugh at me. I'm at this age, and my family is not rich. How can people in the capital respect me?" Wei Rong'er said, almost crying.

Lin Sizan hurriedly persuaded her, and said, "Cousin, you can't be so insecure. You have a good face, and you look younger and more beautiful than that sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl. What are you afraid of? Don't belittle yourself."

Wei Rong'er touched her face and asked, "Do you really think so?"

"Actually, to be honest, most men of your age in the capital are already married, and even if they are not married, many of them are married. It is really not easy for you to choose a good man with a clean family background and an upright personality." Lin Siran changed the subject again, and sure enough, she saw that Wei Rong'er was full of disappointment.

Lin Siran said again: "But, there is another situation, I think it is the best choice for you, cousin."

"What's the situation?" Wei Rong'er asked eagerly, her heart fluttering, and she didn't know what to do.

Lin Sizan said: "Some of the older ones may also have married wives, but for various reasons, such as widowhood, such as the unworthy wife divorced and remarried at home, as long as the person is of good character and the family is well-off, it may not be Not a good gentleman."

Wei Ronger fell into deep thinking.

She had considered such a candidate before, but none of them satisfied her.

"Hey... Let's take my father as an example. You can see that although he has passed his thirties, he is still young and promising. He has become a second-rank official at this age, and he has also been awarded a bachelor. He has not taken concubines for many years. Regardless of character and talent, is there anything bad?" Lin Siran deliberately mentioned Lin Xiaoqian.

Wei Rong'er was taken aback for a moment, then subconsciously said: "Cousin already has a wife!"

Lin Siran guessed that at this moment, Wei Rong'er must have considered Lin Xiaoqian, so she deliberately ignored Wei Rong'er's guilty look, and said, "I'm just using my father as an example to tell you that you don't have to stick to your age. .”

Wei Rong'er was a little lonely, thinking in her heart that if her cousin didn't have a wife, that would really be the best choice.

A few words from Lin Siran stirred Wei Rong'er's mind, she knew that sooner or later this small thought would take root in Wei Rong'er's heart, and as time passed, her liking for Lin Xiaoqian would become deeper and deeper, and it would be time for it to blossom and bear fruit.

The two chatted for a while, and they didn't stop the topic until they were eating.

Since then, Lin Sizan has been paying attention to Wei Rong'er everywhere, and Wei Rong'er will often tell Lin Sizan what is on her mind. They are aunts and nephews in name, but they are more like a pair of close sisters, and the relationship is getting closer with each passing day.

Mrs. Lin was surprised, but they thought that the two of them were close before, but now they are even better.

Lin Siran still didn't forget that the person she wanted to worship most when she came to worship her ancestors was her biological mother, the Qin family, but she didn't know where the Qin family was buried.

You can't ask questions, and if you ask, everything will be revealed.

But unexpectedly, after worshiping the ancestors, Mrs. Lin suddenly said to her: "Ranran, accompany me to a place."

Lin Siran didn't know that Mrs. Lin would take her to worship the Qin family at first.

It wasn't until he saw a solitary grave buried on a small hill without even a tombstone that Lin Siran realized that it was the tomb of the Qin family.

Mrs. Lin sent everyone else away, and only brought Aunt Chun and Lin Siran here, and she didn't even let Sui'er follow, which shows that she didn't want others to wait until she had been here.

Mrs. Lin said to Lin Sizan: "This is an old friend of my grandmother. She passed away at a young age. She was a poor person. When I came back this time, I wanted to come and see her. She is still your elder. You Kowtow to her a few times."

Mrs. Lin's voice was a little hoarse, and there were suppressed tears in her eyes.

Lin Siran almost exhausted all her strength to restrain herself from showing her sad emotions. She could not show any sadness, nor could she shed a single tear.

The hand hidden in the sleeve was clenched tightly, and the nails cut through the flesh of the palm, but she didn't feel any pain at all, because the pain in the palm of her hand couldn't compare to the pain in her heart?
This tomb, which was about to collapse, was covered with withered grass. If you didn’t pay attention to it, it would be hard to believe that it was a tomb. It stood alone on the wasteland of the hillside, just like the woman buried below, so lonely, Nobody cares.

Why?

Why, as the original wife, accompanied Lin Xiaoqian through the most difficult days, but was forced to commit suicide, even the Lin family's ancestral grave was not allowed to enter, not even a tombstone.

She must be forgotten, no one remembers her, and those who remember never mention her.

But the Su family enjoys the glory and wealth, aloof, so proud, so rampant.

Resentment was like a poisoned knife, twisting in Lin Siran's heart, the pain made her almost tremble.

With a plop, Lin Sizan knelt down without saying a word, she couldn't say anything except silently kowtow to her.

Mother, I'm here to see you.

Did you hear that?
My daughter has come to kowtow to you.

Please forgive my unfilial piety, I don't even have the courage to call you mother.

I'm so incompetent, I can't avenge you, and I have to recognize the thief as my mother, calling her to be my mother over and over again.

If you see me like this, will you be annoyed?Will you blame me and scold me?
Lin Siran's throat rolled, and she swallowed all the bitter tears. Her tears couldn't flow out, so all of them flowed into her heart. It was too painful, too bitter, too sour.

Mrs. Lin and Mother Chun helped burn the paper money without saying a word.

The silence seemed to be a tacit understanding among the three.

Lin Siran knelt there and didn't raise her head for a long time. She was afraid that if she raised her head, she would reveal the grief and resentment in her heart.

She really wanted to ask the old lady beside her, why she brought her here, why she didn't protect her mother back then, why she still refused to tell herself the truth?
Doesn't her willingness to come to see Qin Shi just mean that she knows in her heart that Qin Shi is innocent and died unjustly, so she feels ashamed in her heart?
Since he was ashamed, why didn't he do anything, didn't say anything, and let the vicious Su family continue to do evil and harm her?

Lin Siran was heartbroken, but besides being silent, it was still silent.

Can't ask, can't tell, can't cry!
Mrs. Lin murmured: "I don't know when I will come back next time, Ranran...you remember this, if grandma is gone in the future, if you have a chance to go back to your hometown, you can also visit her for me."

Mrs. Lin's eyes were full of guilt, she couldn't say anything to Lin Bianming, but she hoped that one day when Lin Bian knew the truth, she wouldn't hate her so much.

Because she has no choice, she is the daughter-in-law of the Lin family and the mother of Lin Xiaoqian, she must conceal the truth for the glory of the Lin family, and must sacrifice the Qin family for the future of her son.

She knew that she was guilty, but she could only bear such a crime. Apart from eating vegetarian food, praying for the Qin family, she could do nothing.

(End of this chapter)