After wearing the book, I was spoiled by the Prince Regent!

Chapter 342 I don't want to do it either!

"I, I don't really understand what it is. They only let me find a way to arrange for a maid who once served the Empress Dowager to enter the Marquis of Wu'an's mansion. I, I haven't had time to arrange it yet."

"Who are they? Are you going to listen to them like this?"

"I don't know who they are, but they captured my nephew, and if I don't do what they want, they will kill my nephew.

I will lose a family member, how can I just watch him die!I can only do what they tell me!

However, after doing it once, there will be a second time, and after the second time, there will be a third time. I was pinched by them and I had to do it, but I have never done anything to be sorry for the empress dowager. I've never! "

She said anxiously and fearfully, but she was suffering a lot in her heart and her face was painful, because she knew in her heart that what she did was to betray the Empress Dowager.

Xia Xinxin sneered, "You rely on yourself as the empress dowager's first nanny, you rely on the empress dowager's trust in you, and then you order the empress dowager's bodyguards to do murder and arson without authorization, and you also say that you have not betrayed the empress dowager." Where is the empress dowager?

You know, what the Empress Dowager's people do is equivalent to what the Empress Dowager did! "

"I, I, if I don't do it, don't I want to watch my only relative die, I don't want to, I don't want to do it either!"

Red Nanny hugged her head, her face was distorted and painful, and the muddy tears flowed down one after another.

She has been by the empress dowager's side for so many years, from a little girl to a big mother, the empress dowager trusts her so much and regards her as her closest confidant, but, she, she is trapped in the empress dowager's life. Inhumane and unrighteous!
Although she doesn't know the ins and outs of what she ordered those guards to do, it will definitely not be a good thing!
She also thought about confessing to the Empress Dowager, but her nephew is still in the hands of that gang, she can't help it, she can't do it at all!

Maybe it was because she confided to someone, and the overwhelmed suffering was vented, and she covered her old face with her hands, sobbing, crying so badly, she cried like a child!
Xia Xinxin...

"Okay, don't cry. If you do something wrong, you have to find a way to remedy it. You should remember well. What kind of people are they? Is there anything special about them?"

The red mother stopped crying when she heard it, and thought about it carefully, "Every time they come to see me, they wear black clothes and masks, and they won't show their true colors. However, I saw that on their wrists, without exception, they seemed to be Carved with a flower."

In order to recognize them, she carefully identified them every time, and found this flower.

"What kind of flower?"

"I can't tell, it's a very special flower."

Xia Xinxin thought for a while, took out a small book and charcoal pencils from her purse, handed them to her, and said in a low voice, "You draw it."

Red Nanny took the small notebook and charcoal pencil, and started to draw.

She followed the empress dowager, and she was accomplished in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and quickly drew the flower.

Xia Xinxin took it and took a look, it looked like an ugly chrysanthemum, but after a few more glances, it didn't quite look like it anymore, and it looked a bit like the flower of darkness, the mandala.

She put the small notebook and charcoal pencils into her purse, looked at the red nun's eyes from crying, stretched out her little hand and snapped her fingers in front of her, "Sleep."

(End of this chapter)